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ANNABEL BLYTHE TAN SU EE
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Sunday, November 30, 2008 6:17 AM

oh man
got alot of reflection gng through my mind
like zoom zoom haha
but shallnt blog down
reflecting over frenship
over my life

anyways lets blog something happier!
manage to go out shopping and neoprint taking WITH JO, FAMMY AND SAM
yeaaa fun fun!!!!
den went to company ade see doctor
oh man!
and watch REC again
LOL!!
haha
im crazy!~

and on a random note
I LOVEEEE CORNFLAKES!!!!
YEAA
ya



5:24 AM
WARNING: DO NOT COMPARE

u do hear: how can everyone be unique?
if A is unique, B is unique and C is unique
then who is unique?
isnt unique
EXSISTING ONLY AS ONE
HAVING NO LIKE OR EQUAL
den where have uniqueness run too?

i seriously hate when people compare
is never fair
should always look at every one just as they are
theres always a SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU thing
natural i agree
but stand in the shoes of those being compared to others
is not about low self esteem
is about everyone is different
thou it seems like its all the same
thats just superficial
a person is never build up base on things on the surface
a person is who she/he is by the things they go through
isnt it?

so pls do not go around comparing people
think about how you would feel if u were the one being brought to compare to others

and most imptly do not compare yourself to others
and their expectations
is always about yourself and how you view yourself
if u live your life base on being someone else
is quite pitiful rite
life is always difficult when you
always try to be someone else
opt to be yourself
your own style, your own character
dont let people dictate the way you live

can have role models
but pls do not be copycats
and compare yourself to others
it will never work

be yourself
knowing watever you have in you
is always your own
your own seed of potential^^

and i shall leave the topic now
haha
see i have nv been in a relationship before
but aft a breakup
isnt it right to move on?
throw away things that are in the past?
wats the point of keeping things that aint there anymore?
mmm
correct me
not forgetting merely moving on
no?
wats the point of holding to things that wont work out already?

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Saturday, November 29, 2008 7:29 AM
today's my down day

today i felt a little out of place
out of the norm
i have no single idea why
why my mind was blank half the time
oh man ;[

have you ever been in such a blank state?

i think i have been trying v hard to walk away from you
i want everything to be normal
but it seems like if i do
to others it may look like im nt trying at all
so tiring when everything cant go back to how it was before
i have no idea wat to say
no idea wat to comment
just listen and laugh
and wonder wat im thinking about
mmm
alone or lonely?
the latter is so scary
oh man i so regret everything about us
now its difficult
difficult~
*sobs*
it sucks to the core

blank state of mind
IS A VERY SCARY THING!
*shoo shoo*

i think im grumbling abt this matter
only coz im in a blank state of mind
haha
sad
and i just ate 2 choco choco cakes
OMG KILLLL MEEEEEEE
*signs*

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Friday, November 28, 2008 8:05 AM





















CLASS PHOTO!!!!
YEA AT LAST A NICE NICE ONE
AND ALL WEAR BLACK!!
yea

den have band performance today
woots!
OMG
suppppeerrr enjoy
singing is like everything haha
so happy!!!
felt so free
wasnt so scared when singing tgt
YEA
nessa, enjie,jon, ash ROCKS
yea
and seriously there are a lot of hidden talents!
now i feel like acting too!!!
ME ME!!
i can act BIMBO!
haha
fine i am one le
HA!



Thursday, November 27, 2008 7:17 AM
PAST. BE HAPPY

hush hush
let go of the matter
dont dwell on it le
since its already done
theres nothing much can be done to salvage the issue
hush hush
i shall stop here
period
coz i have enuf of ur crap le

life is unfair
but i rather not complain abt how unfair it is
but say how blessed i am for being to wake up everyday
anyways HAD SOOOOO MUCH FUN TODAY!
omg presentation preparation WAS MADNESS
we chionged but really had fun
haha
think this sem really understood how impt it is to have frens/gd classmates ard u
IMPT to cherish them!!!
den had dinner with addie
enjoyed talking and manage to convince her to go see doctor
U WILL BE WELL DARL!!!^^
i love u
and had MUAY THAI
ROCKS!!!
omg
haha

GO BE HAPPY OK!

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12:53 AM
CRUSH

I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into Something
That will lastLast forever
Forever




12:53 AM




















been having morning breakfast almost everyday with classmate outside lect hall
haha 2dollar meals



REC movie tic
evidencehaha
MUST WATCHHH
*promote*




























anyways after yesterday
i just cant stand it man
when the world is soooo unfair
theres nothing one can do...
so pek cheking
why like that
nv meant for all this CRAP shit to happen
speechless
speechless
check ur attitude
check my attitude



Wednesday, November 26, 2008 4:55 PM
gossip boy, js

Hi love,
it's me again, the gossip boy!
Once again, B has been naughy in school.
She is so bimbo!

That's all for today,
XOXO, TILL THE NEXT TIME I BLOG.
:p



4:55 PM

i broke record this wk
everyday take cab to school
OMG kill me!!!
URGH
no money le

u have a freaking attitude problem
seriously
either u dont realise or u dont care
f***



6:16 AM


























IS THE SHOW OF THE YEAR
OMG!
im nt sure abt twilight
but thus far THIS IS THE BESTTTT
OMG
went with fammy,sam,maine,gary,ying,jo,js and me
OMG
is not really horror but IS GROSS!!!!
infection from dog
can pass by saliva or bitten
DAMN SCARY
first time i screamed so much
and i grabbed js hand like real hard
haha
went out all ADRENALINE super HIGH!
omg haa

rating 4.9/5
the 0.1 is coz is use hand held camera den move a lot got headache
LOL!
but I SWEAR
WATCH IT OR U HAVE NV LIVE AT ALL
lol



Tuesday, November 25, 2008 8:37 AM

21 DAYS!!
17 DEC my special day
WOOOTTTSS
like at last i will be legal
LOL
haha
rmb to get prezzie kays!

as u know
you can give without loving BUT U CAN NV LOVE WITHOUT GIVING!

i know u love me
shall review the wishlist
haha
oh plus can get christmas prezzie at the same time too

LOL
am i too greedy?
LOL



Monday, November 24, 2008 7:47 AM

in times like this
all i can do is to pray and lift every single thing to God
theres are things u just can control
like LIFE AND DEATH
you never know when you will be taken away
you never know when you will be struck with an illness
prevention is definately the BEST
if only when things happen den we do something about it
it will all be too late le
too late

is always now...

GOD
im scared
im actually vvv afraid
right now
just tat no one knows.....


anyways just realised both my parents are turning 50 next yr!!!!!!
OMG
i got a shock
i keep thinking they are still at 47
LOL!;[
ya
time is really flying now~

and did i mention on sunday me maine and jo went flyer to support fammy
and on the way we saw 3 LAMBOS!!
OMG
white black and yellow [i tink]
my focus was on the BLACK
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
gorgeoussssssss
haha
den aft tat i think got one porsche
damn niceee
OMG!
the engine sound of lambo is damn nice la
haha

byeee



Saturday, November 22, 2008 4:37 PM
tower of refuge

my tower of refuge
where i go in times of needs
my tower of refuge
knowing that you wont chase me out
my tower of refuge
knowing that in a world so imperfect, only in you i find perfect
my tower of refuge
is where love flows like an abundant river, that never has an end
my tower of refuge
you know how many times i wanted to cry, but you made me strong
my tower of refuge
knowing that you will protect me when im in my valley
my tower of refuge
i know you heal all the hurts and the lonliness

the God i know
never fails when all else does
the God i know
is my tower of refuge



8:27 AM

i think its really over le?
wat can i say?
everything feels so funny right now
wanna talk but dont know wat to say
and i have a weird character
i just dont like it but i dont know wat to do
hai~

DESTROY YOUR YESTERDAY TO GET YOUR TMR

sometimes there are some things that you JUST HAVE TO LET GO
cause knowing that there really is some thing/someone better out there
we always live in the current
maybe i shld take a further look instead
short term is SHORT, temporary
one will lead to another...

its a very contridicting feeling
right now
for me
i dont think the other party is ever bothered at all......


anyways i shall stop being sooooo emo here
is AC WK!
and is ending
like OMG so fast
been really FRUITFUL
but also vv tiring la~
but is a good wake up call for asia
haha

soon soon~
must be ready



Friday, November 21, 2008 9:22 AM

have you ever experience this sort of irony?
have you ever made a decision that seemed so easy to others yet so tough for u?
have you ever hated a person yet love at the same time?
have you ever cry yet rejoice over a decision made?
have you ever feel losing one=losing whole world?

is at this point i know
human cant fill
an emptiness when one loses

im rejoicing yet im crying
but i know when one window is shut at me
doors will be opened up instead
just wait and see

i have a very weird analogy of what i
feel

im like in a situation like a menstrual
cycle

the bleeding process is like the crying
process...pain hurt tears uncomfortable blah blah

but aft one wk the period stops just like how i
know the pain tears hurts will go in time

and u dont die from mthly menses rite! so same
losing this one person WILL NV EQUAL TO LOSING UR WHOLE WORLD/DIE..so silly to
think this way....knowing that aft menses ur body has it way to replenish the
loss blood..by producing more RBC or by the diet..

so same may lose one fren now but u must know
the there are people ard you that will be there.....no one shld ever feel like a
LONER.



21NOV FRIDAY 2008
i made a decision to chose wisely
and stick to the decision!

YESS!
f words no more
LOL
too addictive LOL
too crude haha



9:07 AM

my current favourite worship song

when the stage is bear tonight
theres no one else
just you and me

when the curtains close behind
theres no pretense
im on my knees

i will lay down my life
for a love sacrifice
you gave to me
its all because of you
all because of you

the God i know
righteous and holy
the God i know
faithful and true
the God i know
my tower of refuge
hearts are healed
christ revealed

the God i know
light of the city
the God i know
strengthens the weak
the God i know
your heart beats within me
as you are, so are we

this is my cry
my one desire
more of you
more of you

knowing that no matter wat happens
good or bad
sometimes theres pretense with people
we hid things that we dont want ppl to know
but in front of Him
i know i can lay aside all my pretense
and know i can be just who i am

moving on
moving on
IM MOVING ON
breaking away from the old
and staying to this promise to God
moving on to find better frens
moving on for a better future

back to the original purpose



Thursday, November 20, 2008 8:11 PM
IDENTITY ; SUEE'S MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER.

HEY~
This is Charmaine blogging for SUEE!!!!!!!!!
She's the biggest BIMBO in class!!!!
Always bullying others with her bimbotic language.
I'm ONE OF THE VICTIM!!!!!!
Hello, this is FAMFAM.YITING.
I'm a sophiscated lady living in my own era &suee's just my another identity.
Next target is suee's cat. MEOW! i'm going to kill the cat, MEOWMEOW, *slashs*
YO, JS the rocker here!
I'm a handsome rocker living in the body, and Charmaine, Yiting and Suee is all the fakes.
I'm the REAL and MAIN identity in the body.
Remember me always and I'll remember you. :D
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hi, i'm the real suee speaking. all the rest are fakers despite trying so hard to convince the others that they are not. But look, i'm the real suee because i've long hair, over 100 strands of extensions + highlights. wearing a black specs and now, i'm clipping up my fringe. Currently wearing a hawk's ring and wearing high KILLER heels that can easily poke people's penis/ burst female's pussy. Whahahaha! I'm wearing a knee length leggings that is like.. sooooooooooooooooo HOT! woo. hahah, burning fire in me. hahaha!
now, enough of description of myself to prove that i'm the real suee, I've succeed.
&now, I'm on my way to kill all those fakers. MUAHAHAHAHA. smell my ass!

with love,
Best regards,
SUEE.

- blogged by IDENTITY.



9:42 AM

i had a choice
either to opt scolding f and showing hatred
or to see the situation in another positive perspective and think of what i can do

and i chose the second one
aft a phone call
and thk God of it!
other wise rite now u see my blog full of f word
and hatred
which WONT SOLVE THE PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok now i feel so encouraged and i know wat path to take on
so i shall slp now
tmr fully packed

STRENGTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!



Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:07 AM

when i got home i got a BIG shock of my life
i looked into the mirror and realised my eyes look like it has been punched!
LOL
seriously black eyeshadow DONT SUIT ME ;[
*boo*

first day of AC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG BANG!
haha super fun
went church early for choir
omg all dress until super niceeeeeeee
LOL
haha
i cant wait for sat to wear my dress
YEAH

ok den bath lo
den had another shock
MY FACE OMG!
like mine field of pimples OMG
i wanna tear this skin of NOWWWW
HOWWWWWWWw?
den nxt few days must put makeup
*boos*
pray aft AC GOD will heal my mind field
LOL!

AC svc1 sermon
moving into the 2nd and 3rd space
being relevant!
RELEVANT!!!
and not crude
i keep saying fuck this few days
haha

anyways decided not to waste money now
sonce i got extra mouth to feed this wk
and everyday go hm late!
so rushed aft macs
was kinda provoked today aft svc
good or bad i dont know

coz all i know is that i deserve better this all this crap
i do!
not to be used as and when
the worst is u dont seem to notice
and i dont say anything
;[
GOD help me do sth abt this crap

SCHOOL AND AC TMR
and i know VE has a lot of THINGS to settle
CRAP
GOD I NEED STRENGTH



Tuesday, November 18, 2008 7:11 PM

hai
i woke up feeling upset
that i rmbed wat i dreamt about becoz i didnt like the content of it
and i lay on my bed having the wanting to leave
i dont know if i can

and i seriously cant wait for AC!!
i need this breakthrough point
esp whem on monday
i have bio prac 10-12
MH presentation 12-1
skills retest 1-2
seriously i have no idea how to survive the next monday
plus got choir till 10pm

i need STRENGTH to do things
to put things away
to prioritize things

GOD
i hate that dream



3:56 AM

i seriously wanna scold the f word cans
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED EVER!
today had skills practical
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
fine i dont deny i didnt read up more
but i knew all the concepts and principles
but the freaking teacher got me confused by all his talking

anws didnt happen all to me
my fren got it worst
he has a FREAKING PROBLEM CANS
nv even test her a single skill DEN MARK HER FAIL
like WTF
and ask those qns
SO IRRITATING

do u know wat ever we learn from our skills lect is different frm other lects
DEN IS FREAKING NT FAIR AT ALL
THE MARKING SYSTEM IS UNFAIR
we definately know our stuff
but coz the way we learn is different frm the way the assessor teaches
DOESNT FREAKING MEANS ITS WRONG
notes are inconsistent and jumbled up super confusing
and the way lectures teach ARE ALL DIFFERENT!
u can go compare la
and how dare the assessor hurry us will doing skills,skipping points, failing students without a FREAKING REASON
HELLLOO~
is OUR GRADE THAT WILL BE AFFECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fish!
i cant believe man

freaking school
in this kind of learning envir
how to produce good nursing students
F


pissed off
nvm
anws i realised im becoming more crude
sorry bestie if i was rude to u
super pissed at tat moment!
must watch my mouth
*piak*



Monday, November 17, 2008 6:19 AM

FOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLL
omg
theres this teacher
who walked into the lift
i didnt know she was looking at me
den she asked another teacher who was in the lift
is she a nursing student?
den i look at her
den the other teacher look at me and replied yes
den the FREAKING teacher shaked her head and said your hair very nice hor
[note there was scarasm in her tone]
den i just like smile smile den she shake head say WHAT A PITY
i was like WTF inside of me
WTH la
this is called STEREOTYPING...with nurses we dont practice right!
just because my hair is blonde at the side DOESNT FREAKING EQUALS TO THAT IM A PIA KIA
I MEAN LIKE HELLOOOO~
and maybe u didnt know that its TEMPORARY
the shocking portion was when she said WHAT A PITY
*off la

sorry for lang....im seriously pissed
i hate people who has no life
and just has to criticise people

if u unhappy den say it nicely
i dont even know her and i NV EVEN STEP ON HER TAIL
like WTH
sooooo insulted today


i know cant have colourful coloured hair
but is just for the wk
hai
i have the right to be piss by her tone and words right
OMG

ok study
tmr test
PRAYYYYYY dont get her as teacher
otheerwise
she cfm stereotype again

*breath in breath out*

ok sometimes i REGRET wat i do and say
and i hate it when certain things happen
and wish i can take it all back
did u know tat everything u do has a leading stimuli
and tracing back is like FOREVER

wat if this didnt happen?

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Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:07 AM

dont say i didnt warn
but im currently on a i-feel-pissed-off-for-no-reason-and-i-feel-like-ranting mood
which is real bad
i have like a lot of things running through my mind
all in a blur
i wanna RANT
but no idea watsoever of where to start
*pull hair*

ok i want to complain about my future
of how FREAKING scared yet im not worried at all
[an irony]
about not being able to be attached/married/family etc BECAUSE of my job as a nurse
u see arh nurses work SHIFTS rite...den like tat super ma fan
scared esp at nite not ard....husband or watever haha u know! affair
*gosh*
:P ok i think too much!
anws u get wat i mean
nursing is sucha demanding job and im like gng to work once i grad!
den like tat how!!! tell me LOL
sad
btw i know i think too much
and i think is super funny

nxt....omg i so random
but i HATE TWO TIMERS
omg...not that it happen to me or anything
but i so randomly thought of it
[well linking to my first rant]
haha
OMG fool
GOD FORBIDS IT MAN!!!!
*AMEN*
scary how man can be so scary
*kill!*

and i seriously HATE man who play with girls
not sexually but as in emotionally mentally tat kind
aiya dont know how to explain

AIYA WATEVER
*LOL*

im so retarded
and i have LOADS of things to finish
haha

i cant wait for AC and BAND AUD!
OMG
!!!YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa
like totally~

oh i suddenly love nickleback's far away lyrics
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay'
Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you
I have loved you all along And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me and,
never let me go



Saturday, November 15, 2008 9:12 AM

btw nowadays blogskin skins are super duper UGLY!
buang
seriously
im so sad cant find nice skins to change!
*itchy*

back to topic
oh man
alot of ppl are falling sick!!!!
and real bad!!
MUST TAKE CARE!!!!!
darl nessa, justin, jeffery, zachary, darl wei
!!!
must take care
watch wat u eat and rest more
vvv impt!


ppl fall sick
when good times are abt to happen!
*true true*

LOVES!



Friday, November 14, 2008 8:38 AM

tired!!!!~~
faints
tired physically,emotionally,mentally!
omg
haha
been running up and down
doing this and that
having loads of things due to do
yet haven do!
been hanging out too much
been worrying too much

hai
sucha burden
i need peace
i need time alone


like a burden
i must learn to put you down
otherwise i know one day i will run out of fuel
to keep going on, emotionally
i shall nt breakdown!!!!

my life is MY life
not controlled by you
take it or leave it~



Thursday, November 13, 2008 8:27 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JS
AT LAST UR ARE 18
can go pub legally le
unlike me ;[
haha
i love you coz ur are retarded!
ANWS!!! IM SUPER ELATED NOW!!!!
MUST REALLY THK GOD FOR MY FIRST EVER BREAKTHROUGH IN SINGING!!
and really thk nessa for being sucha WONDERFUL singing buddy!
I LOVEEEEEEE UUUUU
haha
omg i was super super NERVOUS!
and super malu
!!!
URGH
i can do better
thks darlings for ur support
reealllyy needed it!!!!^^
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS
now i need to pray for more exposure!!!!^^
i dont wanna waste it away
now i regret not joined ORION!!!
FOOL
maybe nxt yr?
hopefully
stupid PRCP haha
so ponned sch a little LOL
go find justin with jon
go try out I RMB U
with jon
MAN next is 28NOV
GRANDSHOW DOWN!!!! WILL BE A BIGGG NITEEEE
shall invite classmates!!
pray they cancel shisha tat day
LOL
*hint hint*
LOL
first prac and only one LOL at wei's hse
along with NESSA,ENJIE,ZACHARY
and me haha
first band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^
AMAZING HAR!!! haha
watch out for us!
ok study pharm!
faints



Wednesday, November 12, 2008 7:40 AM



UP DOWN UP DOWN UP DOWN THE ROLLER COASTER HAHA
you only have ONE life...so live it like a roller coaster!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
HAHA
the different phrases of life
go through them FULLY
soak with the exp
but do rmb to put these exp to good use
and see that LIFE SERIOUSLY DONT SUCKS
even though there are burdens to carry
HA!

had skills theory
skipped lect and studied with melia and js
haha
the paper was fine
just tat i could really rmb well
*boo*
so irritating
*pull hair*

im so tired!
but sooo many countless things to do!

work work work
*faint on floor*




Tuesday, November 11, 2008 7:02 AM

能不能 by jason and landy wen

能不能就對著我說愛我 
能不能就陪著我天長地久
不要對我若即若離 
讓我傷心淚流能不
能就對著我說愛我 
能不能就陪著我 
一直到最後
從今以後剩下的路 
要你陪我走

oh man! im addicted to this song beside nickylee's XIANG TAI DUO
niceee kays
haha

能不能就對著我說愛我 

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4:19 AM

i seriously just had the mostttttttt retardddddd convo ever with bestie
ok most of our convo are retarded and lammeee coz bestie is king of lamness
daddy fong
can u imagine OMG
LOL
anws
skip abt bestie
sch is like pack! HAHA
just have one presentation over!
AN...i guess we did quite well!! HURRAY!....kinda happy
BUTTTTT fool tmr got SKILL THEORY
URGH!! all the stupid IV all....and nursing responsibility all
OMG
sooo much and i have yet to go back and study
LOL

but sch nowadays are more fun
coz of classmates!!
and im the official retarded bimbo and i love it LOL
anws love joey, mama, fafa, YITING, JS and MAINE
omg thks js for mp3 times during lecturess
hha
and YEA
im gng to bath

*smelly*



Sunday, November 9, 2008 8:45 AM

Ecclesiastes 3
A Time for Everything

There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.


and my timing sucks
i have loads of skills to study and i have no idea
how to do wkbk!
kill me
oh man ;[



7:08 AM

i feel so MESSY
so messy URGH
life suddenly in a mess
feeling so pek chek now cans...........
fool
coz recently i have become too complacent and tooooo lazy
yes lazy i am
hai
i have a lot of things to finish up
yet im procrastinating
AND I SIMPLY CANT STAND IT
1. im wasting precious time
2. im not prioritizing well
3. im just too lazy
4. distracted by an invisible force and it sucks
BIG TIME

and i went drinking AGAIN
with only one day interval
fri den sunday again
i think im mad
siao on haha
wait i get beer belly
LOL
fool

tests, projects, hmwork
wish i could throw them all away into the bin
but i simply cant
i wanna go out and play
but i simply cant
i wanna get good grades, get into director's list
but im not studying hard enuf...instead im ponning classes and listen to mp3 during lect
OMG
i deserve to be killed
seriously

MAN
life's a mess rite now
not the best time to provoke me
or date me out

period
and i shld stop blogging
too oftenly
;[

is soooo difficult to find good frens nowadays
if there are they are already taken
;[
i need a fren
physically i can see and talk to
emotionally i can relate too
mentally i can improve with
spiritual i can pray with
not one who competes with me or pulls me down
or distracts me

URGH
GOD
so pek cheking
haha

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Saturday, November 8, 2008 9:14 PM

SINGING
is a passion
is a determination
is a message
is a conviction
is all abt the emotions and feeling
is like literature
is like an addiction

dont look down on the power of influence that lies in music, lyrics, singing

i really need a breakthrough
in this season a breakthrough in my singing!
something new
i know is already there
URGH so pek chek!!
i need to do something more
i need to grow from glory to glory
YEA!!~ haha


after asia conf intensive training
LOL
stopping for 3 wk not equal to slacking time
haha

buusssyyy~



Friday, November 7, 2008 8:21 PM

I LOVE FAM,JO,JS&SAM
omg!!!!!!!!!
SUPER FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN haha
my first time
plus gng underage
haha
went clarke quay first
tried FASHIONBAR but got "kicked" out
haha js super funny coz his bdae only one wk away
so he told the person at fashionbar
end up still have to leave
LOL
WE HAVE NO WHERE TO GO!
ahah
suggested coffee club....still club ma haha
and i wanted to drink milk LOL
anyways so decided to go over to boat quay
eski bar
haha
manage to stay there
first had JACK DANIELSwcoke haha
eh is quite nice i like it haha
and play 5-10-15
LOL
OMG IM PRO!!
haha kept slapping JS LOL!!!!
omg and JS high vvvvvv fast can bully him
den we all went mad and played animal game! NV BEEN SO FUN PLAYING ANIMAL GAME CANSSSS
LOL
omg

drinks: jacks wcoke, bombay sth haha, slippery nipple, tiger, tequila
omg i really love jack haha
the only drink i didnt try was tequila shot
i scared!
LOL

oh mannnnnnnnnn super funnnnnnnn
WANNA GO AGAIN!

btw i didnt manage to order milk and i was still sober haha

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Thursday, November 6, 2008 7:56 AM

I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away but They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away but They can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny'
Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side



have u ever feel that u are easily SOFT HEARTED and easily taken ADVANTAGE of?
sometimes i feeeelll sooo taken advantage of
they say one can give without loving
but one cant love without giving
sometimes i will do coz i know that wat frens are for
but sometimes to the extend where i feel so used and if not necessary den throw aside
and fren got mood den come no mood just ignore
do u feel this way too?
;[
is so irritating
was that just a complaint?
HAHA

nvm
MUAY THAI FIRST LESSON WITH ADDIE!!!!!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
is suppppppeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr FUN!
learn the basic movements
OMG!
damn COOLLLLLLLLLL
haha!!!!
want more muay thai classes!!!!!!
RAWKSSSSSSSSS



Wednesday, November 5, 2008 9:19 AM



tired~
bed is calling me to zzz
but here i am blogging
LOL
im a freak i know
LOL
had a super super long bus journey home
197 the last bus...btw is was 5mins late!!!
ZZZ
super cold..and i found out they like nv off the bus engine leh
mmmm was super cold and the ticket machine was on
haha
slept awhile
watched tyrabanks
saw jie,bin and fren
sms bin darling
found where the hell is haji lane
saw a v different side of north bridge road
and almost fell in the bus

had bin's bbq today
super enjoy..thou a little sad...shallnt say
and there was this super cuteee young mei mei haha
huixian who is 12YEARS OLD!!!!
ZZZZ
but i tell u she vvvv smart and can talk one lo
sent her hm along with bestie
even he "give up" on her
LOL
the whole walk was super funny
btw we walked from ECP to bedok interchange!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fool~
haha

tired~
ZZZZZ

bed calling

PS: MUAY THAI STARTS TMR!!!




Tuesday, November 4, 2008 7:39 AM

i dont know how should i be feeling now?
is like a blank feeling
yet theres something
haha

anyways i realise i can be sucha little girl
im vvvv happy-go-lucky
carefree, i hate routine and work!
FOOL
but when im in serious matter
im real grave
like the world offended me
LOL
and i get kinda rude here and there
i guess im an irony myself

everything seems an irony to me
maybe coz i "love" the word IRONY too much


*pukes*



Monday, November 3, 2008 7:23 AM



yes hotel 626
played in school at 9am!
with ping jo maine
haha!! super funny!
seems scary rite
but actually is quite retarded
LOL
and the stage at the mental person
DIFFICULT!
cant solve that!!!!
PEK CHEK
haha
go play at
www.hotel626.com

haha




7:16 AM

ok i must apologise about my blog
there are times i write things in the spur of moment
at the point of how i feel
i guess thou blog is a public thing
somethings just cant be written on it ritey?

i mean thou is mine
people are also reading

i guess i apologise if i did write anything that u didnt like
on my blog

a little review on my blog
a little reflection of my blog

cam-whorepics,crap,random,sch,selfstuff
haha
tatsall
somethings are just too sensitive and too rude to be written here

^^
sorry man



Sunday, November 2, 2008 10:50 PM

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5:57 AM

just come back from dinner
at WERNER's OVEN
german restaurant at siglap there
the food is YUMMYYY!!!
haha
seriously love the dessert haha

but before send gor gor going camp
at tampines
haha
tell u LOADS of army boys waiting at the bus interchange
got a shock you know!!
and how i envy him
haha
why
i know go army SUFFER like hell
but hey look on the bright side
in army wat matters is THE TOUGHEST SURVIVES
haha
anyways back to pt that u get to LOSE WEIGHT
i meant LOADS
get TONING OF MUSCLES
get KNOWLEDGE of all those war stuff army stuffblah blah

the main thing is lose and tone!
JUST WAT I NEED
LOL


die haven do work
ciao~



1:23 AM

BIMBO
or commonly known as dumb blonde
without the brains
but why is there a bimbo accent!
haha
LOL

btw im bimbo-ish WITH BRAINS
dont try to debate with me!
haha

like watever~