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Sunday, November 30, 2008 6:17 AM
oh man got alot of reflection gng through my mind like zoom zoom haha but shallnt blog down reflecting over frenship over my life
anyways lets blog something happier! manage to go out shopping and neoprint taking WITH JO, FAMMY AND SAM yeaaa fun fun!!!! den went to company ade see doctor oh man! and watch REC again LOL!! haha im crazy!~
and on a random note I LOVEEEE CORNFLAKES!!!! YEAA ya
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5:24 AM
WARNING: DO NOT COMPARE
u do hear: how can everyone be unique? if A is unique, B is unique and C is unique then who is unique? isnt unique EXSISTING ONLY AS ONE HAVING NO LIKE OR EQUAL den where have uniqueness run too?
i seriously hate when people compare is never fair should always look at every one just as they are theres always a SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU thing natural i agree but stand in the shoes of those being compared to others is not about low self esteem is about everyone is different thou it seems like its all the same thats just superficial a person is never build up base on things on the surface a person is who she/he is by the things they go through isnt it?
so pls do not go around comparing people think about how you would feel if u were the one being brought to compare to others
and most imptly do not compare yourself to others and their expectations is always about yourself and how you view yourself if u live your life base on being someone else is quite pitiful rite life is always difficult when you always try to be someone else opt to be yourself your own style, your own character dont let people dictate the way you live
can have role models but pls do not be copycats and compare yourself to others it will never work
be yourself knowing watever you have in you is always your own your own seed of potential^^
and i shall leave the topic now haha see i have nv been in a relationship before but aft a breakup isnt it right to move on? throw away things that are in the past? wats the point of keeping things that aint there anymore? mmm correct me not forgetting merely moving on no? wats the point of holding to things that wont work out already?Labels: love yourself
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Saturday, November 29, 2008 7:29 AM
today's my down day
today i felt a little out of place out of the norm i have no single idea why why my mind was blank half the time oh man ;[
have you ever been in such a blank state?
i think i have been trying v hard to walk away from you i want everything to be normal but it seems like if i do to others it may look like im nt trying at all so tiring when everything cant go back to how it was before i have no idea wat to say no idea wat to comment just listen and laugh and wonder wat im thinking about mmm alone or lonely? the latter is so scary oh man i so regret everything about us now its difficult difficult~ *sobs* it sucks to the core
blank state of mind IS A VERY SCARY THING! *shoo shoo*
i think im grumbling abt this matter only coz im in a blank state of mind haha sad and i just ate 2 choco choco cakes OMG KILLLL MEEEEEEE *signs*Labels: down day
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Friday, November 28, 2008 8:05 AM
CLASS PHOTO!!!! YEA AT LAST A NICE NICE ONE AND ALL WEAR BLACK!! yea
den have band performance today woots! OMG suppppeerrr enjoy singing is like everything haha so happy!!! felt so free wasnt so scared when singing tgt YEA nessa, enjie,jon, ash ROCKS yea and seriously there are a lot of hidden talents! now i feel like acting too!!! ME ME!! i can act BIMBO! haha fine i am one le HA!
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Thursday, November 27, 2008 7:17 AM
PAST. BE HAPPY
hush hush let go of the matter dont dwell on it le since its already done theres nothing much can be done to salvage the issue hush hush i shall stop here period coz i have enuf of ur crap le
life is unfair but i rather not complain abt how unfair it is but say how blessed i am for being to wake up everyday anyways HAD SOOOOO MUCH FUN TODAY! omg presentation preparation WAS MADNESS we chionged but really had fun haha think this sem really understood how impt it is to have frens/gd classmates ard u IMPT to cherish them!!! den had dinner with addie enjoyed talking and manage to convince her to go see doctor U WILL BE WELL DARL!!!^^ i love u and had MUAY THAI ROCKS!!! omg haha
GO BE HAPPY OK!Labels: be happy
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12:53 AM
CRUSH
I hung up The phone tonight Something happened For the first time Deep inside It was a rush What a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever Feel the same way About me It's just too much Just too much Why do I keep running From the truth All I ever think About is you You got me hypnotized So mesmerized And I just got to know Do you ever think When you're all alone All that we can be Where this can go Am I crazy Or falling in love Is it really Just another crush Do you catch a breath When I look at you Are you holding back Like the way you do 'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away But I know this crush Ain't goin' away Goin' away Has it ever crossed Your mind When were hangin' Spending time girl Are we just friends Is there more Is there more See it's a chance We've gotta take Cause I believe That we can Make this into Something That will lastLast forever Forever
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12:53 AM
been having morning breakfast almost everyday with classmate outside lect hall haha 2dollar meals
REC movie tic evidencehaha MUST WATCHHH *promote*
anyways after yesterday i just cant stand it man when the world is soooo unfair theres nothing one can do... so pek cheking why like that nv meant for all this CRAP shit to happen speechless speechless check ur attitude check my attitude
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 4:55 PM
gossip boy, js
Hi love, it's me again, the gossip boy! Once again, B has been naughy in school. She is so bimbo!
That's all for today, XOXO, TILL THE NEXT TIME I BLOG. :p
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4:55 PM
i broke record this wk everyday take cab to school OMG kill me!!! URGH no money le
u have a freaking attitude problem seriously either u dont realise or u dont care f***
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6:16 AM
IS THE SHOW OF THE YEAR OMG! im nt sure abt twilight but thus far THIS IS THE BESTTTT OMG went with fammy,sam,maine,gary,ying,jo,js and me OMG is not really horror but IS GROSS!!!! infection from dog can pass by saliva or bitten DAMN SCARY first time i screamed so much and i grabbed js hand like real hard haha went out all ADRENALINE super HIGH! omg haa
rating 4.9/5 the 0.1 is coz is use hand held camera den move a lot got headache LOL! but I SWEAR WATCH IT OR U HAVE NV LIVE AT ALL lol
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 8:37 AM
21 DAYS!! 17 DEC my special day WOOOTTTSS like at last i will be legal LOL haha rmb to get prezzie kays!
as u know you can give without loving BUT U CAN NV LOVE WITHOUT GIVING!
i know u love me shall review the wishlist haha oh plus can get christmas prezzie at the same time too
LOL am i too greedy? LOL
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Monday, November 24, 2008 7:47 AM
in times like this all i can do is to pray and lift every single thing to God theres are things u just can control like LIFE AND DEATH you never know when you will be taken away you never know when you will be struck with an illness prevention is definately the BEST if only when things happen den we do something about it it will all be too late le too late
is always now...
GOD im scared im actually vvv afraid right now just tat no one knows.....
anyways just realised both my parents are turning 50 next yr!!!!!! OMG i got a shock i keep thinking they are still at 47 LOL!;[ ya time is really flying now~
and did i mention on sunday me maine and jo went flyer to support fammy and on the way we saw 3 LAMBOS!! OMG white black and yellow [i tink] my focus was on the BLACK OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG gorgeoussssssss haha den aft tat i think got one porsche damn niceee OMG! the engine sound of lambo is damn nice la haha
byeee
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Saturday, November 22, 2008 4:37 PM
tower of refuge
my tower of refuge where i go in times of needs my tower of refuge knowing that you wont chase me out my tower of refuge knowing that in a world so imperfect, only in you i find perfect my tower of refuge is where love flows like an abundant river, that never has an end my tower of refuge you know how many times i wanted to cry, but you made me strong my tower of refuge knowing that you will protect me when im in my valley my tower of refuge i know you heal all the hurts and the lonliness
the God i know never fails when all else does the God i know is my tower of refuge
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8:27 AM
i think its really over le? wat can i say? everything feels so funny right now wanna talk but dont know wat to say and i have a weird character i just dont like it but i dont know wat to do hai~
DESTROY YOUR YESTERDAY TO GET YOUR TMR
sometimes there are some things that you JUST HAVE TO LET GO cause knowing that there really is some thing/someone better out there we always live in the current maybe i shld take a further look instead short term is SHORT, temporary one will lead to another...
its a very contridicting feeling right now for me i dont think the other party is ever bothered at all......
anyways i shall stop being sooooo emo here is AC WK! and is ending like OMG so fast been really FRUITFUL but also vv tiring la~ but is a good wake up call for asia haha
soon soon~ must be ready
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Friday, November 21, 2008 9:22 AM
have you ever experience this sort of irony? have you ever made a decision that seemed so easy to others yet so tough for u? have you ever hated a person yet love at the same time? have you ever cry yet rejoice over a decision made? have you ever feel losing one=losing whole world?
is at this point i know human cant fill an emptiness when one loses
im rejoicing yet im crying but i know when one window is shut at me doors will be opened up instead just wait and see
i have a very weird analogy of what i feel im like in a situation like a menstrual cycle the bleeding process is like the crying process...pain hurt tears uncomfortable blah blah but aft one wk the period stops just like how i know the pain tears hurts will go in time and u dont die from mthly menses rite! so same losing this one person WILL NV EQUAL TO LOSING UR WHOLE WORLD/DIE..so silly to think this way....knowing that aft menses ur body has it way to replenish the loss blood..by producing more RBC or by the diet.. so same may lose one fren now but u must know the there are people ard you that will be there.....no one shld ever feel like a LONER.
21NOV FRIDAY 2008 i made a decision to chose wisely and stick to the decision!
YESS! f words no more LOL too addictive LOL too crude haha
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9:07 AM
my current favourite worship song
when the stage is bear tonight theres no one else just you and me
when the curtains close behind theres no pretense im on my knees
i will lay down my life for a love sacrifice you gave to me its all because of you all because of you
the God i know righteous and holy the God i know faithful and true the God i know my tower of refuge hearts are healed christ revealed
the God i know light of the city the God i know strengthens the weak the God i know your heart beats within me as you are, so are we
this is my cry my one desire more of you more of you
knowing that no matter wat happens good or bad sometimes theres pretense with people we hid things that we dont want ppl to know but in front of Him i know i can lay aside all my pretense and know i can be just who i am
moving on moving on IM MOVING ON breaking away from the old and staying to this promise to God moving on to find better frens moving on for a better future
back to the original purpose
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Thursday, November 20, 2008 8:11 PM
IDENTITY ; SUEE'S MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
HEY~ This is Charmaine blogging for SUEE!!!!!!!!! She's the biggest BIMBO in class!!!! Always bullying others with her bimbotic language. I'm ONE OF THE VICTIM!!!!!! Hello, this is FAMFAM.YITING. I'm a sophiscated lady living in my own era &suee's just my another identity. Next target is suee's cat. MEOW! i'm going to kill the cat, MEOWMEOW, *slashs* YO, JS the rocker here! I'm a handsome rocker living in the body, and Charmaine, Yiting and Suee is all the fakes. I'm the REAL and MAIN identity in the body. Remember me always and I'll remember you. :D WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Hi, i'm the real suee speaking. all the rest are fakers despite trying so hard to convince the others that they are not. But look, i'm the real suee because i've long hair, over 100 strands of extensions + highlights. wearing a black specs and now, i'm clipping up my fringe. Currently wearing a hawk's ring and wearing high KILLER heels that can easily poke people's penis/ burst female's pussy. Whahahaha! I'm wearing a knee length leggings that is like.. sooooooooooooooooo HOT! woo. hahah, burning fire in me. hahaha! now, enough of description of myself to prove that i'm the real suee, I've succeed. &now, I'm on my way to kill all those fakers. MUAHAHAHAHA. smell my ass!
with love, Best regards, SUEE.
- blogged by IDENTITY.
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9:42 AM
i had a choice either to opt scolding f and showing hatred or to see the situation in another positive perspective and think of what i can do
and i chose the second one aft a phone call and thk God of it! other wise rite now u see my blog full of f word and hatred which WONT SOLVE THE PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok now i feel so encouraged and i know wat path to take on so i shall slp now tmr fully packed
STRENGTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:07 AM
when i got home i got a BIG shock of my life i looked into the mirror and realised my eyes look like it has been punched! LOL seriously black eyeshadow DONT SUIT ME ;[ *boo*
first day of AC!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BIG BANG! haha super fun went church early for choir omg all dress until super niceeeeeeee LOL haha i cant wait for sat to wear my dress YEAH
ok den bath lo den had another shock MY FACE OMG! like mine field of pimples OMG i wanna tear this skin of NOWWWW HOWWWWWWWw? den nxt few days must put makeup *boos* pray aft AC GOD will heal my mind field LOL!
AC svc1 sermon moving into the 2nd and 3rd space being relevant! RELEVANT!!! and not crude i keep saying fuck this few days haha
anyways decided not to waste money now sonce i got extra mouth to feed this wk and everyday go hm late! so rushed aft macs was kinda provoked today aft svc good or bad i dont know
coz all i know is that i deserve better this all this crap i do! not to be used as and when the worst is u dont seem to notice and i dont say anything ;[ GOD help me do sth abt this crap
SCHOOL AND AC TMR and i know VE has a lot of THINGS to settle CRAP GOD I NEED STRENGTH
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 7:11 PM
hai i woke up feeling upset that i rmbed wat i dreamt about becoz i didnt like the content of it and i lay on my bed having the wanting to leave i dont know if i can
and i seriously cant wait for AC!! i need this breakthrough point esp whem on monday i have bio prac 10-12 MH presentation 12-1 skills retest 1-2 seriously i have no idea how to survive the next monday plus got choir till 10pm
i need STRENGTH to do things to put things away to prioritize things
GOD i hate that dream
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3:56 AM
i seriously wanna scold the f word cans I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED EVER! today had skills practical OMGGGGGGGGGGG fine i dont deny i didnt read up more but i knew all the concepts and principles but the freaking teacher got me confused by all his talking
anws didnt happen all to me my fren got it worst he has a FREAKING PROBLEM CANS nv even test her a single skill DEN MARK HER FAIL like WTF and ask those qns SO IRRITATING
do u know wat ever we learn from our skills lect is different frm other lects DEN IS FREAKING NT FAIR AT ALL THE MARKING SYSTEM IS UNFAIR we definately know our stuff but coz the way we learn is different frm the way the assessor teaches DOESNT FREAKING MEANS ITS WRONG notes are inconsistent and jumbled up super confusing and the way lectures teach ARE ALL DIFFERENT! u can go compare la and how dare the assessor hurry us will doing skills,skipping points, failing students without a FREAKING REASON HELLLOO~ is OUR GRADE THAT WILL BE AFFECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fish! i cant believe man
freaking school in this kind of learning envir how to produce good nursing students F
pissed off nvm anws i realised im becoming more crude sorry bestie if i was rude to u super pissed at tat moment! must watch my mouth *piak*
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Monday, November 17, 2008 6:19 AM
FOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLL omg theres this teacher who walked into the lift i didnt know she was looking at me den she asked another teacher who was in the lift is she a nursing student? den i look at her den the other teacher look at me and replied yes den the FREAKING teacher shaked her head and said your hair very nice hor [note there was scarasm in her tone] den i just like smile smile den she shake head say WHAT A PITY i was like WTF inside of me WTH la this is called STEREOTYPING...with nurses we dont practice right! just because my hair is blonde at the side DOESNT FREAKING EQUALS TO THAT IM A PIA KIA I MEAN LIKE HELLOOOO~ and maybe u didnt know that its TEMPORARY the shocking portion was when she said WHAT A PITY *off la
sorry for lang....im seriously pissed i hate people who has no life and just has to criticise people
if u unhappy den say it nicely i dont even know her and i NV EVEN STEP ON HER TAIL like WTH sooooo insulted today
i know cant have colourful coloured hair but is just for the wk hai i have the right to be piss by her tone and words right OMG
ok study tmr test PRAYYYYYY dont get her as teacher otheerwise she cfm stereotype again
*breath in breath out*
ok sometimes i REGRET wat i do and say and i hate it when certain things happen and wish i can take it all back did u know tat everything u do has a leading stimuli and tracing back is like FOREVER
wat if this didnt happen?Labels: wat if it didnt happen?
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Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:07 AM
dont say i didnt warn but im currently on a i-feel-pissed-off-for-no-reason-and-i-feel-like-ranting mood which is real bad i have like a lot of things running through my mind all in a blur i wanna RANT but no idea watsoever of where to start *pull hair*
ok i want to complain about my future of how FREAKING scared yet im not worried at all [an irony] about not being able to be attached/married/family etc BECAUSE of my job as a nurse u see arh nurses work SHIFTS rite...den like tat super ma fan scared esp at nite not ard....husband or watever haha u know! affair *gosh* :P ok i think too much! anws u get wat i mean nursing is sucha demanding job and im like gng to work once i grad! den like tat how!!! tell me LOL sad btw i know i think too much and i think is super funny
nxt....omg i so random but i HATE TWO TIMERS omg...not that it happen to me or anything but i so randomly thought of it [well linking to my first rant] haha OMG fool GOD FORBIDS IT MAN!!!! *AMEN* scary how man can be so scary *kill!*
and i seriously HATE man who play with girls not sexually but as in emotionally mentally tat kind aiya dont know how to explain
AIYA WATEVER *LOL*
im so retarded and i have LOADS of things to finish haha
i cant wait for AC and BAND AUD! OMG !!!YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa like totally~
oh i suddenly love nickleback's far away lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know
So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay' Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
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Saturday, November 15, 2008 9:12 AM
btw nowadays blogskin skins are super duper UGLY! buang seriously im so sad cant find nice skins to change! *itchy*
back to topic oh man alot of ppl are falling sick!!!! and real bad!! MUST TAKE CARE!!!!! darl nessa, justin, jeffery, zachary, darl wei !!! must take care watch wat u eat and rest more vvv impt!
ppl fall sick when good times are abt to happen! *true true*
LOVES!
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Friday, November 14, 2008 8:38 AM
tired!!!!~~ faints tired physically,emotionally,mentally! omg haha been running up and down doing this and that having loads of things due to do yet haven do! been hanging out too much been worrying too much
hai sucha burden i need peace i need time alone
like a burden i must learn to put you down otherwise i know one day i will run out of fuel to keep going on, emotionally i shall nt breakdown!!!!
my life is MY life not controlled by you take it or leave it~
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Thursday, November 13, 2008 8:27 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JS AT LAST UR ARE 18 can go pub legally le unlike me ;[ haha i love you coz ur are retarded! ANWS!!! IM SUPER ELATED NOW!!!! MUST REALLY THK GOD FOR MY FIRST EVER BREAKTHROUGH IN SINGING!! and really thk nessa for being sucha WONDERFUL singing buddy! I LOVEEEEEEE UUUUU haha omg i was super super NERVOUS! and super malu !!! URGH i can do better thks darlings for ur support reealllyy needed it!!!!^^ LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS now i need to pray for more exposure!!!!^^ i dont wanna waste it away now i regret not joined ORION!!! FOOL maybe nxt yr? hopefully stupid PRCP haha so ponned sch a little LOL go find justin with jon go try out I RMB U with jon MAN next is 28NOV GRANDSHOW DOWN!!!! WILL BE A BIGGG NITEEEE shall invite classmates!! pray they cancel shisha tat day LOL *hint hint* LOL first prac and only one LOL at wei's hse along with NESSA,ENJIE,ZACHARY and me haha first band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^ AMAZING HAR!!! haha watch out for us! ok study pharm! faints
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008 7:40 AM
UP DOWN UP DOWN UP DOWN THE ROLLER COASTER HAHA you only have ONE life...so live it like a roller coaster! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ HAHA the different phrases of life go through them FULLY soak with the exp but do rmb to put these exp to good use and see that LIFE SERIOUSLY DONT SUCKS even though there are burdens to carry HA! had skills theory skipped lect and studied with melia and js haha the paper was fine just tat i could really rmb well *boo* so irritating *pull hair* im so tired! but sooo many countless things to do!
work work work *faint on floor*
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 7:02 AM
能不能 by jason and landy wen 能不能就對著我說愛我 能不能就陪著我天長地久 不要對我若即若離 讓我傷心淚流能不 能就對著我說愛我 能不能就陪著我 一直到最後 從今以後剩下的路 要你陪我走 oh man! im addicted to this song beside nickylee's XIANG TAI DUO niceee kays haha
能不能就對著我說愛我 Labels: 能不能就對著我說愛我
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4:19 AM
i seriously just had the mostttttttt retardddddd convo ever with bestie ok most of our convo are retarded and lammeee coz bestie is king of lamness daddy fong can u imagine OMG LOL anws skip abt bestie sch is like pack! HAHA just have one presentation over! AN...i guess we did quite well!! HURRAY!....kinda happy BUTTTTT fool tmr got SKILL THEORY URGH!! all the stupid IV all....and nursing responsibility all OMG sooo much and i have yet to go back and study LOL
but sch nowadays are more fun coz of classmates!! and im the official retarded bimbo and i love it LOL anws love joey, mama, fafa, YITING, JS and MAINE omg thks js for mp3 times during lecturess hha and YEA im gng to bath
*smelly*
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Sunday, November 9, 2008 8:45 AM
Ecclesiastes 3 A Time for Everything
There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.
and my timing sucks i have loads of skills to study and i have no idea how to do wkbk! kill me oh man ;[
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7:08 AM
i feel so MESSY so messy URGH life suddenly in a mess feeling so pek chek now cans........... fool coz recently i have become too complacent and tooooo lazy yes lazy i am hai i have a lot of things to finish up yet im procrastinating AND I SIMPLY CANT STAND IT 1. im wasting precious time 2. im not prioritizing well 3. im just too lazy 4. distracted by an invisible force and it sucks BIG TIME
and i went drinking AGAIN with only one day interval fri den sunday again i think im mad siao on haha wait i get beer belly LOL fool
tests, projects, hmwork wish i could throw them all away into the bin but i simply cant i wanna go out and play but i simply cant i wanna get good grades, get into director's list but im not studying hard enuf...instead im ponning classes and listen to mp3 during lect OMG i deserve to be killed seriously
MAN life's a mess rite now not the best time to provoke me or date me out
period and i shld stop blogging too oftenly ;[
is soooo difficult to find good frens nowadays if there are they are already taken ;[ i need a fren physically i can see and talk to emotionally i can relate too mentally i can improve with spiritual i can pray with not one who competes with me or pulls me down or distracts me
URGH GOD so pek cheking haha
Labels: mess, need God, upset
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Saturday, November 8, 2008 9:14 PM
SINGING is a passion is a determination is a message is a conviction is all abt the emotions and feeling is like literature is like an addiction
dont look down on the power of influence that lies in music, lyrics, singing
i really need a breakthrough in this season a breakthrough in my singing! something new i know is already there URGH so pek chek!! i need to do something more i need to grow from glory to glory YEA!!~ haha
after asia conf intensive training LOL stopping for 3 wk not equal to slacking time haha
buusssyyy~
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Friday, November 7, 2008 8:21 PM
I LOVE FAM,JO,JS&SAM omg!!!!!!!!! SUPER FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN haha my first time plus gng underage haha went clarke quay first tried FASHIONBAR but got "kicked" out haha js super funny coz his bdae only one wk away so he told the person at fashionbar end up still have to leave LOL WE HAVE NO WHERE TO GO! ahah suggested coffee club....still club ma haha and i wanted to drink milk LOL anyways so decided to go over to boat quay eski bar haha manage to stay there first had JACK DANIELSwcoke haha eh is quite nice i like it haha and play 5-10-15 LOL OMG IM PRO!! haha kept slapping JS LOL!!!! omg and JS high vvvvvv fast can bully him den we all went mad and played animal game! NV BEEN SO FUN PLAYING ANIMAL GAME CANSSSS LOL omg
drinks: jacks wcoke, bombay sth haha, slippery nipple, tiger, tequila omg i really love jack haha the only drink i didnt try was tequila shot i scared! LOL
oh mannnnnnnnnn super funnnnnnnn WANNA GO AGAIN!
btw i didnt manage to order milk and i was still sober hahaLabels: first time
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Thursday, November 6, 2008 7:56 AM
I just can't believe you're gone, Still waiting for morning to come Wanna see if the sun will rise Even without you by my side When we had so much in store Tell me what is it I'm reaching for When we're through building memories I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, They can take the music that we never play All the broken dreams, take everything, Just take it away but They can never have yesterday They can take the future that we'll never know They can take the places that we said we would go All the broken dreams take everything Just take it away but They can never have yesterday
You always choose to stay I should be thankful for every day Heaven knows what the future holds Or at least how the story goes I never believed until now I know I'll see you again I'm sure No it's not selfish to ask for more One more night one more day One more smile on your face But they can't take yesterday
thought our days would last for ever But it wasn't our destiny' Cause in my mind we had so much time But I was so wrong No I can believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made I'm looking back on yesterday
I just can't believe you're gone, Still waiting for morning to come Wanna see if the sun will rise Even without you by my side
have u ever feel that u are easily SOFT HEARTED and easily taken ADVANTAGE of? sometimes i feeeelll sooo taken advantage of they say one can give without loving but one cant love without giving sometimes i will do coz i know that wat frens are for but sometimes to the extend where i feel so used and if not necessary den throw aside and fren got mood den come no mood just ignore do u feel this way too? ;[ is so irritating was that just a complaint? HAHA
nvm MUAY THAI FIRST LESSON WITH ADDIE!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG is suppppppeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr FUN! learn the basic movements OMG! damn COOLLLLLLLLLL haha!!!! want more muay thai classes!!!!!! RAWKSSSSSSSSS
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008 9:19 AM
tired~ bed is calling me to zzz but here i am blogging LOL im a freak i know LOL had a super super long bus journey home 197 the last bus...btw is was 5mins late!!! ZZZ super cold..and i found out they like nv off the bus engine leh mmmm was super cold and the ticket machine was on haha slept awhile watched tyrabanks saw jie,bin and fren sms bin darling found where the hell is haji lane saw a v different side of north bridge road and almost fell in the bus
had bin's bbq today super enjoy..thou a little sad...shallnt say and there was this super cuteee young mei mei haha huixian who is 12YEARS OLD!!!! ZZZZ but i tell u she vvvv smart and can talk one lo sent her hm along with bestie even he "give up" on her LOL the whole walk was super funny btw we walked from ECP to bedok interchange!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fool~ haha
tired~ ZZZZZ bed calling PS: MUAY THAI STARTS TMR!!!
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008 7:39 AM
i dont know how should i be feeling now? is like a blank feeling yet theres something haha
anyways i realise i can be sucha little girl im vvvv happy-go-lucky carefree, i hate routine and work! FOOL but when im in serious matter im real grave like the world offended me LOL and i get kinda rude here and there i guess im an irony myself
everything seems an irony to me maybe coz i "love" the word IRONY too much
*pukes*
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Monday, November 3, 2008 7:23 AM
yes hotel 626 played in school at 9am! with ping jo maine haha!! super funny! seems scary rite but actually is quite retarded LOL and the stage at the mental person DIFFICULT! cant solve that!!!! PEK CHEK haha go play at www.hotel626.com haha
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7:16 AM
ok i must apologise about my blog there are times i write things in the spur of moment at the point of how i feel i guess thou blog is a public thing somethings just cant be written on it ritey?
i mean thou is mine people are also reading
i guess i apologise if i did write anything that u didnt like on my blog
a little review on my blog a little reflection of my blog
cam-whorepics,crap,random,sch,selfstuff haha tatsall somethings are just too sensitive and too rude to be written here
^^ sorry man
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Sunday, November 2, 2008 10:50 PM
{sweet galore}
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5:57 AM
just come back from dinner at WERNER's OVEN german restaurant at siglap there the food is YUMMYYY!!! haha seriously love the dessert haha
but before send gor gor going camp at tampines haha tell u LOADS of army boys waiting at the bus interchange got a shock you know!! and how i envy him haha why i know go army SUFFER like hell but hey look on the bright side in army wat matters is THE TOUGHEST SURVIVES haha anyways back to pt that u get to LOSE WEIGHT i meant LOADS get TONING OF MUSCLES get KNOWLEDGE of all those war stuff army stuffblah blah
the main thing is lose and tone! JUST WAT I NEED LOL
die haven do work ciao~
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1:23 AM
BIMBO or commonly known as dumb blonde without the brains but why is there a bimbo accent! haha LOL
btw im bimbo-ish WITH BRAINS dont try to debate with me! haha
like watever~
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