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Thursday, July 31, 2008 10:15 PM
eileen the friendly ghost
LOL eileen the friendly ghost why u wonder haha eileen is the second child in VE first and always is SHERT DARLING! LOL susu: happy hungry ghost festival eileen: Lol, thks thks, i need to rush for the food before others take all the away. it's a one yr one time event. lol here i fly susu: LOL! shall fly with u eileen: haha ok see u on the road flying. LOL
retarded jr haha!!!
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9:33 PM
happy hungry ghost festival and happy nurses day
LOL happy nurses day first luh haha got an sms frm tasha
"being a nurse isnt abt grades, it's abt being who we are. no bk can teach u how to cry with a patient, no class can teach you how to tell a family that a family member has died or are dying. a nurse is not abt the pills, th IV''s and charting. its abt being abt to love pppl at their weakest moments and being able to forgive them for their wrongs and make a difference in their lives"
aft i read i really agree ok luh grades do play a part but being a nurse is easy BUT being an excellent nurse takes time
was reading yun's blog post nursing is an art http://caiyun.livejournal.com/ [27july post] i guess this profession is very different it takes a person's character and extend of love for people into consideration
nursing is tough!! very very tough! seriously i admit haha but wat pull me through at the end of the day is passion love to serve help those who cant help themselves everytime during attachment i lovveee to complain haha but at the end i dont want to leave;[ cause clinical and sch is vv different clinical is definately more realistic more enriching in applying of watever we learn[: haha
ok u see my title oso got happy hungry ghost festival haha coz is already 1 aug this not only mark ghosts coming out to play haha it means 13 days to examss!!!!!!!! BETTER CHIONG!!!!!!!!1 dead haven even finish any and i can still blog LOL belsu=power haha!! anyway my jr inVE -->eileen is the cutest jr ever LOL! super funny the first to see on msn nic a countdown to hungry ghost festival! haha yea den want to watch this movie singaporean production cant rmb the title but is related to hungry ghost festival LOL ooo~ watch with apj haha and mus watch in the aftnn LOL
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7:28 AM
things to note[:
1.rmb to go buy book--> tuesdays with morrie, breaking dawn!!!! 2. stop eating snacks and supper 3. rmb to do VE stuff 4. rmb to study for exams 5. rmb to arrange for more vocal classes 6. rmb to stop focusing on him
[:
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7:16 AM
WOOTS! i love VE[: haha so random but ya was a little disappointed yesterday before the performance but after it ALL WAS GOOD![:
first row[L-R]pd, belsu,tian,pei,leen,annie,yun,wendy,shaall vien,fen,van,sx,ben,ged,joel,paul second row [L-R]xiu, LL, cal, sh, wanqi, mel, em, win, xinyi, pauline, shert, cheng, nic, khup, kh and eric all my darlings[: i really see the importance of bonding...nv compromise it! within a club, we are all ppl of different sch and backgrds yet we all share a similar passion of singing![: becoz we are a ll different confirm will have conflict...but thats why it is even more impt to promote bonding bt members[: and im super glad to see that so far no conflict, that jr love one another, sr love one another, and jr loves sr too LOL!!! most impt is the committee luh..........we really have to stay close TGT!![: dont allow any misunderstandings coz us to collapse!![:
always love VE![:
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 7:16 AM
getting over someone
i guess i finally understand how it feels haha getting over someone plus not even tgt b4 it gets tougher and tougher still want to remain close frens and wanna to draw a line bt us how? impossible? i dont want to sink in further into this i want to stop so that i wont get myself hurt and not be able to climb up
yet i want to be close to him and just be a good fren will it be possible? i wonder?
if i nv try i nv know rite? [:
thk God for helping me putting ppl ard who will be there to comfort me and warn me and help me !!! i can take this feeling away for him and change it to a frenship love instead GAMBATTE! rmb to give me time[:
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6:20 AM
PHOTOSSSS
ya it forever since i cut my hair TADA YES IT IS SHORT! :P but may plan to extend again for my VE concert LOL hah so vain
meet silent joker ap JON hah retarded now u know who the jokes are from LOL [i look retarded YUCKS ;[]
MY BIGGEST APOLOGISES TO ALL ATTACHMENT BUDDIES!!!!!!!!!!!
;[
HERE U GO!
joel the HANDSOME BOY![:
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 7:59 AM
God first, blog second
haha i have a bad bad habit! haha when ever things get bad and i feel all confused [like the previous post] the first thing i turn to is my BLOG haha! i blog my emotions out thats y is v real LOL but that shld be the case the purpose rite y i start a new blog is coz i wanted it all to be the UPS of my life and only mention down when is how i overcome them end up i blog more downs den how i overcome it ;[ nvm still nt to late haha
so next time GOD FIRST, blog second haha.
i feel soooo much better now no more feeling all confused and boxed up! WOOTS as though the burden has been lifted up happy belsu
mus also thk jon for his encouragement loves! means a lot[:
ok dont panic over the prev post haha [: [:
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6:53 AM
sat in confusion
i cant believe this man!! i think the wiring of my emotions are haywired!! really
im fine yet i dont feel fine im in a state of confusion LOL
feeling heavy hearted didnt know why so couldnt figure the cause
my mind is moving faster den my soul
i sat in front of my lappy feeling confuse over him yet awake i dont really like this feeling i cried yet i dont know y maybe im not as strong as i seemed
shock, touched, upset all jumbled into one nameless emotion
maybe im all too ironical and sensitive maybe it need time
but yet it is a joy just to be ur special fren thats all tat i want and hope i guess
time will tell time will heal i guess
hai ok u mus understand there are down times so let my blog till i feel more shuang LOL[: is my vent place haha
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6:09 AM
second joke of the day:
WHY DID THE BOY THROW HIS WATCH INTO THE RUBBISH BIN?
answer: coz the boy wanted to waste time hai retardedly good! HAHA by the same person
anyways i feeling so tired now ;[ even though suppose to be studying pharm i feel larthegic ;[ feel like slping haha! dont know wat im feeling now ha
he says i seem sad but im not sure maybe too tired haha! i better study pharm! JIA YOU! [:Labels: joke credited to JON FONG
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Monday, July 28, 2008 9:47 PM
woots!~ lol so proud of myself i accomplished three things in one day haha!! 1. i told someone abt something i kept for quite awhile le![: and the reponse made me happy haha
2. i learn to draw my line with a fren[: if u know me well, i can be quite cheeky oops muha!
3. i start studying for pharm 4chaps down!!!!!!! WOOTS amazing rite LOL!! haha
super happy today so proud of myself LOL
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8:10 PM
joke of the day[:
LOL!! the joke goes:
HOW DO YOU CATCH A FISH?
answer: ask your fren to throw you one! LOL super lame rite haha apj is retarded haha seriouslyLabels: joke credited to JON FONG
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10:02 AM
BGR, love, lust over part 2
the previous one typed out of high-ness not a clear mind haha
related to the title yesterday i was talking to my mummy abt the most interesting thing i heard and i tot over it hha that i have a church choir mate who is 16 this yr uprising leader the cute thing is that his zs matchmake him to be attached reason being so to exp wat is it like to be in a r/s so to relate to the youths which one main thing to youth is REALATIONSHIPS.BGR
u may ask get attached den get attached lo that im so silly to sound so shocked haha but im 17 plus this yr nv attached b4 den suddenly i told my mum i want to be attached just for the exp of it! LOL she say i mad i will give in my committment, my love, my heart to the other person just want to feels wat it is like she say im mad ahah still too young haha
so wat is too young? age or mind? i may seem childish but i dont think im that childish rite? i may be cheeky but with a limit rite? i may be super hyper at times but i can be serious with things too rite? haha
anyway after talking to him i feel better hha~ was expecting some other bad comments haha! nvm
u are definately loved by me![: haha
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9:13 AM
BGR,love,lust over
haha nice title rite haha i was mad today ahah seriously abt sth shallnt not mention here haha but i feel relieve aft saying it out~ phews haha ok shall shut my mouth le haha
is true to know that there is someone loving u haha true true
ok shall blog when my mind is clearer im toking nonsense now LOL!
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Sunday, July 27, 2008 8:48 AM
DARK KNIGHT
!WOOTS I MANAGE TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! super elated! ok luh thk jie jie for tagging along otherwise i cant watch le cause only me and apj! haha so cant two of us haha thks jie jie dark knight rawks!! christian bale is like HAWT! *drools* has the older man handsomeness! LOL
apj and jie jie are like movie kakis le haha!
anyway i suuppeerr loveeee HEATH LEDGER! the joker!! IS LIKE WOAH!!! haha so power~ hai sadly he die real life and reel life haha! ;[
ok i know i promised to upload fotos! BUT hai now is gng to 12 am le HA! sorry to all my darlings!!!!!!!! i promise i promise
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8:09 AM
YOU ARE MY HEALER
the current most inspiring song healer
you hold my every moment you calm my raging seas you walk with me through fire and heal all my disease i trust in you i trust in you
i believe you're my healer i believe you are all i know i believe you're my portion i believe you're more than enough for me jesus you're all i need
nothing is impossible for you nothing is impossible nothing is impossible for you you hold me world in ur hands
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Saturday, July 26, 2008 8:47 AM
muha super happy today bel lead worship super happy!! LOL
anyway ok luh i admit i always pity party for myself haha oh wells~ i shall stop it
susu is going to be a stonger person! YEP! step by step slowly steady ppl wins the race[:
GANBATTE
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Friday, July 25, 2008 9:26 AM
my passion
i simply love my passion is unextinguishable! my week is almost filled with it mon theres VE tues theres choir prac sat sun theres serving sometimes sun vocal class plus maybe nxt time thurs got VE
everything is all about my passion! haha almost like an obession i want to do so much more for them yet time and money seems to constrain them ;[ i just want to sing just wanna make music wanna impact ppl with my passion
if there is only one thing i can chose to do forever my choice would definately be SINGINGLabels: singing is my everything
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8:51 AM
u see how my week goes hha sunday monday tues im fine wed i start to wavier thurs i sink into "depression" fri nite im all up and going sat too and round and round the merry-go-round HAHA!
i need to make a stand to stop this kind of nonsensical life seriously i nid to get a life haa
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1:54 AM
in·dulge /ɪnˈdʌldʒ/ Pronunciation Key [in-duhlj]verb, -dulged, -dulg·ing. –verb (used without object) 1. to yield to an inclination or desire; allow oneself to follow one's will (often fol. by in): Dessert came, but I didn't indulge. They indulged in unbelievable shopping sprees. –verb (used with object) 2. to yield to, satisfy, or gratify (desires, feelings, etc.): to indulge one's appetite for sweets. 3. to yield to the wishes or whims of; be lenient or permissive with: to indulge a child. 4. to allow (oneself) to follow one's will (usually fol. by in): to indulge oneself in reckless spending.
indulgent im so afraid coz i think im slipping back into the invisible world~ belsu be strong, u have been fine so far! why feeling the same way as before again;[ ????
i shall drink less peach tea, shallnt love peach tea too much~ Labels: but last in ur heart, first in my heart
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Thursday, July 24, 2008 6:14 PM
shucks i just like wasted 16.50 on cab SUPER UPSET! i tot class was a t 9 but on the way i checked again is at 10~ which means im early in sch thats y can blog anyway i had the weirdest cab driver ever he drive as though he was dancing real his hands move really weird like he was dancing LOL i was like -_- haha oh wells~
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9:01 AM
im terribly upset ;[ my expectation was wrong it got me upset real as i walked up i felt like crying i guess coz expenses are getting higher and higher that ppl worry over money matters more den anything else but nvm i dont care abt it anymore ;[ i walked hm in the rain
yet im super happy know y?[: CAUSE I WALKED HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRM CITY HALL LOL abt 30mins wohoo~ y coz no money lo so must walk and why no money coz i didnt plan how much i need for transport [like how would i know, even if so i have no money to top up LOL] ><
tmr pay day better start to save for rainy day XP
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008 11:08 PM
skipped RM lect to study for pharm;[
im a little XP now coz this girl damn wat la cant stand it haha in the library i saw the plug for lappy ma since they didnt use it so i just use lo den she say me so i ignored and so say im so oblivious pls luh im not stupid neither am i deaf hello! ~
nvm shall study pharm
i cant afford to fail any tata
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8:20 AM
running low on faith and gasoline
it comes to a point where i scare myself what if one day i become cynical? i become who i was in the past? stepped up, stepped down stepped up, stepped down
will i become cynical about my faith?
will pride, rebellion, undiscipline come?
;[ but yet im sitting here blogging doing nth abt it
hai
Labels: running low on faith and gasoline
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 10:33 AM
i really love this picture LOL so random har?
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9:19 AM
i cant stand thinking and behaving so childishly ARG! neither can i stand ppl doing so
make me upset no mood to blog wat i originally wanted to shall do it tmr when i feel better i dont wanna sound so negative here ;[ hai upset really
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12:27 AM
blogging during pharm lect haha oh wells~ haha first i better blog abt reuel first went for choir with reuel
was praying before prac i got reminded of a revelation i heard sometimes we wonder why we always go through the same situation or we feel like we are always stuck at the same place i got reminded that God is our potter and we are the clay in order for a potter to make a beautiful pot it starts from moulding the clay making the shape beating it down again and remaking until its pefect its beautiful
this is like went God brings us through difficult circumstances wanting to mould our character but it seems like forever we get in and get out and get into the same circumstance and nv since to breakthrough and it tires us
and went aft the shape is done the potter puts the pot into the fire to make it even more beautiful
so aft going through the make the moulding the kneading going throught circumstances den we are ready to go through the fire and become ready to be a perfect workmanship a perfect work of art[:
so dont expect anyone to be perfect neither pls pls dont expect me to be perfect even though im a christian im merely only going through my circumstances i struggle with things too i get upset over things i get lazy here and there dont expect me to be perfect just not the time yet
im trying my best
anyway i better rmb my goals and work towards them is already third wk july of
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Sunday, July 20, 2008 7:47 PM
pek chek day.committee
LOL yesterday was pek chey day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID RM PRESENTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA the whole grp super pek chek haha!
anywhere recently quite a few things happen haha received quite a shocking mail but v true haha well being in a committee is nv easy coz it means an extra committment to put in haha school is suppeeerrrrr busy like no end de lo haha! plus got outside committments;[ there is not a single day which we can sit down tgt to bond to talk to laugh always half half ;[ thats y im super sad coz u expect them to commit yet u cant expect them to commit their 100% so contridicting so sad haha well~ we still nid to do something abt it LOVES
win rawks becoz u are kawaii!! and hey u can lead one lo and u always get squash bt ong and jan [i try to always be there w u kays!]! haha pei rawks becoz u have the basic music background and can lead sectionals for the girls sx rawks becoz u really know how to teach ppl their song parts and warm ups and try ur best to turn up for VE even though u are sooo busy shert rawks bcoz even though u aint always ard but u try ur best to make it a pt to come down aft nite class to prac even though just a short time oh and we love to watch bcc news and drink drink tea haha mel rawks coz u are always so concern for everyting and i know u have to put studies first [we all wanna do well too] eric rawks coz seriously cause u always rmb to book rms, print scores and rush frm nite classes shavien rawks coz u are so meticulous in wat ever u do ger rawks coz u seem so blur yet u arent haha!
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8:26 AM
did u know my old christian name was annabel haha baptise at new creation church haa so i being random as usual wanna add in my odd christian name so its annabel blythe tan su ee !! i loveee long names haha so u call me annabel, bel, blythe, susu,teh susu i will answer hah!
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6:55 AM
mercies.god-sent frens.heels.kite.sch
mercies that rise with the new morn set me apart as a new born~ ur mercies nv cease nv expire
really thk God for sending good people to me that nv fails to encourage me and pull me along
got a funny revelation from my high heels haha coz as u know walking on heels are torture! haha and when u really tabuleh tahan and u just have to go to a destination either u chose to go on or u take off shoes and walk rite haha! to me walking with God is like walking on heels for ages haha there is pain suffering and u tend to walk slower but sometimes the pain goes [got skill one haha] but at the end i know that i will reach my destination be it whether i reach there slower, with tears in my eyes i know i have completed my race haha[: *ouchs*
i want to be like a kite i dont to be tied down so many things i nid to accomplish so little time as a youth i realised that i dont want be tied down by r/s so early haha i want to fly for God for the world to see[: till im ready when God signals haha
ARRHHHHHHHHHH~ sch starts tmr! im like sooooooooo not use to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLEAHS! ok mus embrace it positively even though there are projects and exams piled with spider webs on them ;[ XP! XD
sorry long post sia aha!
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Friday, July 18, 2008 9:45 PM
a place called here blog name named after cecelia ahern's book
why a new blog haha cause im gng to mark a fresh start for my life
things have been suffocating me recently almost everything
i need a new start be it from the very beginning for some or to continue to press in to my goals and passions but i will be back
im just on a hiatus from my burdens to seek for God and my life
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