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ANNABEL BLYTHE TAN SU EE
im everything you want!HAHA
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Thursday, July 31, 2008 10:15 PM
eileen the friendly ghost

LOL
eileen the friendly ghost
why u wonder
haha
eileen is the second child in VE
first and always is SHERT DARLING!
LOL
susu: happy hungry ghost festival
eileen: Lol, thks thks, i need to rush for the food before others take all the away. it's a one yr one time event. lol here i fly
susu: LOL! shall fly with u
eileen: haha ok see u on the road flying. LOL

retarded jr haha!!!



9:33 PM
happy hungry ghost festival and happy nurses day

LOL
happy nurses day first luh haha
got an sms frm tasha

"being a nurse isnt abt grades, it's abt being who we are. no bk can teach u how to cry with a patient, no class can teach you how to tell a family that a family member has died or are dying. a nurse is not abt the pills, th IV''s and charting. its abt being abt to love pppl at their weakest moments and being able to forgive them for their wrongs and make a difference in their lives"

aft i read i really agree
ok luh grades do play a part
but being a nurse is easy
BUT being an excellent nurse takes time

was reading yun's blog post
nursing is an art
http://caiyun.livejournal.com/ [27july post]
i guess this profession is very different
it takes a person's character and extend of love for people into consideration

nursing is tough!!
very very tough!
seriously i admit
haha
but wat pull me through at the end of the day is passion
love to serve
help those who cant help themselves
everytime during attachment i lovveee to complain haha
but at the end i dont want to leave;[
cause clinical and sch is vv different
clinical is definately more realistic
more enriching in applying of watever we learn[:
haha

ok u see my title oso got happy hungry ghost festival
haha
coz is already 1 aug
this not only mark ghosts coming out to play haha
it means 13 days to examss!!!!!!!!
BETTER CHIONG!!!!!!!!1
dead
haven even finish any
and i can still blog
LOL
belsu=power haha!!
anyway my jr inVE -->eileen
is the cutest jr ever LOL!
super funny
the first to see on msn nic
a countdown to hungry ghost festival!
haha
yea
den want to watch this movie
singaporean production
cant rmb the title but is related to hungry ghost festival
LOL
ooo~
watch with apj
haha
and mus watch in the aftnn
LOL



7:28 AM
things to note[:

1.rmb to go buy book--> tuesdays with morrie, breaking dawn!!!!
2. stop eating snacks and supper
3. rmb to do VE stuff
4. rmb to study for exams
5. rmb to arrange for more vocal classes
6. rmb to stop focusing on him

[:



7:16 AM



WOOTS! i love VE[: haha

so random but ya was a little disappointed yesterday before the performance but after it ALL WAS GOOD![:

first row[L-R]pd, belsu,tian,pei,leen,annie,yun,wendy,shaall vien,fen,van,sx,ben,ged,joel,paul

second row [L-R]xiu, LL, cal, sh, wanqi, mel, em, win, xinyi, pauline, shert, cheng, nic, khup, kh and eric

all my darlings[: i really see the importance of bonding...nv compromise it! within a club, we are all ppl of different sch and backgrds yet we all share a similar passion of singing![: becoz we are a ll different confirm will have conflict...but thats why it is even more impt to promote bonding bt members[:

and im super glad to see that so far no conflict, that jr love one another, sr love one another, and jr loves sr too LOL!!!

most impt is the committee luh..........we really have to stay close TGT!![: dont allow any misunderstandings coz us to collapse!![:

always love VE![:




Wednesday, July 30, 2008 7:16 AM
getting over someone

i guess
i finally understand how it feels
haha
getting over someone
plus not even tgt b4
it gets tougher and tougher
still want to remain close frens
and wanna to draw a line bt us
how?
impossible?
i dont want to sink in further into this
i want to stop
so that i wont get myself hurt
and not be able to climb up

yet i want to be close to him
and just be a good fren
will it be possible?
i wonder?

if i nv try i nv know
rite?
[:

thk God for helping me
putting ppl ard who will be there to comfort me and warn me
and help me
!!!
i can take this feeling away for him
and change it to a frenship love instead
GAMBATTE!
rmb to give me time[:



6:20 AM
PHOTOSSSS


ya it forever since i cut my hair
TADA
YES IT IS SHORT!
:P
but may plan to extend again for my VE concert LOL
hah so vain









meet silent joker ap JON hah
retarded
now u know who the jokes are from LOL
[i look retarded YUCKS ;[]



MY BIGGEST APOLOGISES TO ALL ATTACHMENT BUDDIES!!!!!!!!!!!


;[


HERE U GO!














joel the HANDSOME BOY![:

super cute!!





































Tuesday, July 29, 2008 7:59 AM
God first, blog second

haha
i have a bad bad habit! haha
when ever things get bad
and i feel all confused
[like the previous post]
the first thing i turn to is my BLOG haha!
i blog my emotions out
thats y is v real
LOL
but that shld be the case
the purpose rite y i start a new blog is coz i wanted it all to be
the UPS of my life and only mention down when is how i overcome them
end up i blog more downs den how i overcome it
;[
nvm
still nt to late
haha

so next time
GOD FIRST, blog second haha.

i feel soooo much better now
no more feeling all confused and boxed up!
WOOTS
as though the burden has been lifted up
happy belsu

mus also thk jon
for his encouragement
loves!
means a lot[:

ok dont panic over the prev post haha
[:
[:



6:53 AM
sat in confusion

i cant believe this man!!
i think the wiring of my emotions are haywired!!
really

im fine yet i dont feel fine
im in a state of confusion
LOL

feeling heavy hearted
didnt know why so
couldnt figure the cause

my mind is moving faster den my soul

i sat in front of my lappy
feeling confuse over him
yet awake
i dont really like this feeling
i cried yet i dont know y
maybe im not as strong as i seemed


shock, touched, upset
all jumbled into one nameless emotion

maybe im all too ironical and sensitive
maybe it need time

but yet it is a joy just to be ur special fren
thats all tat i want and hope
i guess

time will tell
time will heal
i guess

hai
ok u mus understand there are down times
so let my blog till i feel more shuang
LOL[:
is my vent place haha



6:09 AM

second joke of the day:

WHY DID THE BOY THROW HIS WATCH INTO THE RUBBISH BIN?



answer: coz the boy wanted to waste time
hai
retardedly good!
HAHA
by the same person



anyways
i feeling so tired now ;[
even though suppose to be studying pharm
i feel larthegic
;[
feel like slping haha!
dont know wat im feeling now ha

he says i seem sad
but im not sure
maybe too tired haha!
i better study pharm!
JIA YOU!
[:

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Monday, July 28, 2008 9:47 PM

woots!~
lol
so proud of myself
i accomplished three things in one day haha!!
1. i told someone abt something i kept for quite awhile le![:
and the reponse made me happy haha

2. i learn to draw my line with a fren[:
if u know me well, i can be quite cheeky oops
muha!

3. i start studying for pharm 4chaps down!!!!!!! WOOTS
amazing rite LOL!!
haha

super happy today
so proud of myself
LOL



8:10 PM
joke of the day[:

LOL!!
the joke goes:

HOW DO YOU CATCH A FISH?







answer: ask your fren to throw you one!
LOL
super lame rite
haha
apj is retarded haha
seriously

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10:02 AM
BGR, love, lust over part 2

the previous one typed out of high-ness
not a clear mind haha

related to the title
yesterday i was talking to my mummy
abt the most interesting thing i heard
and i tot over it hha
that i have a church choir mate who is 16 this yr
uprising leader
the cute thing is that his zs matchmake him to be attached
reason being
so to exp wat is it like to be in a r/s
so to relate to the youths
which one main thing to youth is REALATIONSHIPS.BGR

u may ask get attached den get attached lo
that im so silly to sound so shocked haha
but
im 17 plus this yr
nv attached b4
den suddenly i told my mum i want to be attached just for the exp of it!
LOL
she say i mad
i will give in my committment, my love, my heart to the other person
just want to feels wat it is like
she say im mad
ahah
still too young
haha


so wat is too young?
age or mind?
i may seem childish
but i dont think im that childish rite?
i may be cheeky but with a limit rite?
i may be super hyper at times but i can be serious with things too rite?
haha



anyway after talking to him
i feel better hha~
was expecting some other bad comments haha!
nvm


u are definately loved by me![:
haha



9:13 AM
BGR,love,lust over

haha
nice title rite haha
i was mad today ahah
seriously
abt sth
shallnt not mention here haha
but i feel relieve aft saying it out~
phews haha
ok shall shut my mouth le haha

is true to know that there is someone loving u
haha
true true

ok shall blog when my mind is clearer
im toking nonsense now LOL!



Sunday, July 27, 2008 8:48 AM
DARK KNIGHT

!WOOTS
I MANAGE TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
super elated!
ok luh thk jie jie for tagging along
otherwise i cant watch le
cause only me and apj! haha
so cant two of us haha
thks jie jie
dark knight rawks!!
christian bale is like HAWT!
*drools*
has the older man handsomeness!
LOL

apj and jie jie are like movie kakis le haha!

anyway i suuppeerr loveeee HEATH LEDGER!
the joker!!
IS LIKE WOAH!!!
haha
so power~
hai
sadly he die
real life and reel life haha!
;[

ok i know i promised to upload fotos!
BUT
hai now is gng to 12 am le
HA!
sorry to all my darlings!!!!!!!!
i promise i promise



8:09 AM
YOU ARE MY HEALER

the current most inspiring song
healer

you hold my every moment
you calm my raging seas
you walk with me through fire
and heal all my disease
i trust in you
i trust in you

i believe you're my healer
i believe you are all i know
i believe you're my portion
i believe you're more than enough for me
jesus you're all i need


nothing is impossible for you

nothing is impossible
nothing is impossible for you
you hold me world in ur hands



Saturday, July 26, 2008 8:47 AM

muha super happy
today bel lead worship
super happy!!
LOL

anyway ok luh i admit i always pity party for myself haha
oh wells~
i shall stop it

susu is going to be a stonger person!
YEP!
step by step
slowly
steady ppl wins the race[:

GANBATTE



Friday, July 25, 2008 9:26 AM
my passion

i simply love my passion
is unextinguishable!
my week is almost filled with it
mon theres VE
tues theres choir prac
sat sun theres serving
sometimes sun vocal class
plus maybe nxt time thurs got VE

everything is all about my passion!
haha
almost like an obession
i want to do so much more for them
yet time and money seems to constrain them
;[
i just want to sing
just wanna make music
wanna impact ppl with my passion




if there is only one thing i can chose to do forever
my choice would definately be SINGING

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8:51 AM

u see how my week goes hha
sunday monday tues im fine
wed i start to wavier
thurs i sink into "depression"
fri nite im all up and going
sat too
and round and round the merry-go-round
HAHA!


i need to make a stand
to stop this kind of nonsensical life
seriously i nid to get a life haa



1:54 AM

in·dulge /ɪnˈdʌldʒ/ Pronunciation Key [in-duhlj]verb, -dulged, -dulg·ing.
–verb (used without object)
1.
to yield to an inclination or desire; allow oneself to follow one's will (often fol. by in): Dessert came, but I didn't indulge. They indulged in unbelievable shopping sprees.

–verb (used with object)
2.
to yield to, satisfy, or gratify (desires, feelings, etc.): to indulge one's appetite for sweets.
3.
to yield to the wishes or whims of; be lenient or permissive with: to indulge a child.
4.
to allow (oneself) to follow one's will (usually fol. by in): to indulge oneself in reckless spending.

indulgent

im so afraid coz i think im slipping back into the invisible world~

belsu be strong, u have been fine so far! why feeling the same way as before again;[

????

i shall drink less peach tea, shallnt love peach tea too much~

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Thursday, July 24, 2008 6:14 PM

shucks
i just like wasted 16.50 on cab
SUPER UPSET!
i tot class was a t 9 but on the way i checked again
is at 10~
which means im early in sch
thats y can blog
anyway i had the weirdest cab driver ever
he drive as though he was dancing
real
his hands move really weird
like he was dancing
LOL
i was like -_-
haha
oh wells~



9:01 AM

im terribly upset
;[
my expectation was wrong
it got me upset
real
as i walked up i felt like crying
i guess coz expenses are getting higher and higher that
ppl worry over money matters
more den anything else
but nvm i dont care abt it anymore
;[
i walked hm in the rain

yet im super happy
know y?[:
CAUSE I WALKED HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FRM CITY HALL LOL
abt 30mins
wohoo~
y coz no money lo
so must walk
and why no money
coz i didnt plan how much i need for transport
[like how would i know, even if so i have no money to top up LOL]
><

tmr pay day
better start to save for rainy day
XP



Wednesday, July 23, 2008 11:08 PM

skipped RM lect
to study for pharm;[

im a little XP now
coz this girl damn wat la
cant stand it haha
in the library i saw the plug for lappy ma
since they didnt use it so i just use lo
den she say me
so i ignored and so say im so oblivious
pls luh
im not stupid neither am i deaf
hello!
~

nvm shall study pharm

i cant afford to fail any
tata



8:20 AM
running low on faith and gasoline

it comes to a point
where i scare myself
what if one day i become cynical?
i become who i was in the past?
stepped up, stepped down stepped up, stepped down

will i become cynical about my faith?

will pride, rebellion, undiscipline
come?

;[
but yet im sitting here
blogging doing nth abt it

hai

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 10:33 AM



i really love this picture LOL
so random har?



9:19 AM

i cant stand thinking and behaving so childishly
ARG!
neither can i stand ppl doing so

make me upset
no mood to blog wat i originally wanted to
shall do it tmr when i feel better
i dont wanna sound so negative here
;[
hai
upset
really



12:27 AM

blogging during pharm lect haha
oh wells~
haha
first i better blog abt reuel first
went for choir with reuel

was praying before prac i got reminded
of a revelation i heard
sometimes we wonder why we always go through the same situation
or we feel like we are always stuck at the same place
i got reminded that God is our potter and we are the clay
in order for a potter to make a beautiful pot
it starts from moulding the clay
making the shape
beating it down again and remaking until its pefect
its beautiful

this is like went God brings us through difficult circumstances
wanting to mould our character
but it seems like forever
we get in and get out and get into the same circumstance
and nv since to breakthrough
and it tires us

and went aft the shape is done
the potter puts the pot into the fire
to make it even more beautiful

so aft going through the make the moulding the kneading
going throught circumstances
den we are ready to go through the fire and become ready to be a perfect workmanship
a perfect work of art[:



so dont expect anyone to be perfect
neither pls pls dont expect me to be perfect even though im a christian
im merely only going through my circumstances
i struggle with things too
i get upset over things
i get lazy here and there
dont expect me to be perfect
just not the time yet


im trying my best


anyway i better rmb my goals
and work towards them
is already third wk july of



Sunday, July 20, 2008 7:47 PM
pek chek day.committee

LOL yesterday was pek chey day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID RM PRESENTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA
the whole grp super pek chek haha!

anywhere recently quite a few things happen haha
received quite a shocking mail
but v true haha
well
being in a committee is nv easy
coz it means an extra committment to put in
haha
school is suppeeerrrrr busy like no end de lo haha!
plus got outside committments;[
there is not a single day which we can sit down tgt to bond to talk to laugh
always half half ;[
thats y im super sad
coz u expect them to commit yet u cant expect them to commit their 100%
so contridicting
so sad haha
well~
we still nid to do something abt it
LOVES


win rawks becoz u are kawaii!! and hey u can lead one lo and u always get squash bt ong and jan [i try to always be there w u kays!]! haha
pei rawks becoz u have the basic music background and can lead sectionals for the girls
sx rawks becoz u really know how to teach ppl their song parts and warm ups and try ur best to turn up for VE even though u are sooo busy
shert rawks bcoz even though u aint always ard but u try ur best to make it a pt to come down aft nite class to prac even though just a short time oh and we love to watch bcc news and drink drink tea haha
mel rawks coz u are always so concern for everyting and i know u have to put studies first [we all wanna do well too]
eric rawks coz seriously cause u always rmb to book rms, print scores and rush frm nite classes
shavien rawks coz u are so meticulous in wat ever u do
ger rawks coz u seem so blur yet u arent haha!



8:26 AM

did u know my old christian name was annabel haha
baptise at new creation church haa
so i being random as usual
wanna add in my odd christian name
so its
annabel blythe tan su ee
!!
i loveee long names haha
so u call me annabel, bel, blythe, susu,teh susu
i will answer hah!



6:55 AM
mercies.god-sent frens.heels.kite.sch

mercies that rise with the new morn
set me apart as a new born~
ur mercies nv cease nv expire

really thk God for sending good people to me
that nv fails to encourage me and pull me along

got a funny revelation
from my high heels haha
coz as u know walking on heels are torture!
haha
and when u really tabuleh tahan and u just have to go to a destination
either u chose to go on or u take off shoes and walk rite haha!
to me walking with God is like walking on heels for ages haha
there is pain suffering and u tend to walk slower
but sometimes the pain goes [got skill one haha]
but at the end i know that i will reach my destination
be it whether i reach there slower, with tears in my eyes
i know i have completed my race
haha[:
*ouchs*

i want to be like a kite
i dont to be tied down
so many things i nid to accomplish
so little time as a youth
i realised that i
dont want be tied down by r/s so early
haha
i want to fly for God
for the world to see[:
till im ready
when God signals haha

ARRHHHHHHHHHH~
sch starts tmr!
im like sooooooooo not use to it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BLEAHS!
ok mus embrace it positively
even though there are projects and exams
piled with spider webs on them
;[
XP!
XD


sorry long post sia aha!



Friday, July 18, 2008 9:45 PM

a place called here
blog name named after cecelia ahern's book

why a new blog
haha
cause im gng to mark a fresh start for my life

things have been suffocating me recently
almost everything

i need a new start
be it from the very beginning for some
or to continue to press in to my goals and passions
but i will be back

im just on a hiatus from my burdens
to seek for God and my life