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★SUPERGIRL★

ANNABEL BLYTHE TAN SU EE
im everything you want!HAHA
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miss chatterbox
miss retarded
miss bimbo with brains
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 3:40 AM



CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHY JONATHAN R.M IS SOOOOOOOOO YUMMY ESP WHEN HE PLAYS KING HENRY
[despite his many urges for sex in THE TUDORS]
haha MAN im hooked on to true bld and tudors
since true bld 4th epi not out so watch tudors
i seriously love the politics the woman the fall
haha!!!!!!!
and jon rawks as KING
a v yummy irresitible king^^









anyways went out with mummy today
too bad bestie ;[
another day
bought freaking 3 pairs of shoes
*DROOLS*
LOL
a bag
all from charles and keith
seriously love this brand
frm topshop a lovely tube dress
DAMM IT! i look nice in it
LOL
*roll eyeball*
loads of accessories
bottoms
and a jacket
hah wont see my dull boring oversized man black jacket or the holey one
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY GIRL!

[candy treats]




















Monday, September 29, 2008 10:28 AM

WAKAKA!!
this holiday shall master two songs
1. i give u my heart
2. say it again!!!
man must really say thks to bestie for finding chords and vid for me
!!!
loves
im mastering it already LOL
G D Am Cadd7
WOOTS
super happy
den aft will master play and sing!!!!!!!!!!!



8:49 AM

boy oh boy!
nessa got me excited for sunday vocal class man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u know nessa her voice is like!!!
will leave u speechless those kind
and hurray im gonna have classes tgt with her
we both LOVEEEEEEEEEE singing like no one's business
but she wanna go into entertainment industry with band and all
but me to serve in church
haha!!!
BUT hack ...we both live to sing
LOL!!!
CANT WAIT!!
pray bel will be free on sunday man!!!!!!!!!!

had choir haha
VE
wah alot to learn man!!!
and concert is like in abt 2 mths plus!!!!!!!!!!
DIE!!
haha
loads of pracs!!!!!
pray i wont lose my voice AGAIN!!!
boo



Sunday, September 28, 2008 10:44 PM


OH MAN OH MAN
*laziness overtaking me*
yes im feeling lazy again!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP
*rot**rot**rot*
haha
i wan my hair extension
*boos*
oh man im growing old haha turning 18 soon!!!!!!!
haha
and i look like a little girl in this photo
i lovveeeee this photo
so dont look like me
LOL
*melts*
GUESS WATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
OH MAN IM SUPER HAPPY
COZ I FOUND MY LIME GREEN PICK!!!!!!!
HURRAYS!!!! haha
and oh man BILL CAMPTON IS HAWTTTTTTTTT
better den edwardcullen [blame cedric diggory] LOL!!!!!!
oh man im drawn to bill now!!!
watch in on true blood!!!!!!!!!!!
bit RA as i mention BUT hack BILL IS ALLLL
haha
vampire-crazy haha



10:18 AM

*wroom wroom*
keke^^
F1 haha
kinda boring BUT! haha at least there were some action
hot guys and bestie
LOL
anyways i still lovee lewis hamilton thou he is third
and nick heidfeld, nakajima and sato haha
nico was cute but i felt he was a little arrogant haha!!!!!!!!
anyways poor thing to ferrari team man!
massa was good but oh man the fuel hose
haha!
but i think the india force team was it sutti? haha
tat crash coz of massa
ya poor guy ;[
bestie i won haha far ahead of u
LOL

man i addicted to true blood
seriously is RA
BUT! coz is vampire base so i still like it
LOL
^^

PS: JUSTIN AND DELANO!! JIA YOU FOR EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![:



Saturday, September 27, 2008 11:28 AM

SILLINESS
IMMATURITY
WATEVER CRAPPY PAST ONE HAS
PLS THROW THEM AWAY AND START GETTING LIFE


cant believe im sucha joker
plus random
my bad
sorry bestie
LOL


i need a life haha
GOD



11:00 AM

TREASURE UR YOUTH AND UR SINGLEHOOD^^



8:37 AM

oh man im super happy
coz i manage to play the verses of i give you my heart
thou still change super slow
BUT!! im improving im improving haha

have you realise that shadows appear when a light is cast upon a person rite?
haha
i suddenly realised i love bus journeys only when the bus is empty haha
and i love to walk in the dark
kinda soothing haha
i was walking and singing my way hm
and i stood under a lampost
and saw my shadow and i caught a revelation haha
i was like ya hor
LOL
anyws today was not just good it was excellent!
and i realised two things that nt only the yr is coming to an end!!!!
but im turning 18 soon
!!
a yr older but will it also mean a yr more matured?
PRAYERFULLY
oh i wrote a praise song on the way home
shall make it playable by guitar
^^

ciao~



Friday, September 26, 2008 9:59 AM

i have come to realised that talking is not essential
words means nth until the actions to the words are done
period.



9:22 AM



life in a different scene




Thursday, September 25, 2008 4:12 PM

OH MAN!
is 712am haha
and im awake
techanically i haven slept
since i talk to fren
haha
so i decided since i haven sleep and mummy is waking up to cook lunch for me
i machiam cook it myself
so im suaku at cooking
but WOOTS!
i cooked my first spaghetti
plus sauce
super yummy sia!!!!!!
*pat on shoulder*
keke!
and man i feel like playing guitar and disturb my mummy
keke
feel like singing
got inspiration
MUHAHAHA
man i shld be slping
but im kinda excited
kinda worried
kinda BLAH
haha

sweet dreams



9:13 AM

there are only two person that knows me through and through
God and Satan
not even myself know myself through and through

have u ever came to realisation that the past [insert no. of yrs u lived] has been so unfruitful/boring/mundane?
that the past [insert the no. of yrs u lived] as though u lived in vain?

haha

anyways im on a mission
to seek who i am
to stop being a hypocrite!
and to find the meaning of life with God and the book im gonna write haha

this time is real
every thing is real
is wake up time
reality sets in
i wanna catch up for the things i have been losing
i just cant stand talking and no action
period haha

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
hope u find urs too^^



12:04 AM

OH MAN!
im slow
super slow haha
JUNO is like
urh such a niccccccee goooddd movie to watch man
[catch it at watch-movies.net]
oh man im sooo slow haha
it kinda relevant
at least nt to me
but society in general u know haha
teenage pregnancy is on the rise

oh the other hand its so cool to see the motion of pregnancy and
the difficulty in getting pregnant [really pity vanessa loring]
imagine u are getting a child that isnt urs
that one doesnt go through pregnancy
hai
but besides that i seriously LOVEEEE ellen page
im amazed by her
so real u know haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
her character juno..man i love it hha
and oh i love her hamburger tele
LOL

go catch the show, seriously^^



Wednesday, September 24, 2008 6:39 AM

the only reason why i may watch F1 is because of the hot drivers
like lewis hamilton, nick heidfeld, kazuki nakajima and takuma sato
LOL
yesterday went with daddy to do delievery
at 11pm
yes u see correctly 11pm onwards
why
coz of F1 lo
the hotels near it are affected
so they allow delievery from 12am-5am
haha
so i saw the track, the lights, the security haha
kinda cool i mus admit
haha
so daddy and me waited for the gates at the hotel to open
damn the security
LOL
and i learn how to drive lesson 1
LOL
release handbrake, step brake, move gear to D, release brake slowly, step oil to acclerate, step brake real lightly!
LOL!!
haha
im gonna drive soon
LOL

guitar guitar
*strum strum*
oh man im in love
but my fingers hurts like !!!
haha
*ouch*
my guitar rawks!
haha the sounds is real niceee
keke



3:52 AM
TRUE FRENS

True friends accept you for who you are.
True friends are understanding, mostly slow to anger.
They are willing to go through thick and thin with you.
They are willing to be blamed/punished to save ur skin.
They gives you the best part of the food/candies even though its their fav

True friends look at your flaws but yet see the beauty that lies within
True friends knows how to cheer you up
They understand you extremely well but nvr gets bored of you.
They are willing to hear anything you have to say.

More often then not, do not bother trying to explain yourself. Because True friends won't need need it, and enemies won't believe it...




2:47 AM






OH MAN!!!!
I SERIOUSLY MISS MY FAKE LONG HAIR
HAHA
OH MAN
HAVING THE ITCH TO DO EXTENSIONS AGAIN
WILL DO BUT IN FEW MTHS TIME
BUT NOW GOT ITCH TO DO LE
BUT!! NO $$$
HAHA
sadness
and i also suddenly miss my fren
haha
i miss how we were in the past
>.<



1:18 AM

oh man i feel like blogging abt something
but mmm......
anyways IM FREAKING BORED
[as usual]
haha
but yet im HAPPY now
coz the guitar that was given to me is FINALLY! tuned
oh man i love the guitar shop salegirl
she is super coooolll
LOL
and gorgeous not to mention
[i sound les but its true]
ha!^^
wanna prac guitar
but lazy hormones are all over my blood now
hai
wanna blog oso cant
nt right to blog a feeling out here
KEKE!

*chanting: BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED*

oh im super sad abt one thing
haha
that my voice really CMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*healing**healing*
i need it man haha
so since voice CMI couldnt do recording for VE cd
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
super sad;[

watever haha

im on a mission: TO HUNT FOR MY FIRST EVER GUITAR PICK
yes its LIME green
oh man i lovvveeeee that pick alotttt!!!!
super sad when it went missing!!!!!!!!
URGHHHH~
hopefully its in my room
somewhere!?
keke



Tuesday, September 23, 2008 10:00 PM

sky's the limit
haha
oh man haha my voice is like CMI
seriously man
the way the cough im so afraid my vocal cords will DIE!! haha
den cant sing le ;[
OH GOD!!
im having insomnia coz always wake up in the middle of nite to cough
URGH!
tired~

anyways sky's the limit haha
i need guitar lessons man!
talked to sj intro by martin hha
thks man
to go take chc guitar class
haha
but i scared haha alone haha!
shall ask bestie?
haha
oh man
just need someone to teach
PLSSS
haha
i like individual
haha



9:59 AM

all i know is that the greater things are yet to come man
things that are set in stall
in the God created plan for me
all i know is that greater things have yet to come to pass
patience
pray
fasting

slow but surely

PS: OH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GET V PEK CHEK TUNING GUITAR!
DIDNT EXPECT IT TO BE SOOOOOOO DIFFICULT
THURS SHALL GO GUITAR SHOP
EVEN THOU QUITE MA LU LUH
lol
AND BUY CAPO
haah

ciao~



Monday, September 22, 2008 11:23 PM

OH MAN!
i just changed my blogsking an hr ago
and now i change again
haha
im super bored at home
wanna prac guitar but super out of tune and everything
so pek chek!
den ltr mus go ps and do hp but now still to early
OH MAN!
im boreddddddd
haha

BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED
BORED

*chants*

*pouts*

i complain too much man
and besties aint free
haha
BORED
*wonder if daddy is free*
keke



9:45 PM

i hate this dream i had two days ago
u see my palm has this set of lines
where people say is ur destiny in marriage
and mine has TWO lines!
which means i may marry twice
haha
u call me silly to believe in such stuff?
i dont really believe
but anyways the dream
i dreamt that my husband had an affair
[didnt see the guy thou mmm]
den it was terrible everything
hai
and i saw my second husband which
i dont really think would ever happen
coz i happen to know this person
LOL

ok so continue calling me silly
but is just for fun
cant believe i dreamt abt the destiny of my palm lines
LOL
haha
anyways in reality i wont let that happen man!
[:



8:25 AM

nt being able to find something is like suddenly not
remembering the words to ur favourite song that you knew off by ur heart. it's
like suddenly forgetting the name of someone you know really well and see
everyday; or the name of a group who sang a famous song.It's something so
frustrating that plays over and over again because you know there's an answer
but no one can tell you it.


a place called here by cecilia ahern
talks about a girl, sandy shortt, who set finding as her goal
ever wonder where missing things disappear to?
why people can go missing just like that?

inspired by this bk to name my blog a place called here
definately ur missing things dont come here
but so do i
searching for answers that Man cant answer
something that bugs me to search to ask to blog to feel to share
HERE[nt here as in my blog] is where ur things go missing
start searching
and maybe one day ur answers will be given



Sunday, September 21, 2008 9:14 AM

i cant believe i whined today!
OMG
so immature
*i want to watch*
idiot me haha!

anyways today also hang out
*gonna be broke soon*
haha
and i dont owe money le
justin,delano,jia jia, jon and me
went to CINE
yes CINE again LOL
yst nv play pool
nt happy so play today LOL
OMG POOL WAS SUPER FUN!
at least i wasnt scolded like last time;[
i super had fun and i ALMOST! by one ball won jon okays!
haha
and that one min thingy was super fun
*im good as a noob man admit it* LOL

den want to watch movie MIRRORS! haha
but only me n jon wanted too so nvm haha
den went HK cafe haha
ordered like mango snow ice, almond cream, peach tea and 4 milk tea
end up me and jon had to finish most of the mango snow ice and almond cream!!!!
is like WOW totally haha!
haha
fullness
den walked to ps to take bus haha

oh we return the ball ball thingy haha
and got an eyeball and MOS hotdog
LOL
retard

PS: oh man! i better take care of my voice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is HORRIBLEEEEEEE NOW
and cd recording is like in 3 days time!!!??
shit
haha
and everything is in a mess now
VE tat is
the girls
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
save me man
haha ><
dead fish



12:21 AM

im like blogging off justin's lappy
LOL!!
so im so free so decided to go justin's hse
along with delano and lee bin
and jon ps haha!
nvm
anyways b4 gng justin's hse
pop by jie jie hse!!!
LOL
super funny
oh random but me jon jie all stay third floor
LOL
ok random
anyways we went just to say hi
!!!!
and jie jie is too lazy bum as usual to go over -_-
anyways bored
haha
byeee

oh ltr go dinner and play pool
jon i cant stop them man
LOL
-_-



Saturday, September 20, 2008 10:38 AM

i have found myself
in a new circle of frens
mostly bros
haha
estee,jie,justin,de
i feel so manly ard them now
im so random
i seriously have nth to blog
but just wanna blog some crap man hah
anyways i seriously love this bunch of ppl
playmates i shld say
hopefully nt forever!
haha
time for maturation and influence each other

see so random-_-

PS: estee is just a nic, just like how i have billy as mine -_-
PSS: OMG MAN! pray daddy will bless me...or at least i will have enuf money to do hair extensions b4 asia conference!! I NID A CHANGE IN STYLE!LOL!



9:23 AM

i seriously can cough out my lungs man
LOL!
sadness
super sadness haha
nvm
haha
must take care of myself and my vocals man!
haha

anyways
i had super fun today haha
shallnt elaborate
too tired
but fellowship went town
without leaders and coors
first time sia haha
!!
had super fun
blah blah ahah
went arcade LOL played the drums thingy
is suupppeerrr fun man OMG
nxt time shall go back and play
and he played the same usual
LOL
anyways my legs are killing me as usual
and as usual the cycle will commence today
[nth monthly luh pls]
haha

everything is such usual stuff
BORING! haha
life's needs to have some spices man
^^
i hate routine
esp tat cycle
HATE IT BIIIGGGGGGGGGG TIME!
wonder when it will stop man
watever haha

ok i better start behaving and everything man
stop
halt
stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


PS: im amazed by how samsung ppl repair hps
i sent my in coz touch screen spoil and cant off
come back today the problem is still there
wow!
so amazing mannnn
how to sell hp like tat!
URGH



Friday, September 19, 2008 9:01 PM

im on a serious coughing spree haha
ya wat a word to describe
but tats the only one i can find LOL
coughing spree
*stick tongue out*
hai
*cough cough*
haha
hurts man
but shall see doctor cause.......

one week has pass
3 more to go
oh man
im soo dead fish
exam period oso dead fish
holidays oso dead fish haha
;[
wasted one wk man haha
and im still wasting it haha
anyways nxt wk onwards with exception of sat
shall not eat aft 8pm
haha
hai
and i need to lose the supper man HAI!
is an sinful addiction!;[
STOP!
and i need to jog more
much more

come on susu
haha



PS: im in love with itsumo nando
sucha lullabye haha

PSS: i shall stop teasing my fren abt....so pls stop talking abt...
LOL

PSSS: and i set myself a goal to become BV in 2yrs time....will be 20 by den..omg so old haha
now wanna be vocal ic but ya.....GOD!i better pray[:



11:17 AM

ok i cant find that picture to show wat God showed me
it first began with a picture of a flowing river
a never ending flowing river
the sides with pastures
a v beautiful scenery

den the pastures
suddenly became darkness, messy, storms, turmoils
but the river still flows

den i saw a tree
a flourishing tree by the river itself
den i saw many other trees that were dying by the sides
in the darkness, the mess everything

and i got reminded of a verse
psa1:3
He is like a tree planted by
streams of water,which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not
wither.Whatever he does prospers.


hearing people backsliding
wanting to backslide
so afraid they will backslide
being tired
everything
life's not a bed of roses
if u realised[:
sometimes we busy ourselves
we forgot to go back to the source of everything
the river like God
ever flowing
the tree like us
chosing where we wanna position ourselves
either in the mess away frm the source
or just nxt to the source
getting the best
so that one can grow and withstand any storm
wind and season

so go back to you source
where u know u can put everything down
and be who u are
[:

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9:26 AM

im now on a SAW marathon!
LOL
gory crime horror
behind all this actually theres a moral
haha
that to me life's a game
a game that is decided by one
the people that jigsaw chose a those who has missing parts in their lifes
and he put them in death situations
is either u break or u make it
haha
tats the rule of life
is always timed
always missing opportunities
always rushing
sometime we just need to use our brains

anyway i realised im in a vicious cycle
mmm
shallnt say how
but ya
LOL
*roars*



Thursday, September 18, 2008 9:54 AM

you know wat
i always have this super weird ambition
not weird weird
but the boldest ambition nxt to being a worship leader
is to become a forensic scientist
!!
haha
study cause of death
dead bodies

now watching pathology
is like
woah
i wanna be forensic scientist man haha!!!
but u know im just a nurse
haha
so random but watching the show reminded me of this
LOL!



Wednesday, September 17, 2008 11:59 PM



i have come to see our frenship
same as buddies by the swing
one sitting one pushing
if one realises the swings go back and forward right
upwards and u see the sky
back down to see mostly the ground
or other not moving
is excatly the same as one frenship i have
i sit, and my fren pushes
u cant have two ppl pushing den who will sit?

hha
so there are times u dont push, and im just there
there are times u push and its high up facing the sky, having fun
yet there are times when the swing goes back down, just like how u pull me down

but now i realised that its still possible to sit on the swing
and swing by myself
and also its possible to stop wanting to play on the swing
and move on to the rest of the playground
HAHA!

PS: omg i looovvvee how natalie portman act as ANNE BOLEYN...she portrayed anne boleyn character really well[: keke!




10:23 AM

omggg im so in love with
the henry/boleyn series
LOL
watching the other boleyn girl
wanna watch the tudors but cant no scv
LOL
i seriously love victorian dresses!!
haha

anyways
ok fine fine!
haha
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience


haha capacity
a fren

love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience
love patience


hha
capacity
to accept everything
acceptance acceptance acceptance acceptance acceptance
!!!
i try i try~
mentally emotionally prepared to be taken back
and pushed away
always


God u are my only hope
my only strength i draw from



8:26 AM

music has such power
did u realise?
the tune
the lyrics
it has the power to unleash emotions
people relate to songs they hear
and base their mood
their memory on wat they hear

sometimes i cant stand being a woman
being sensitive to everything
making mountain out of mole hill
blah blah
i just dont like being overly emotional at times
leaves me confused
fluttering heart

wheres my BALANCE? [:

ok off to watch more movies
LOL



1:49 AM

did u notice how nice the aftnn sun is today?
and where was i?
running
den home
and cooped up at home!!!
i seriously need to get a life
mon-wed nites now are fully booked by singing
thurs im free
fri theres cell
sat theres church
sun there vocal classes
and i sing almost everyday except for thurs
haha
im not complaining abt the number of times i sing per wk
but i realised i have no life from mon-fri morns and aftnns!
is always at home
omg kill me
so one pls date me out
not shopping.......dont want spend money le
maybe shld go cycling nxt wk at ECP
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
woots
but den means must show pimples
LOL
nvm haha

anyways i can play God of ages and sing now
but still abit choppy
im improving and im super happy with myself


love? hate?
love? hate?
lovehate
lovehate
lovehate
just a fine line bt them
anyways i realised that aft typing and reading all those
oh how much i love u
oh how much i miss u
kinda words
i get sick and tired of it
and i feel like such a cynic towards love
LOL
*omg stop it man!*

confused state of mind
i wonder why im so confused
LOL
R-E-T-A-R-D


PS: i just had, i declared, seriously the most retarded lame convo with estee............even worst den addie dear..oh wait addie is pervertic convo
LOL



Tuesday, September 16, 2008 10:43 PM

i seriously love anjo's blog song haha
but shallnt post the song too
same v funny
anyways the song is called one step at a time by jordin sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew


One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time



theres really no nid to rush
one step at a time
for everything
wanna rush this and that
sometimes patience is wat we need
sometimes we nid to lower our expectations that were set too high up there
when it is the time for the thing to happen it will naturally happen
seasons as u know
season for everything



10:36 PM

now wat?
haha
wat am i suppose to do
to interfer or just like that lo
haha
haha
i guess just like that lo is the best
i dont want u to hate me
LOL
anyways my throat is really bad
phlegm and all
so irritating!!!

so im suppose to run today
URGH!
come on i need to run
LOL
but no mood
LOL



9:50 AM

ok im wearing like this
the top
LOL
manly style this wk
LOL!

anyways
mmmmmm
i think God doesnt work that way
didnt say out
but ya haha
just got this on the way home
ok watever
anyways * doesnt read my blog
so it doesnt matter!
LOL
is now up to ur choice
u know u know
i say i say
but it up to u to chose to move on
to get over
JIA YOU
im just merely ur listening ear
and advice whenever i can


im so on scary movie marathon
though is super retarded
is just down rite retarded
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



9:25 AM

HEADACHE HAHA
on the way home thinking abt someone/something haha
omg im sucha extremist man
haha
hate it
i cant be in the middle can i
LOL!
i have to like adapt
change haha

anyway went for choir prac!
woah is like power!!!!!!
haha
during p&w
could sense God telling me
there is a way,there is a way,there is a way,there is a way,there is a way,there is a way
there is a way, even through time i cant see, there is a way
haha
keeps repeating
so refreshing
den second time
i teared
den i heard His voice telling me
dont coop up my emotions
if i feel hurt, just feel hurted
if i feel like crying, just cry b4 Him
been long since i last cried b4 God
been too strong before Him for too long
third i told God
pls let me be able to sing!!!
super saddening coz everyone was singing new song to God
and i wat haha
den aft awhile of praying i can sing again
OMG
not perfect like last time
but i could hit a high note w/o trying too hard
den in the midst God gave me words
loads of words
i think im gonna start writing songs!
[realised everything in spirit can just sing a new song]
^^


start small
but at least i start
somewhere

anyways i busted my diet plan
LOL
two days leh
OMG!!!!!!!!!
super upset man!
but tmr im on a run and light diet + fruits day
LOL
GOD i will keep my promise
LOL
haha

oh tmr shall post pic haha
and show u wat i plan to wear for sat svc
give comments den ok!
LOL
CREATIVITY MAN!
asked to wear fake eyelash
but i cant coz of glasses
omg ;[




Monday, September 15, 2008 11:43 PM

ahhh~
just back from spa
LOL
pamper myself aft one sem of hetic sch
facial, scrub and massage
haha
the massage damn pain
all my overworked muscles
LOL!!!
and my pimples hai
DAMN PIANG cans haha
anyways

i have such stm
tat thou i prac 8beat strumming everyday
the nxt day i forget the rhythm le
LOL
><
mus check youtube
haha!!

anyways is second day of holis
and im super slack
tat im so scared
how to last for one mth!
haha
I NEED TO GET OUT MAN!!!!!!!!
who wans to date me out?
keke!



10:36 AM

HS2124
ADULT NURSING 2
A

HS2126
NURSING LABORATORY 2B
D+

HS2128
BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE 2B
B+

HS2129
PHARMACOLOGY 1
B+


HS2132
HEALTH, MED & SOC AND PPR
B


HS2133
HEALTH & SOCIO PSYCHOLOGY
C+

HS2134
RESEARCH METHODOLOGY
C+

HS2135
STATISTICS
C+

HS2137
NURSING PRACTICE 2B
B


GPA-2.9
OMG SUCKS!
haha
hai
nvm at least thk God nv fail any + at least an unexpected A haha
!!!



9:41 AM

BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE BALANCE
haha
must remind myself
ok so result are like out now
coz 16sept le
BUT!
the portal is JAMMED!!!!!!
super frustrating!
omgomgomgomgomg!
URGH!
super scared!
pray i will do well man!

anyway balance balance!
haha
im never in the middle haha
but at the extreme ends!
WHICH IS BAD!
for singing either too harsh or too airy
for relationships either im close or strangers
haha
scary just realised this man
if u told me to lessen
i will shut everything instead
to me either i give it out all to u
or i give nothing out at all
i dont know wat is a bit haha
kinda bad rite!
;[
but
i mus change
im on a mission man!
start small
start now
dont waste my youth le
is abt 93 days to 18th bdae
and a year lesser to be a world shaker
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



12:32 AM

ok fine!
so much for sticking to my regime
LOL
coz my voice already super buang
and i still eat fried stuff!
LOL
just back from lunch with daddy and i really did treat him kays!
ate at xin wang cafe despite both of us having bad throat!
LOL
i ate baked rice with pork chop + peach tea + almond cream
now voice is gone
LOL
oh the almond cream rawks!
LOL
yummy
cant stop my craving leh
;[
now back on regime
of warm water, no talking time and honey drink
LOL

VOICE PLS COME BACK!
im super sad that i cant sing a single note now
;[

PS: im like super happy now
coz i can half play god of ages 8 beats
i better master my 8beat otherwise i will get "scolding"
hhaha
super elated now!


aiyo the cold shoulder u give me
talk only when u have a need
i rather not talk at all
or rather i fear talking to u
coz i may only get cold shoulder
i give up man
haha




Sunday, September 14, 2008 9:36 PM

omg sky of love rawks!!!!!!!!
watched finish the movie at 4am
LOL
even though the main character is hiro
i really love yu
haha !![:
and the main lead mika is super kawaii!!! ^^
i loveee her hair
LOL

sooo
now life still lives
and my voice still sucks
;[
can u believe that a chatterbox like me have to lessen
even stop talking for now
LOL
IMPOSSIBLE!
but no choice!!
if i want my voice back;[
prayerfully no nodules
;[
GOD GOD GOD!!!~

just a portion of me misses
but nth more den that
omg luh i sound like im lovesick or something
BUT BEHOLD IT IS NOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
and pei saysshes gng to talk non stop today to suan me
so "nice" of her

gng out with daddy today
den meet mr chong for lens
den VE
den hsh
LOL

i better start writing on my planner again
been empty for the past weeks!!!
><



8:16 AM




omg i feel soo bad
;[
abt the sms i sent my fren
and i apologise
i think i sounded rude!
urgh
mmm
ya
i shld be supportive
and i must now stand behind my line
which i started on fri
which im proud of
LOL!!!!!!

kays watever
i still h
ave the rest
LOL
BOX ME MAN!

im feeling upset rite now aft everything
dissapointed to the extend
wks of being close
u put me away
i guess it is bcoz we have diferent perspective of this frenship
tats why u dont see why is there a nid to be upset abt
it means a lot to me
but as i mentioned b4 it may mean nth to u
of course i respect ur decision
coz thats the same view tat i have
that the line shld be more visible
that we shldnt always have ppl mistaking us
and that u would feel uncomfortable...esp with her ard and us so close
i understand...i totally understand
but today i realised tat we see our frenship differently
anyways i told God..God thou im upset..i felt tears coming....
i told God tat i promised nv to cry over this frenship again
and it wont happen
no tears shed
because i know tat even without u...i still have God and other frens!
YIPPEEE

this shall be my last post mentioning u
aft tat life moves on[:

watching sky of love
thks enjie!!!!!!!!!!!!




7:11 AM

LOL!
i remembered
or at least inspired!
LOL
im in a special frenship
where i realised i learn a lot of things
the person doesnt notice it
but its has been super fun
yet super tiring
yet super fun
haha~
[seriously i dont know why im so happy now, thou im being ignored]
LOL

hai
ONE:
im·press
tr.v. im·pressed, im·press·ing, im·press·es


1.To affect strongly, often favorably: wrote down whatever impressed me during the journey; was impressed by the child's sincerity.

2, To produce or attempt to produce a vivid impression or image of: a scene that impressed itself on her memory; impresses the value of money on their children.

impress impress impress
human nature to just wanna impress self and others rite?
haha

TWO:
changing for love..or to get back love
haha
change by itself is good
but when change comes with an ill intention [maybe nt so ill]
change becomes tiring
haha
agree?
i tried b4...den i look back now and saw how silly i was
OMG haha

to impress and change for love's sake
two things i told myself not to do![:
well at least u showed me nt to do this two things

life's too short to please everyone
and to change just because to get love
its too boring and tiring
feel like saying straight to ur face but
i cant bear too
forgive me man haha


im on holidays man!
omg
damn freaking happy!
im like totally overjoyed!
LOL
gonna run, paint rm, prac guitar, sing
and be healthy!



6:56 AM

ok fine
i officially am on a less talking period
coz my voice is like BUANG
omg
super sad coz i cant sing till im better
;[
and VE has so many things coming up
cant afford it man!
OMG!
;[
anyway had vocal class today haha
bel was funny today![:
talked abt vocal care
i better learn to take care of my voice if i want to last long as a singer![:

oh and im addicted to vanessa hudgens's say ok song! haha


oh and im like so afraid
everytime on sunday
during to the aftmath of sat
LOL
nvm if u dont get it its fine
just gotta say it out!!!!!!
URGH!
;[
makes me upset
worried
yet part of me doesnt want to bother
ironically insane!
if one day u nv stop
i will nv stop this too
tats how bad u are haha!
RETARDNESS
*roars*



Saturday, September 13, 2008 10:25 PM


haha i totally LOVEEEE this picture haha
randomly found it LOL
suddenly just felt like using a old blogskin
i really love this one coz is definately saying how i feel now and i simply love its brushes!
so totally wanna go back to the past
but u know its impossible haha
wondering if u have had any regrets u wanna go back and change?
was just thinking abt one...not really regret yet sorta regret....not sure wat is its feeling like! haha
URGH~ haha
coz it like * means alot to me
but i definately know i mean nth to *
it doesnt upset me....i was mentally emotionally prepared...but it comes to a point where it affect me...tires me...drains me emotionally
den its nt good rite?
esp when * is upset too
BUT! the other side of it is that * makes me super happy haha
thou oso suan me
but its like retarded and crappy to hang out tgt LOL
now see wat i mean?
would u consider as a regret?
would u unchose this choice
in life there are somethings u cant chose like family
and there are something u can chose like frens
wats my choice now?
u know i dont chose frens base on other people's words
i rather go through it and know who are really called frens
silly or not?
PS:
super no link but i have officially lost my upper range haha!
;[ SOBS!
why?~



9:40 AM
GET NAKED [I GOT A PLAN]

haha
pls dont strip while reading this LOL
is britney's song title
LOL
found this song in my hp
and im lovin it
LOL
thks to the long journey i took home today
ha~

first and foremost
haha
i seriously love jie jie
LOL
OMGGGGGGGGosh
LOL
super funny today
scarf man sia! [quoted frm nessa]
LOL
lets bimbo man!
LOL

anyway today took a super long way home
frm eunos to ubi [SUPER ULU SIA] to circuit rd
to geylang to macpherson
to aljunied
to kallang
these few places are WOAH!
nite life is like WOAH
nv see b4 LOL
haha
looks like a lot good food to mum mum LOL
anyway i found out 63 can go home but at SGH there luh haha!

anyways been naughty today
LOL
haha
i shld stop it
i feel bad and guilty now
SORRY!
anyways i kept quiet
coz u didnt want to talk
i knew how u felt
but i learnt that sometimes silence is GOLDEN
come on man get out frm the past
and stop trying to prove to ppl
or a person
it gets SUPER SUPER tiring
i've been through tat
haven u?
so wat if it is proved?
MOVE IT MAN!!
stop trying to prove urself
who do u serve ?
OMG~

SPEAKING TO THE MOUNTAIN
MOVE IT INTO THE OCEAN
WITH THE AUTHORITY GIVEN TO ME