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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 3:40 AM
CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHY JONATHAN R.M IS SOOOOOOOOO YUMMY ESP WHEN HE PLAYS KING HENRY [despite his many urges for sex in THE TUDORS] haha MAN im hooked on to true bld and tudors since true bld 4th epi not out so watch tudors i seriously love the politics the woman the fall haha!!!!!!! and jon rawks as KING a v yummy irresitible king^^
anyways went out with mummy today too bad bestie ;[ another day bought freaking 3 pairs of shoes *DROOLS* LOL a bag all from charles and keith seriously love this brand frm topshop a lovely tube dress DAMM IT! i look nice in it LOL *roll eyeball* loads of accessories bottoms and a jacket hah wont see my dull boring oversized man black jacket or the holey one LOL!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY GIRL!
[candy treats]
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Monday, September 29, 2008 10:28 AM
WAKAKA!! this holiday shall master two songs 1. i give u my heart 2. say it again!!! man must really say thks to bestie for finding chords and vid for me !!! loves im mastering it already LOL G D Am Cadd7 WOOTS super happy den aft will master play and sing!!!!!!!!!!!
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8:49 AM
boy oh boy! nessa got me excited for sunday vocal class man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if u know nessa her voice is like!!! will leave u speechless those kind and hurray im gonna have classes tgt with her we both LOVEEEEEEEEEE singing like no one's business but she wanna go into entertainment industry with band and all but me to serve in church haha!!! BUT hack ...we both live to sing LOL!!! CANT WAIT!! pray bel will be free on sunday man!!!!!!!!!!
had choir haha VE wah alot to learn man!!! and concert is like in abt 2 mths plus!!!!!!!!!! DIE!! haha loads of pracs!!!!! pray i wont lose my voice AGAIN!!! boo
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Sunday, September 28, 2008 10:44 PM
OH MAN OH MAN *laziness overtaking me* yes im feeling lazy again!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP *rot**rot**rot* haha i wan my hair extension *boos*
oh man im growing old haha turning 18 soon!!!!!!! haha and i look like a little girl in this photo i lovveeeee this photo so dont look like me LOL
*melts* GUESS WATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! OH MAN IM SUPER HAPPY COZ I FOUND MY LIME GREEN PICK!!!!!!! HURRAYS!!!! haha and oh man BILL CAMPTON IS HAWTTTTTTTTT better den edwardcullen [blame cedric diggory] LOL!!!!!! oh man im drawn to bill now!!! watch in on true blood!!!!!!!!!!! bit RA as i mention BUT hack BILL IS ALLLL haha vampire-crazy haha
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10:18 AM
*wroom wroom* keke^^ F1 haha kinda boring BUT! haha at least there were some action hot guys and bestie LOL anyways i still lovee lewis hamilton thou he is third and nick heidfeld, nakajima and sato haha nico was cute but i felt he was a little arrogant haha!!!!!!!! anyways poor thing to ferrari team man! massa was good but oh man the fuel hose haha! but i think the india force team was it sutti? haha tat crash coz of massa ya poor guy ;[ bestie i won haha far ahead of u LOL
man i addicted to true blood seriously is RA BUT! coz is vampire base so i still like it LOL ^^
PS: JUSTIN AND DELANO!! JIA YOU FOR EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![:
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Saturday, September 27, 2008 11:28 AM
SILLINESS IMMATURITY WATEVER CRAPPY PAST ONE HAS PLS THROW THEM AWAY AND START GETTING LIFE
cant believe im sucha joker plus random my bad sorry bestie LOL
i need a life haha GOD
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11:00 AM
TREASURE UR YOUTH AND UR SINGLEHOOD^^
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8:37 AM
oh man im super happy coz i manage to play the verses of i give you my heart thou still change super slow BUT!! im improving im improving haha
have you realise that shadows appear when a light is cast upon a person rite? haha i suddenly realised i love bus journeys only when the bus is empty haha and i love to walk in the dark kinda soothing haha i was walking and singing my way hm and i stood under a lampost and saw my shadow and i caught a revelation haha i was like ya hor LOL anyws today was not just good it was excellent! and i realised two things that nt only the yr is coming to an end!!!! but im turning 18 soon !! a yr older but will it also mean a yr more matured? PRAYERFULLY oh i wrote a praise song on the way home shall make it playable by guitar ^^
ciao~
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Friday, September 26, 2008 9:59 AM
i have come to realised that talking is not essential words means nth until the actions to the words are done period.
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9:22 AM
life in a different scene
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Thursday, September 25, 2008 4:12 PM
OH MAN! is 712am haha and im awake techanically i haven slept since i talk to fren haha so i decided since i haven sleep and mummy is waking up to cook lunch for me i machiam cook it myself so im suaku at cooking but WOOTS! i cooked my first spaghetti plus sauce super yummy sia!!!!!! *pat on shoulder* keke! and man i feel like playing guitar and disturb my mummy keke feel like singing got inspiration MUHAHAHA man i shld be slping but im kinda excited kinda worried kinda BLAH haha
sweet dreams
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9:13 AM
there are only two person that knows me through and through God and Satan not even myself know myself through and through
have u ever came to realisation that the past [insert no. of yrs u lived] has been so unfruitful/boring/mundane? that the past [insert the no. of yrs u lived] as though u lived in vain?
haha
anyways im on a mission to seek who i am to stop being a hypocrite! and to find the meaning of life with God and the book im gonna write haha
this time is real every thing is real is wake up time reality sets in i wanna catch up for the things i have been losing i just cant stand talking and no action period haha
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hope u find urs too^^
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12:04 AM
OH MAN! im slow super slow haha JUNO is like urh such a niccccccee goooddd movie to watch man [catch it at watch-movies.net] oh man im sooo slow haha it kinda relevant at least nt to me but society in general u know haha teenage pregnancy is on the rise oh the other hand its so cool to see the motion of pregnancy and the difficulty in getting pregnant [really pity vanessa loring] imagine u are getting a child that isnt urs that one doesnt go through pregnancy hai but besides that i seriously LOVEEEE ellen page im amazed by her so real u know haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her character juno..man i love it hha and oh i love her hamburger tele LOL
go catch the show, seriously^^
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 6:39 AM
the only reason why i may watch F1 is because of the hot drivers like lewis hamilton, nick heidfeld, kazuki nakajima and takuma sato LOL yesterday went with daddy to do delievery at 11pm yes u see correctly 11pm onwards why coz of F1 lo the hotels near it are affected so they allow delievery from 12am-5am haha so i saw the track, the lights, the security haha kinda cool i mus admit haha so daddy and me waited for the gates at the hotel to open damn the security LOL and i learn how to drive lesson 1 LOL release handbrake, step brake, move gear to D, release brake slowly, step oil to acclerate, step brake real lightly! LOL!! haha im gonna drive soon LOL
guitar guitar *strum strum* oh man im in love but my fingers hurts like !!! haha *ouch* my guitar rawks! haha the sounds is real niceee keke
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3:52 AM
TRUE FRENS
True friends accept you for who you are. True friends are understanding, mostly slow to anger. They are willing to go through thick and thin with you. They are willing to be blamed/punished to save ur skin. They gives you the best part of the food/candies even though its their fav True friends look at your flaws but yet see the beauty that lies within True friends knows how to cheer you up They understand you extremely well but nvr gets bored of you. They are willing to hear anything you have to say.
More often then not, do not bother trying to explain yourself. Because True friends won't need need it, and enemies won't believe it...
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2:47 AM
OH MAN!!!! I SERIOUSLY MISS MY FAKE LONG HAIR HAHA OH MAN HAVING THE ITCH TO DO EXTENSIONS AGAIN WILL DO BUT IN FEW MTHS TIME BUT NOW GOT ITCH TO DO LE BUT!! NO $$$ HAHA sadness and i also suddenly miss my fren haha i miss how we were in the past >.<
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1:18 AM
oh man i feel like blogging abt something but mmm...... anyways IM FREAKING BORED [as usual] haha but yet im HAPPY now coz the guitar that was given to me is FINALLY! tuned oh man i love the guitar shop salegirl she is super coooolll LOL and gorgeous not to mention [i sound les but its true] ha!^^ wanna prac guitar but lazy hormones are all over my blood now hai wanna blog oso cant nt right to blog a feeling out here KEKE!
*chanting: BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED*
oh im super sad abt one thing haha that my voice really CMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *healing**healing* i need it man haha so since voice CMI couldnt do recording for VE cd AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW super sad;[
watever haha
im on a mission: TO HUNT FOR MY FIRST EVER GUITAR PICK yes its LIME green oh man i lovvveeeee that pick alotttt!!!! super sad when it went missing!!!!!!!! URGHHHH~ hopefully its in my room somewhere!? keke
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 10:00 PM
sky's the limit haha oh man haha my voice is like CMI seriously man the way the cough im so afraid my vocal cords will DIE!! haha den cant sing le ;[ OH GOD!! im having insomnia coz always wake up in the middle of nite to cough URGH! tired~
anyways sky's the limit haha i need guitar lessons man! talked to sj intro by martin hha thks man to go take chc guitar class haha but i scared haha alone haha! shall ask bestie? haha oh man just need someone to teach PLSSS haha i like individual haha
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9:59 AM
all i know is that the greater things are yet to come man things that are set in stall in the God created plan for me all i know is that greater things have yet to come to pass patience pray fasting
slow but surely
PS: OH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GET V PEK CHEK TUNING GUITAR! DIDNT EXPECT IT TO BE SOOOOOOO DIFFICULT THURS SHALL GO GUITAR SHOP EVEN THOU QUITE MA LU LUH lol AND BUY CAPO haah
ciao~
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Monday, September 22, 2008 11:23 PM
OH MAN! i just changed my blogsking an hr ago and now i change again haha im super bored at home wanna prac guitar but super out of tune and everything so pek chek! den ltr mus go ps and do hp but now still to early OH MAN! im boreddddddd haha
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED *chants*
*pouts*
i complain too much man and besties aint free haha BORED *wonder if daddy is free* keke
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9:45 PM
i hate this dream i had two days ago u see my palm has this set of lines where people say is ur destiny in marriage and mine has TWO lines! which means i may marry twice haha u call me silly to believe in such stuff? i dont really believe but anyways the dream i dreamt that my husband had an affair [didnt see the guy thou mmm] den it was terrible everything hai and i saw my second husband which i dont really think would ever happen coz i happen to know this person LOL
ok so continue calling me silly but is just for fun cant believe i dreamt abt the destiny of my palm lines LOL haha anyways in reality i wont let that happen man! [:
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8:25 AM
nt being able to find something is like suddenly not remembering the words to ur favourite song that you knew off by ur heart. it's like suddenly forgetting the name of someone you know really well and see everyday; or the name of a group who sang a famous song.It's something so frustrating that plays over and over again because you know there's an answer but no one can tell you it.
a place called here by cecilia ahern talks about a girl, sandy shortt, who set finding as her goal ever wonder where missing things disappear to? why people can go missing just like that?
inspired by this bk to name my blog a place called here definately ur missing things dont come here but so do i searching for answers that Man cant answer something that bugs me to search to ask to blog to feel to share HERE[nt here as in my blog] is where ur things go missing start searching and maybe one day ur answers will be given
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Sunday, September 21, 2008 9:14 AM
i cant believe i whined today! OMG so immature *i want to watch* idiot me haha!
anyways today also hang out *gonna be broke soon* haha and i dont owe money le justin,delano,jia jia, jon and me went to CINE yes CINE again LOL yst nv play pool nt happy so play today LOL OMG POOL WAS SUPER FUN! at least i wasnt scolded like last time;[ i super had fun and i ALMOST! by one ball won jon okays! haha and that one min thingy was super fun *im good as a noob man admit it* LOL
den want to watch movie MIRRORS! haha but only me n jon wanted too so nvm haha den went HK cafe haha ordered like mango snow ice, almond cream, peach tea and 4 milk tea end up me and jon had to finish most of the mango snow ice and almond cream!!!! is like WOW totally haha! haha fullness den walked to ps to take bus haha
oh we return the ball ball thingy haha and got an eyeball and MOS hotdog LOL retard
PS: oh man! i better take care of my voice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is HORRIBLEEEEEEE NOW and cd recording is like in 3 days time!!!?? shit haha and everything is in a mess now VE tat is the girls OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! save me man haha >< dead fish
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12:21 AM
im like blogging off justin's lappy LOL!! so im so free so decided to go justin's hse along with delano and lee bin and jon ps haha! nvm anyways b4 gng justin's hse pop by jie jie hse!!! LOL super funny oh random but me jon jie all stay third floor LOL ok random anyways we went just to say hi !!!! and jie jie is too lazy bum as usual to go over -_- anyways bored haha byeee
oh ltr go dinner and play pool jon i cant stop them man LOL -_-
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Saturday, September 20, 2008 10:38 AM
i have found myself in a new circle of frens mostly bros haha estee,jie,justin,de i feel so manly ard them now im so random i seriously have nth to blog but just wanna blog some crap man hah anyways i seriously love this bunch of ppl playmates i shld say hopefully nt forever! haha time for maturation and influence each other
see so random-_-
PS: estee is just a nic, just like how i have billy as mine -_- PSS: OMG MAN! pray daddy will bless me...or at least i will have enuf money to do hair extensions b4 asia conference!! I NID A CHANGE IN STYLE!LOL!
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9:23 AM
i seriously can cough out my lungs man LOL! sadness super sadness haha nvm haha must take care of myself and my vocals man! haha
anyways i had super fun today haha shallnt elaborate too tired but fellowship went town without leaders and coors first time sia haha !! had super fun blah blah ahah went arcade LOL played the drums thingy is suupppeerrr fun man OMG nxt time shall go back and play and he played the same usual LOL anyways my legs are killing me as usual and as usual the cycle will commence today [nth monthly luh pls] haha
everything is such usual stuff BORING! haha life's needs to have some spices man ^^ i hate routine esp tat cycle HATE IT BIIIGGGGGGGGGG TIME! wonder when it will stop man watever haha
ok i better start behaving and everything man stop halt stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: im amazed by how samsung ppl repair hps i sent my in coz touch screen spoil and cant off come back today the problem is still there wow! so amazing mannnn how to sell hp like tat! URGH
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Friday, September 19, 2008 9:01 PM
im on a serious coughing spree haha ya wat a word to describe but tats the only one i can find LOL coughing spree *stick tongue out* hai *cough cough* haha hurts man but shall see doctor cause.......
one week has pass 3 more to go oh man im soo dead fish exam period oso dead fish holidays oso dead fish haha ;[ wasted one wk man haha and im still wasting it haha anyways nxt wk onwards with exception of sat shall not eat aft 8pm haha hai and i need to lose the supper man HAI! is an sinful addiction!;[ STOP! and i need to jog more much more
come on susu haha
PS: im in love with itsumo nando sucha lullabye haha
PSS: i shall stop teasing my fren abt....so pls stop talking abt... LOL
PSSS: and i set myself a goal to become BV in 2yrs time....will be 20 by den..omg so old haha now wanna be vocal ic but ya.....GOD!i better pray[:
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11:17 AM
ok i cant find that picture to show wat God showed me it first began with a picture of a flowing river a never ending flowing river the sides with pastures a v beautiful scenery
den the pastures suddenly became darkness, messy, storms, turmoils but the river still flows
den i saw a tree a flourishing tree by the river itself den i saw many other trees that were dying by the sides in the darkness, the mess everything
and i got reminded of a verse psa1:3
He is like a tree planted by streams of water,which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither.Whatever he does prospers.
hearing people backsliding wanting to backslide so afraid they will backslide being tired everything life's not a bed of roses if u realised[: sometimes we busy ourselves we forgot to go back to the source of everything the river like God ever flowing the tree like us chosing where we wanna position ourselves either in the mess away frm the source or just nxt to the source getting the best so that one can grow and withstand any storm wind and season
so go back to you source where u know u can put everything down and be who u are [:Labels: back to the source
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9:26 AM
im now on a SAW marathon! LOL gory crime horror behind all this actually theres a moral haha that to me life's a game a game that is decided by one the people that jigsaw chose a those who has missing parts in their lifes and he put them in death situations is either u break or u make it haha tats the rule of life is always timed always missing opportunities always rushing sometime we just need to use our brains
anyway i realised im in a vicious cycle mmm shallnt say how but ya LOL *roars*
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Thursday, September 18, 2008 9:54 AM
you know wat i always have this super weird ambition not weird weird but the boldest ambition nxt to being a worship leader is to become a forensic scientist !! haha study cause of death dead bodies
now watching pathology is like woah i wanna be forensic scientist man haha!!! but u know im just a nurse haha so random but watching the show reminded me of this LOL!
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008 11:59 PM
i have come to see our frenship same as buddies by the swing one sitting one pushing if one realises the swings go back and forward right upwards and u see the sky back down to see mostly the ground or other not moving is excatly the same as one frenship i have i sit, and my fren pushes u cant have two ppl pushing den who will sit? hha so there are times u dont push, and im just there there are times u push and its high up facing the sky, having fun yet there are times when the swing goes back down, just like how u pull me down but now i realised that its still possible to sit on the swing and swing by myself and also its possible to stop wanting to play on the swing and move on to the rest of the playground HAHA! PS: omg i looovvvee how natalie portman act as ANNE BOLEYN...she portrayed anne boleyn character really well[: keke!
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10:23 AM
omggg im so in love with the henry/boleyn series LOL watching the other boleyn girl wanna watch the tudors but cant no scv LOL i seriously love victorian dresses!! haha
anyways ok fine fine! haha love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience
haha capacity a fren
love patience love patience love patience love patience love patience
hha capacity to accept everything acceptance acceptance acceptance acceptance acceptance !!! i try i try~ mentally emotionally prepared to be taken back and pushed away always
God u are my only hope my only strength i draw from
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8:26 AM
music has such power did u realise? the tune the lyrics it has the power to unleash emotions people relate to songs they hear and base their mood their memory on wat they hear
sometimes i cant stand being a woman being sensitive to everything making mountain out of mole hill blah blah i just dont like being overly emotional at times leaves me confused fluttering heart
wheres my BALANCE? [:
ok off to watch more movies LOL
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1:49 AM
did u notice how nice the aftnn sun is today? and where was i? running den home and cooped up at home!!! i seriously need to get a life mon-wed nites now are fully booked by singing thurs im free fri theres cell sat theres church sun there vocal classes and i sing almost everyday except for thurs haha im not complaining abt the number of times i sing per wk but i realised i have no life from mon-fri morns and aftnns! is always at home omg kill me so one pls date me out not shopping.......dont want spend money le maybe shld go cycling nxt wk at ECP LOL!!!!!!!!!! woots but den means must show pimples LOL nvm haha
anyways i can play God of ages and sing now but still abit choppy im improving and im super happy with myself
love? hate? love? hate? lovehate lovehate lovehate just a fine line bt them anyways i realised that aft typing and reading all those oh how much i love u oh how much i miss u kinda words i get sick and tired of it and i feel like such a cynic towards love LOL *omg stop it man!*
confused state of mind i wonder why im so confused LOL R-E-T-A-R-D
PS: i just had, i declared, seriously the most retarded lame convo with estee............even worst den addie dear..oh wait addie is pervertic convo LOL
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 10:43 PM
i seriously love anjo's blog song haha but shallnt post the song too same v funny anyways the song is called one step at a time by jordin sparks
Hurry up and wait So close, but so far away Everything that you've always dreamed of Close enough for you to taste But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it You know you can if you get the chance In your face and the door keeps slamming Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting We live and we learn to take
One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen when it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why One step at a time
You believe and you doubt You're confused, you got it all figured out Everything that you always wished for Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours If they only knew
One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen when it's Supposed to happen that we Find the reasons why One step at a time
theres really no nid to rush one step at a time for everything wanna rush this and that sometimes patience is wat we need sometimes we nid to lower our expectations that were set too high up there when it is the time for the thing to happen it will naturally happen seasons as u know season for everything
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10:36 PM
now wat? haha wat am i suppose to do to interfer or just like that lo haha haha i guess just like that lo is the best i dont want u to hate me LOL anyways my throat is really bad phlegm and all so irritating!!!
so im suppose to run today URGH! come on i need to run LOL but no mood LOL
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9:50 AM
ok im wearing like this the top LOL manly style this wk LOL!
anyways mmmmmm i think God doesnt work that way didnt say out but ya haha just got this on the way home ok watever anyways * doesnt read my blog so it doesnt matter! LOL is now up to ur choice u know u know i say i say but it up to u to chose to move on to get over JIA YOU im just merely ur listening ear and advice whenever i can
im so on scary movie marathon though is super retarded is just down rite retarded LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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9:25 AM
HEADACHE HAHA on the way home thinking abt someone/something haha omg im sucha extremist man haha hate it i cant be in the middle can i LOL! i have to like adapt change haha
anyway went for choir prac! woah is like power!!!!!! haha during p&w could sense God telling me there is a way,there is a way,there is a way,there is a way,there is a way,there is a way there is a way, even through time i cant see, there is a way haha keeps repeating so refreshing den second time i teared den i heard His voice telling me dont coop up my emotions if i feel hurt, just feel hurted if i feel like crying, just cry b4 Him been long since i last cried b4 God been too strong before Him for too long third i told God pls let me be able to sing!!! super saddening coz everyone was singing new song to God and i wat haha den aft awhile of praying i can sing again OMG not perfect like last time but i could hit a high note w/o trying too hard den in the midst God gave me words loads of words i think im gonna start writing songs! [realised everything in spirit can just sing a new song] ^^
start small but at least i start somewhere
anyways i busted my diet plan LOL two days leh OMG!!!!!!!!! super upset man! but tmr im on a run and light diet + fruits day LOL GOD i will keep my promise LOL haha
oh tmr shall post pic haha and show u wat i plan to wear for sat svc give comments den ok! LOL CREATIVITY MAN! asked to wear fake eyelash but i cant coz of glasses omg ;[
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Monday, September 15, 2008 11:43 PM
ahhh~ just back from spa LOL pamper myself aft one sem of hetic sch facial, scrub and massage haha the massage damn pain all my overworked muscles LOL!!! and my pimples hai DAMN PIANG cans haha anyways
i have such stm tat thou i prac 8beat strumming everyday the nxt day i forget the rhythm le LOL >< mus check youtube haha!!
anyways is second day of holis and im super slack tat im so scared how to last for one mth! haha I NEED TO GET OUT MAN!!!!!!!! who wans to date me out? keke!
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10:36 AM
HS2124 ADULT NURSING 2 A
HS2126 NURSING LABORATORY 2B D+
HS2128 BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE 2B B+
HS2129 PHARMACOLOGY 1 B+
HS2132 HEALTH, MED & SOC AND PPR B
HS2133 HEALTH & SOCIO PSYCHOLOGY C+
HS2134 RESEARCH METHODOLOGY C+
HS2135 STATISTICS C+
HS2137 NURSING PRACTICE 2B B
GPA-2.9 OMG SUCKS! haha hai nvm at least thk God nv fail any + at least an unexpected A haha !!!
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9:41 AM
BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE haha must remind myself ok so result are like out now coz 16sept le BUT! the portal is JAMMED!!!!!! super frustrating! omgomgomgomgomg! URGH! super scared! pray i will do well man!
anyway balance balance! haha im never in the middle haha but at the extreme ends! WHICH IS BAD! for singing either too harsh or too airy for relationships either im close or strangers haha scary just realised this man if u told me to lessen i will shut everything instead to me either i give it out all to u or i give nothing out at all i dont know wat is a bit haha kinda bad rite! ;[ but i mus change im on a mission man! start small start now dont waste my youth le is abt 93 days to 18th bdae and a year lesser to be a world shaker LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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12:32 AM
ok fine! so much for sticking to my regime LOL coz my voice already super buang and i still eat fried stuff! LOL just back from lunch with daddy and i really did treat him kays! ate at xin wang cafe despite both of us having bad throat! LOL i ate baked rice with pork chop + peach tea + almond cream now voice is gone LOL oh the almond cream rawks! LOL yummy cant stop my craving leh ;[ now back on regime of warm water, no talking time and honey drink LOL
VOICE PLS COME BACK! im super sad that i cant sing a single note now ;[
PS: im like super happy now coz i can half play god of ages 8 beats i better master my 8beat otherwise i will get "scolding" hhaha super elated now!
aiyo the cold shoulder u give me talk only when u have a need i rather not talk at all or rather i fear talking to u coz i may only get cold shoulder i give up man haha
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Sunday, September 14, 2008 9:36 PM
omg sky of love rawks!!!!!!!! watched finish the movie at 4am LOL even though the main character is hiro i really love yu haha !![: and the main lead mika is super kawaii!!! ^^ i loveee her hair LOL
sooo now life still lives and my voice still sucks ;[ can u believe that a chatterbox like me have to lessen even stop talking for now LOL IMPOSSIBLE! but no choice!! if i want my voice back;[ prayerfully no nodules ;[ GOD GOD GOD!!!~
just a portion of me misses but nth more den that omg luh i sound like im lovesick or something BUT BEHOLD IT IS NOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL and pei saysshes gng to talk non stop today to suan me so "nice" of her
gng out with daddy today den meet mr chong for lens den VE den hsh LOL
i better start writing on my planner again been empty for the past weeks!!! ><
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8:16 AM
omg i feel soo bad ;[ abt the sms i sent my fren and i apologise i think i sounded rude! urgh mmm ya i shld be supportive and i must now stand behind my line which i started on fri which im proud of LOL!!!!!! kays watever i still have the rest LOL BOX ME MAN!
im feeling upset rite now aft everything dissapointed to the extend wks of being close u put me away i guess it is bcoz we have diferent perspective of this frenship tats why u dont see why is there a nid to be upset abt it means a lot to me but as i mentioned b4 it may mean nth to u of course i respect ur decision coz thats the same view tat i have that the line shld be more visible that we shldnt always have ppl mistaking us and that u would feel uncomfortable...esp with her ard and us so close i understand...i totally understand but today i realised tat we see our frenship differently anyways i told God..God thou im upset..i felt tears coming.... i told God tat i promised nv to cry over this frenship again and it wont happen no tears shed because i know tat even without u...i still have God and other frens! YIPPEEE this shall be my last post mentioning u aft tat life moves on[:
watching sky of love thks enjie!!!!!!!!!!!!
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7:11 AM
LOL! i remembered or at least inspired! LOL im in a special frenship where i realised i learn a lot of things the person doesnt notice it but its has been super fun yet super tiring yet super fun haha~ [seriously i dont know why im so happy now, thou im being ignored] LOL
hai ONE: im·press tr.v. im·pressed, im·press·ing, im·press·es
1.To affect strongly, often favorably: wrote down whatever impressed me during the journey; was impressed by the child's sincerity.
2, To produce or attempt to produce a vivid impression or image of: a scene that impressed itself on her memory; impresses the value of money on their children.
impress impress impress human nature to just wanna impress self and others rite? haha
TWO: changing for love..or to get back love haha change by itself is good but when change comes with an ill intention [maybe nt so ill] change becomes tiring haha agree? i tried b4...den i look back now and saw how silly i was OMG haha
to impress and change for love's sake two things i told myself not to do![: well at least u showed me nt to do this two things
life's too short to please everyone and to change just because to get love its too boring and tiring feel like saying straight to ur face but i cant bear too forgive me man haha
im on holidays man! omg damn freaking happy! im like totally overjoyed! LOL gonna run, paint rm, prac guitar, sing and be healthy!
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6:56 AM
ok fine i officially am on a less talking period coz my voice is like BUANG omg super sad coz i cant sing till im better ;[ and VE has so many things coming up cant afford it man! OMG! ;[ anyway had vocal class today haha bel was funny today![: talked abt vocal care i better learn to take care of my voice if i want to last long as a singer![:
oh and im addicted to vanessa hudgens's say ok song! haha
oh and im like so afraid everytime on sunday during to the aftmath of sat LOL nvm if u dont get it its fine just gotta say it out!!!!!! URGH! ;[ makes me upset worried yet part of me doesnt want to bother ironically insane! if one day u nv stop i will nv stop this too tats how bad u are haha! RETARDNESS *roars*
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Saturday, September 13, 2008 10:25 PM
haha i totally LOVEEEE this picture haha randomly found it LOL
suddenly just felt like using a old blogskin i really love this one coz is definately saying how i feel now and i simply love its brushes!
so totally wanna go back to the past but u know its impossible haha wondering if u have had any regrets u wanna go back and change? was just thinking abt one...not really regret yet sorta regret....not sure wat is its feeling like! haha URGH~ haha coz it like * means alot to me but i definately know i mean nth to * it doesnt upset me....i was mentally emotionally prepared...but it comes to a point where it affect me...tires me...drains me emotionally den its nt good rite? esp when * is upset too BUT! the other side of it is that * makes me super happy haha thou oso suan me but its like retarded and crappy to hang out tgt LOL now see wat i mean? would u consider as a regret? would u unchose this choice
in life there are somethings u cant chose like family and there are something u can chose like frens
wats my choice now? u know i dont chose frens base on other people's words i rather go through it and know who are really called frens silly or not? PS: super no link but i have officially lost my upper range haha! ;[ SOBS! why?~
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9:40 AM
GET NAKED [I GOT A PLAN]
haha pls dont strip while reading this LOL is britney's song title LOL found this song in my hp and im lovin it LOL thks to the long journey i took home today ha~
first and foremost haha i seriously love jie jie LOL OMGGGGGGGGosh LOL super funny today scarf man sia! [quoted frm nessa] LOL lets bimbo man! LOL
anyway today took a super long way home frm eunos to ubi [SUPER ULU SIA] to circuit rd to geylang to macpherson to aljunied to kallang these few places are WOAH! nite life is like WOAH nv see b4 LOL haha looks like a lot good food to mum mum LOL anyway i found out 63 can go home but at SGH there luh haha!
anyways been naughty today LOL haha i shld stop it i feel bad and guilty now SORRY! anyways i kept quiet coz u didnt want to talk i knew how u felt but i learnt that sometimes silence is GOLDEN come on man get out frm the past and stop trying to prove to ppl or a person it gets SUPER SUPER tiring i've been through tat haven u? so wat if it is proved? MOVE IT MAN!! stop trying to prove urself who do u serve ? OMG~
SPEAKING TO THE MOUNTAIN MOVE IT INTO THE OCEAN WITH THE AUTHORITY GIVEN TO ME
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