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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 12:25 AM
2009 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!^^ its so fasttt cant believe it in 2009: i want to drop two sizes down i want to study really hard and do well i want to rise up in ministry i want to continue my vocal class i want to be more thrifty so i can go for vocal classes i want to reduce taking kachings frm parents i want to be spiritually discipled i want to make frens that will last i want to learn to accept things and move on i want to be wise in my words and esp blogging i want to learn guitar/drums i want to get a new mini lappy i want to have better time management i want to be neat and tidy 365 can i do it? hopefully haha bold ones go first haha |
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 3:18 AM
cold hearted so wet blanket i failed one man CPR the day b4 new year's eve haha retarded hai nvm this is the most tiring practical i ever taken ahha! imagine doing so many times of CPR haha *faints* anways on the way to mrt ying and i were talking about how times from our age onwards seems to fly by like nobody's business! thou in the past and now time is still the same same 24hr, same 7days, same 365days/yr it just goes so quickly!! when we were younger we wish time would speed up but now we just wish for time to slow down haha i cant imagine myself gng out to earn money getting married having children raising them and watching them getting married growing old with my spouse and eventually dying seems so impossible to imagine what i will be like at those different stages but it seems so soon all these will come life is just so unpredictable so unimaginable just like we are waiting for a beautiful art piece to finish b4 knowing what it looks like haha oh wells haha come to think abt life and its long way and being so unpredictable i guess no matter wat problems, circumstances or people that u dont like all these seems so insignificant in comparison to wat life can bring i guess theres no need to bear grudges or make life difficult for self as wat dory [in nemo] says JUST KEEP SWIMMING, JUST KEEP SWIMMING, JUST KEEP SWIMMING just keeping going haha true true? anws i highly recommand a book called THE SISTER'S KEEPER by jodi picoult i always wanted to read this bk but nv got the chance haha till wei darl lend me the bk coz the time traveller's wife bk want available haha! anws this is the first bk that cause so much emotions in me really sad and it challenged me to think in the different character's shoes they shld make a movie out of this man haha! yes! haha read read go read haha ^^ |
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Monday, December 29, 2008 9:13 PM
make it or break it my anger nv last over a day i apologise if i mentioned things that are disagreeable in the moment of frustration that i blog i just had to let it out but my anger/frustration nv last for more than a day some stuffs aint worth getting angry for too long i give up i just want to change my focus tightrope so scary to know that either it will make it or break it more effort?more communication?more giveNtake?more time? tell me whats on ur mind i soompa nt to get frustrated or angry le haha will get white hair, higher BP and winkles heh^^ calm and cool
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8:22 AM
just one freaking chocolate ;[ i ate chocolate today ;[ tmr shallnt eat so much ;[ i think i need a stronger dosage is nt working!!!!! sobs* hai so worried i cant maintain aft i lose haha anyways kinda happy got ppl mention i lost weight !!! yea~~~ by the end of 2009! |
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Sunday, December 28, 2008 6:49 AM
smile one thing i know no matter how angry i get no matter how upset i get somethings are just not within my control no point getting even more upset with situations so let the past be the past just as it is is tired being angry and upset and seeing wat ever that i have done towards the situation the results are the same so instead i chose that: i want to smile everyday! |
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4:28 AM
can someone tell me what makes up a good fren? i so wanna complain!!!!!!!!!!! omg *pull hair out* *pull hair out* *pull hair out* *pull hair out* *pull hair out* so frustrating to face reality that all this months of blessings all my money, all my efforts has all been wasted into the drain so angry with myself for sowing on wrong ground for giving soo much and wats the result? i get all this crap shit frm u not just frustrating but HAIR PULLING frustrating while u enjoy urself in ur love love land i wonder if whether u considered me at all? dont expect me to read ur mind..and know how u feel or want or need im nt telepathic dont expect me to be at ur calling everytime u say my name dont expect me to respect u fully when u only give me a minimum respect dont expect me to be a good fren if u aint one to me while u go ahead and be in love love land i officially wont bother about u unless if neccessary dont expect too much im too tired ;[ it needs to get out of my system i dont intend to be emotionally shutdown or emotionally too hyperactived! heh *sign of relief* tough world tough reality dont expect everything to be fair dont expect that everyone will be nice to u tought world tought reality but most imptly be courageous and face it
Labels: today and gone forever.courage |
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1:04 AM
i must stop complaining i must start doing something about the problems 4 days to 2009 oh i just realised on 31 aft countdown
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12:13 AM
first had chalet yesterday at a beautiful bungalow at pasir ris park haha had bbq and everyone slacked haha! and i decided to play mahjong for awhile haha end up! play till the next morning!! LOL yea first time and i had sooooo much fun !!!!!!!! YEA, im good now!.... haha anws super tired everyone is haha all ton to play watch movie eat haha and sch starts tmr im feeling lazy and fearful haha ;[ sobs sometimes is hard to not thinking abt the situation about everything and how nice if only something else happen rather den this sometimes it scares me how my mind works i dont like this i try and i try i thought i got out of it..only realizing i haven i just cant be comfortable around u anymore sometimes i feel that i gotta act? and that saddens me ALOT;[ boo HELP!? haha desperate call for a different move hopefully soon it all will go just like the passing seasons knowing something new is coming DAY6 day 6 so fast hah i lost another KG haha mmm sometimes i ponder whether izzit really the drug fully working on my brain or coz i have this mentality abt the drug that it is suppose to curb my appetite thats y if i dont the drug working i auto tell myself im nt hungry or i eat lesser haha ??? well i better start exercising haha yep yep cant wait for 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! must set goals Labels: duromine, mahjong, qns qns n more qns |
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Friday, December 26, 2008 6:40 AM
^^ heh just clean up my rooomm haha so happy is neat but a lot of barangs aha at least get the unhappy thoughts out! heh ^^ |
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2:45 AM
F ! F for fluuuu URGH i hate it man!;[ gives me an itchy nose, red eyes, lethargy, headache, moodiness, fever urgh! i got this fear the drug wont work haha didnt really feel like no appetite today haha but i did manage to tell myself to eat healthier, drink loads of water mmmm arg still got N/V and dry mouth haha and today i cause myself to have a bad day coz i decided to meddle trying to make things like it was in the past but all i found out was more disappointments and that instead of gng back to like the past things got worst maybe coz im a little too sensitive haha and maybe a little jealous again bad bad~~ boo;[ anyways must reallly thank joey darl! for the woonderfulll present!!! made my day again!^^ lovessss PS: is only human nature to seek for attention |
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008 11:00 AM
HAPPY CHRISTMAS as how jw says the caucasian say HAPPY CHRISTMAS which is true is happy but merry sounds nicer LOL! anws had svc was fabulous! drama was really good^^ den went out with wei darl and jon [HEARTS] to clarke quay haha sat and stone and talk realllllly enjoy though i was kinda quiet today haha tired i guess? and thks darling for getting the size 10 i repeat size TEN high waist skirt for me thou i cant wear now.....is a motivation to me to cont working hard in losing weight!!! haha LOVESSSSSSSSS and first time overnite eve to christmas haha with darl and jon ^^ enjoyed! and i walked home haha exercise LOL so its day TWO of taking drug haha side effects are really bad haha 1. nausea and vomiting 2. palpitations 3. dry mouth and throat haha yesss i had all 3 today coz ate tgt with darl and jon den after go toilet auto vomit all out ;[ the worst is dry mouth and dry throat really bad i drank one bottle of water 5mins later thirsty again as though in sahara desert! haha anws it really works haha had brunch-->one meal only den nv eat le haha conclusions: pros 1.helps control hunger-->eat and snack lesser 2. lost 0.5kg 3. train to eat lesser cons 1. side effects 2.cell starvation, maybe ketoneacidosis if long term [which i wont haha!] 3. kinda unhealthy way of losing weight as thou like crash diet haha! anws we will see the results in a few mths time haha see how~ LOL! |
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 8:09 AM
duromine the whole day i have been analysing about this drug in my mind haha btw is a weight lossing pill that i started today ahha MOA: -appetite suppressant -works like phentermine -acts on our Central Nervous System . It stimulates our nerve cells to release neurotransmitters which are a group of particular chemical compound including adrenalin.The neurotransmitters signal an acute stress response (also called fight-or-flight response, the two options one has, when facing danger) to the body which, in turn, puts a halt to the hunger signal. As a result, it causes a loss in appetite because the brain does not receive the hunger message. side effects: -insonmia -dry mouth -n/v -giddy was thinking kay la true will lose weight coz cut down food intake = lesser carbo to burn = burn fats instead leading to weight loss but if i eat lesser means lesser nutritions for the cells--> cell starvation? and if lesser carbo burn=more fats burns-->ketoneacidosis? maybe in long term shldnt be taking too long haha day 1: -true i have lesser appetite but im hungry haha just cant eat;[ -and when my mouth is itchy feel like eating actually it motivates the psychological aspect to not munch on snacks haha! and seriously dry mouth is my biggest side effect LOL! so thirsty haha heh anws today went out with nessa! do hair extensions seriously arh hair extension is like a drug addiction LOL! plus is expensive LOL!! just cant stop anws i added wavy ones haha! damn thick=super hot haha oh wells wont spend le haha no kachings!!! den went to makan shop for gifts and went to play pool with tin and jon and ltr cher joined! can u believe i won jon!!! omg and they say i improved LOL thks to one day of WII at ben's class LOL damn funny super enjoy and after i watch we got married i realised i have been whining alot LOL! omg yucks and I DECLARE MY LOVE FOR ANDY LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and solbi coz they rawks my fav couple and no. 2 is hwangbo and hyun joong hyun joong is like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny coz he is so blunt haha!!! omg i love how he makes hwang bo laughs!! haha i still love ANDY LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Saturday, December 20, 2008 10:40 PM
hearts ANDY AND SOLBI oh man im hooked unto WE GOT MARRIED-korean reality show!! and i loveeeeeeeeee ANDY AND SOLBI coz i really loveee solbi coz i think im a liitle like solbi LOL!!! andy is realllyyy niceeeeeeee ! im crazy~ haha andy is sooo freaking cutee with his heart dance!!! haha   |
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7:23 AM
NYPVE CONCERT!~ NYP VE!!!!  THE CHIO BUs [missing: xiu xiu!!! ;[ ]   INDIVIDUALS!               didnt manage to take with alot of peeps but i loveee ALL OF U!!!!!!!! haha was tiring and all but ultimately we had fun tgt! LOVES flying for the same passion! |
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Thursday, December 18, 2008 7:44 AM
CONCERT CONCERT CONCERT CONCERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT tmr!!!!!!! so fast! been sooo busy i missed out alot of things sad and i guess i disappointed people but... nvm still happy concert can go on! thou everything is like haha u know ..... but still glad to have this concert sing sing sing!!! heh been sucha a journey with people of the common interests we fought we laughed some even got tgt LOL wink wink haha! yea VE is like another social insitution for me haha one thing i fear most as a human is fear to disappointments be it to others to self or others disappointing u more imptly the first haha i guess is natural? mmm i dont really like it vvv irritatin where u naturally tend to live for ppl/impress ppl i guess theres only a certain extend we can stop feeling tat way.... irritating! |
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 8:18 AM
before the year ends before the year ends i want to clear everything settle everything! haha wat need to be leave behind i shall leave it in the catergory 2008 and move on into 2009 HAPPILY! so fast another year is coming to an end so true when u are younger u want time to go faster but as u grow old time just simply FLIES!!! urgh and wink of an eye is the nxt yr and u are older haha but b4 this yr one thing i want to set right is connecting back to God so that i can continue with my PASSION!! and to leave behind a person to wash my hands of a v close person if u know who u are or ppl u read u know who im fine abt it coz is a goooddd thing! haha COZ I HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO LED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohoo~ hopefully u too b4 the year ends u will learn to put those memories that belong to 2008 in there and move on HAPPILY into 2009 HEHE! SMILES Labels: my own life |
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7:23 AM
end of birthday hai abt 30mins to the end of my birthday haha super happpyyy today coz spend my birthday with my cousins and gugu haha bought many many christmas giftsss haha per person 200 budget faints haha! and had prac today super tired alot of crap and last min hai and tats how i end my birthday tmr is whole day!!! faints haha |
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 10:01 AM
legal  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME and i love myself more each day haha im legal ask me out!!! PS: thks for all who sent ur wished I REALLLYYYY LOVEEEEEE ALL OF UUUUU!! rock on! haha and on my birthday i want: 1. to stop being childish 2. to stop being silly and overly soft hearted 3. to be stonger 4. to be more independent 5. to achieve my goals and dreams! on my birthday i reflected on who i was the past 18 yrs and realised that i have been complaining too much...crying/feel upset over small little things ..imagine/think too much.....fear too much and from 17dec2008 im 18 i will be different YES! ^^ but i will still blog loads and be retarded at times is inborn cant help it HEH Labels: 18 and changing |
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1:08 AM
one more day actually is 7 more hours of being 17 years old OH MAN!! i dont wanna grow old in age haha ;[ anws went birthday lunch and shopping with daddy i tink he wanna keel me le la haha! bought quite a few stuff shall take pictures later and post including sunday's shopping haha! and the shoes that i bought i though was 50 end up 67 dollars!!!! haha river island de LOL damn funny anws i spend alot during the 2 days!!!! faints haha thank God im not slim otherwise my parents will go bankrupt LOL!!!! ok anws on the way home i was thinking abt sth and i realised that is v true u cant really tell that this person is not for you is harder den wat u think haha coz u urself can nv be too sure too and neither can the person starting out in the relationship..no one would expect any breakups rite haha nvm just some random thoughts been thinking alot this few days |
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Monday, December 15, 2008 7:59 PM
delimma   my ah ma damn cute...ask her pose for photo with me...she keep looking at me LOL!!!!!see i chio i know haha and sorry for spasticness in this picture..i LOVE IT!  seriously i have been soooo busy this past few mths that one thing i regret is not being able to spend time with my family and on sunday had dinner and catch up with family im super happpppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: yes haha and my birthday this yr aint gng to be so sad ha! at least gng out with my aunties and cousinssssssss yeaness coolness cant wait for wed!!!!!!!! haha anws oh man!!!!!!!!!! im in a DELIMMAAAA!!! helpppppppp this wk is the busier both for VE and church OMG! shld i go for VE prac or church stuff... oh man plus both on my birthday! how? HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?? |
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9:39 AM
the 2009 saga! is finally over~ haha anyways details wont be given but i realised and is so v true that every circumstance we go through in life has its purpose its reason and it has it way of shaping us is only how u embrace the circumstance and whether u accept this process how you view our circumstance rmb is all in our PERSPECTIVE stop viewing things so negatively and u will come to appreciate life even more~ haha an add on as i was pouring my cornflake and milk i suddenly thought how would i paint my life? how would you paint your life? maybe i shld draw and post up soon soon LOL haha Psalm 63 O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water. I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise you. On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me. They who seek my life will be destroyed; they will go down to the depths of the earth. They will be given over to the sword and become food for jackals. But the king will rejoice in God; all who swear by God's name will praise him, while the mouths of liars will be silenced. Labels: love yourself and life |
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8:26 AM
ERLINA!!!! ........wonderful unsolvable mystery.r/s HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ERLINAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! ILOVEU LOADS! btw can u believe she is 20 le! omg no rite look like 16! ;[    i promise to stop pointing at ur boobs le LOL! anws WOMAN is one wonderful unsolvable mystery that never fail to puzzle man haha and having so much magnetic force to pull man towards them hai i seriously hate all this love love r/s r/s thingy rite now so fan nt me personally but but but i kinda got a fear mmmm not sure all this while all this while~ now i see and i thank God now i understand so much easier~ haha like a burden lifted off no jealousness no tears no more cold wars no more confusion and that was wat i need before the year comes to an end! |
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Saturday, December 13, 2008 9:45 PM
i love myself ha as again self pics haha  |
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