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ANNABEL BLYTHE TAN SU EE
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Friday, October 31, 2008 7:37 PM

oh man i cant believe
im will be missing the most impt svc of the year
building fund svc

am in a delimma
plus no reply



Thursday, October 30, 2008 8:41 AM

i realise i can be quite mean
and rude
haha
if i say drop
and when i meant it
i really drop all the way
and can get irritated easily haha
mean rude
haha
oh man

fool



5:29 AM

ok ok a proper and better post
today had sch as usual
oh meet cheryl tang [sec sch mate] on the way to sch
chatted abit and realised a lot ppl frm my sec class 3E1 n 4E1 are in nyp
melissa,peishan,waisum,rachel,amelia,cheryl,jolene,adeline
den aft tut went jogging with joey!
oh man dieeesss haah coz suddenly the leg bone pain is back!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOO~
den anws went to the playgrd with maine, fam, mama, rabia
and played swing!!! LOL
super fun den xan and fafa joined ltr!!^^
took real retarded fotos [when i get them shall upload]

anws i really like the way dorothy ng teaches
is vvv rare to get this kind of teachers
makes learning more fun and fruitful
rather den plain talking talking talking and scolding scolding
seriously in this generation the second method doesnt and WONT work no more
rite!
haha

den decided to pon abnormal psycho
*ssshhh*
to go sem to register for muay thai
btw if u wanna join anything in CC
must pay either CASH or CHEQUE
LOL
coz i didnt know ended up had to take bus back to sun plaza
which btw i waited 20mins for 882
kill me
i almost died LOL!
*ok i didnt*

SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!MUAY THAI!!
to lose to tone and to defend
tats my purpose for learning
they didnt have pilates on a nice time slot
LOL
so YEA


note: to do pharmaco bk, bulletin board, stop procrastinating, and stop over eating=spend lesser money
*bang bang*



5:01 AM

haha
happy happy soul
cfm joining muay thai le
LOL!!
WOOTS!
nxt thurs start
and with addie
CANT WAIT!

but im kinda broke already
*bang*



Wednesday, October 29, 2008 12:16 AM

ok just like a few mintues ago i blogged that
i feel like joining muay thai but no one go with me right
guess wat I GOT MY MUAY THAY PARTNER LE!!!!!!!!!!
thks addie
omg
and now left registering!
oh man only 9 spaces left
!!
CHIONG haha

im on cloud nine 9



12:16 AM

haha RANDOM POST:

I WANNA GO LEARN MUAY THAI!
IS LIKE 830 AT SEM CC
can totally go aft sch
LOL

shld i?
im like so afraid to go alone
haha



Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:04 AM

and i still haven change blogskin
i hate the black backgrd
coz i cant find the one i want
*fool*
haha
and im sucha a bimbo
and im so use to talking bimbo
!
haha
i know i know im irritating
i cant help it
><



5:15 AM


and this is where i need to be
i need to find peace
i need to find God
right now
in this period
everytime i decide to step out
i struggle at that very first step
and it sucks the most
coz u urself dont even know wat this emotion/feeling is
and u cant tell anyone abt it
know wat i mean?
it sucks
i need comfort and peace
right now
i just need to be alone
without u around me
but at the same time it hurts
thou we didnt have anything bt us
*FIGHTING!!*



5:04 AM

oh man i seriously shld stop moaning abt how pathetic
i am right now
haha
and stop blogging redundant things
i have been slacking sooo much
better start my pharmaco today!
and i seriously hate this blogskin
so aft i bath i shall change

watch out!
LOL
;[



Monday, October 27, 2008 8:34 AM

oh man GOOOODDDDDDD!!!
pull me away like now!
i decided
but now im struggling to continue pulling away!!!!!!!!!!
*faints*
i have no idea why im missing like hell
even when its NTH AT ALL!
*melts*

chants: GOD GOD GOD GOD
save me frm myself sia haha

thou i hate now
i guess theres always a reason for everything done
be it good or bad
now innocence is tested!
ROARS!
I CAN OVERCOME IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



6:47 AM

im sure 8 out of 10 people
they are able to sing
so wat makes singing a talent now?
wat makes it unique!

today had vocals with bel
i had loads of fun singing with emotions
feeling the song and the lyrics

the difference between a normal singer and a excellent singer
is by the emotions put into the song everytime they sing
music definately moves our emotions, feelings, moods, thoughts
remind us of things that happen...good or bad
happy times, sad times
that wat music lyrics does

was prac BECAUSE OF YOU by kelly clarkson
man i tell u is like sooo difficult right now
need feelings, diction, breath
i almost die today
haha
but was so fun coz i really broke through today
AND IM SUPER GLAD
my voice may nt be like nessa's or bel's
but im glad i broke through of my rigidness
and im soo gonna move on
2 yrs wait and see kays!!!

singer with feelings



Sunday, October 26, 2008 8:50 AM

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,

But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to gray
And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today cause
I've gotta do what's best for me,
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY

the only reason im doing so
is cause i dont wanna waste away my youth
been struggling a little recently cause of u
and i know i just didnt want to let u go
i just decided to live on in denial tat i can change u
and make u a happier person
but im soo wrong
is not me who will change u
but God and yourself
u must understand how painful it has been
maybe u dont see coz ur heart is too full of other ppl
and all this time i tried my best
but i know i wanna be who i am now

it took today for God to smack it right in my face
wat i have been denying all this while
so i know that now is not the right time right place
is just not right
and gwyn said what belongs to u will eventually return to u
no matter wat
i know i have to leave it behind
i need to put it down
is really difficult for me
but i just have to

i know u have a bright future ahead of u
and i just wanna see u reach it in ur youth
not wasting ur time
dwelling in ur weakness
move on
u gotta leave ur past if u want a better or even the BEST! from God
in His plan....not urs^^

jia you
always love u
my fren


oh man seriously sounds like im breaking up
BUT IM NOT!! coz nt even in any r/s
LOL
come on lets wake up and face life boldly
why waste time doing things that has no purpose
like our frenship..if ur purpose is just play and treat me hot/cold whenever u like!
im sorry to say i dont want it anymore!!


today aft talking
i feel soooo much lighter
still pondering over it here and there
overall i know wat im suppose to do le
haha
i gotta go my own way
for a better future ahead!!!!!!

anyways i was just thinking abt why qns
sometimes i qn myself
why was i even born into this world? [when i was younger]
why cant i be as pretty as her?
why cant i sing as well as her?
why cant i be born into a better family?
why cant i be richer?
vwhy VWHY VWHY!! haha
but i know and i know i may nt be the best now
but wait and see
im still on the MOST! EXCITING JOURNEY EVER!!

lalala~
better go bath
LOL



Saturday, October 25, 2008 12:38 PM

i just had the WERIDEST taxi cabby
LOL
damn funny

yes i spend money again
*melts*
watched THE COFFIN with cell
and w/o bestie [sad] so nt use to it
anyways
if u planned to watch the coffin
and u think it will scare the hell out of u
i tell u as a hater of horror shows
the coffin sucks
is not horror! and its only rated PG! nt even NC16!!
LOL
so ya if u insist on watching watch like on mon-thurs at cathy if u are still a student !!
LOL
seriously
we were all like slping during the show
i laughed quite abit coz of the girl sitting near me
LOL
*evill~*


i know that theres sth up
theres sth u are thinking abt
super distracted cans
u think i didnt notice?
but i dont know what
*pull hairs*
is times like this i wish im like sookie!
LOL
but ya...
reality says its impossible
anyways leave u to be...
just tat i hate this HOT/COLD frenship we have
makes me sick and pekchek
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u make me love u yet feel scared of u
dont know when u will turn ur back on me
*sobs*
i was told i had bad countance [first time in a looonngg loonnnggg time]

melts



Thursday, October 23, 2008 7:42 PM

can anybody tell me
WHY I FREAKING CANT FIND THAT FREAKING BLOGSKIN
sooo pek chek now haha
btw if u are thinking why is suee blogging now
is cause im slacking in sch comp labby with joey darling
suppose to do pharmaco bk
but
haha
ssshhh
anyways i was thinking abt myself
i just cant freaking seem to understand myself
why do i feel a certain where when i already told myself
that i can get over it
i can break away from it!!!
PEK CHEK!
can anybody tell me WHY?
it is like sooo freaking irritating
coz it seems like im the only party feeling so upset
im sure he doesnt BOTHER TO BOTHER AT ALL!!!
*screammmmmmmmmm*
mmm haha
woman are such weird creatures
i sometimes wish i was a guy
ahah and be blur and grow up slower
and be less sensitive less emotional
LOL!!!!
*melts*



7:42 PM

guess who made my day
with a smile
LOL
a random guy and his funny tee
it said
HOTMALE
try it its free

LOL
damn cuteee



8:15 AM



SCREEEEAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

LOL




5:38 AM

SCREEEEAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
avenged sevenfold
i know i know im like super slow
but who cares! LOL












IM LIKE SUPER IN LOVE WITH AFTERLIFE song now la!!!
*man all my crystals are gone!*
LOL






















anyways yes again! AGAIN!
can u believe it LOL
yes same thing went out with bestie
cant blame him rite
i wanted to pon in the first place
FOOL FOOL!!!

GOD HELP!
LOL


anyways i just have to say something abt my class
grp 22
is like the BEST LUH
having sooo much fun now
thou clique here clique there
we still can click v well haha
super funny la we all!!
will upload loads of fotos soon!
man i love my class
LOL


i seriously lovee pei haha
super funny
VEC!!
u know u know it~
we are crazy!




Wednesday, October 22, 2008 6:02 AM

seriously i have no idea how or why
somethings work out while others dont

i hate my freaking life now
its cramped up with things that i dont why shld be cramping up my life!!!
everything requires time
and thats the sad truth
sometimes things i do i feel like its against wat i really wanna do
but den again somethings are just essential
like sch
URGH

im like on a trackmill
tat runs the same day in day out
i need my breakthrough today!!!!!!!!


btw,
i shld stop being sucha jealous bitch coz i nv had the right!
ROARS
now i feel bad being one
*stab*
[dont mind the language]



5:06 AM

btw
avenged sevenfold afterlife RAWKS
and now my singing inspiration
is not just bel
but lead singer from PARAMORE
HAYLEY WILLIAMS
she abt my age
but her voice
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY!haha
and shes damn funny!



4:34 AM

















now how it feels standing up on the stage to perform
and u only have that ONE SINGLE chance to do ur best
and u end up with trembling lips, stiff body, forgotten lyrics
and you know that this one chance to a bigger stage has just been screwed up within that 1 min
yet u have no choice but to finish the song

KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*bang bang*

so pek chek cans hah prac real hard and pray
end up my body system failed me
i think i sounded as usual TOO AIRY
which i have been on the process of improving!!!!
REAL
but today
hai sian diao

nvm
ATTENTION!!
seriously i just need more opportunity
to build my confidence lvl!!
AND OVERCOME STAGE FRIGHT!!!

HA!
oh wells nvm
i seriously enjoyed it
plus in the toilet meet ally i said hi
and she was really friendly!
she wished my all the best
haha awww so sweet
and she look real young like mid 20s haha!

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i need a singing breakthrough!!

PS: some of us aint just born to be on the stage!!! BUT!! really desires to be on the stage

haha XP

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Sunday, October 19, 2008 6:35 AM




















what do you see of this picture?
to me i see process, i see changes, i see challenges

now lets blog abt contentment and satisfaction
people always tell you dont be greedy
if have le den stay with le
why want more?
out of the three
GOOD, BETTER, BEST
which would you settle for?

if u think now u have everything that falls under BEST
be it grades, relationship, career, family, ministry
den i tell you
you are wrong
esp for youth like us
a little bit is like the BEST already

we just dont see way more or simply we dont thinkthat we have that sort of potential
which is super sad because we den miss out on wat LIFE really is
im talking abt going of things with are good
not evil stuff like drugs etc u know those
but im talking abt relationships, dreams, character, grades, career
basically our FUTURE!!
the older ones always say to treasure your YOUTH
and i now come to realised that it is soo impt to do so
dont waste time crying over BGR that aint working out, always thinking u wont make it only because there are others ard you who are better, that you cant acheive much as a youth
but seriously now is the time to do all you wanna do
do the crazy biggest dream that you ever see yourself in
make mistakes and learn [must learn and move on]


i always always believe that THE BEST HAS YET TO COME
that at 18 i know what God has in stall for me has yet to come
that at 18 i know that what i see myself as is not how God sees me to be
that at 18 i know that my future may seem so uncertain but God will definately lead me on

just rmb not to stop for good or better things
but continue on for things that are BEST!



6:00 AM

the next big thing in town is
ASIA CONFERENCE!!!!!!!!!

man in abt one month's time!!
EXCITED!!!
and the next big step for me in singing!!
OH GODDDDD
pls i believe i will pass the audition^^
i need this breakthrough!!!!!!

sing sing sing sing!!

^^



Saturday, October 18, 2008 10:44 PM

i have never felt so happy for soo long
until yst during zone prayer mtg
i have never laughed so happily and
nv felt so much presence, so much peace is sucha long time
and i truely believe that this change is gonna be soo good
soo good!!!
was so much, so much
im simply awestruck by wat i experienced
really unforgetable !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAN im excited! haha
for everything that my life has set me for
and im gonna make room, a every impt room in my soul
coz i dont intend to miss out on wat life is abt to bring
i dont intend to have such a small mindset and lose the opportunities
i dont intend to look down One who is greater den he who is in the world
and i dont intend to look down on His creation
that he fearfully and wonderfully made!

thou in the first wk of sch i made mistakes le
but nvm is the past now i better pull up my socks
start now or never!!

I LOVE DADDY GOD






Friday, October 17, 2008 9:54 AM

oh man!!!
u know how it feels once u are in love with something
say instrument or ur passion
if u dont prac u feel so uncomfortable
like guitar
kill man
i have super BIG itch to play more
but everyday i return hm at nite
and nxt day got sch
man
!!!!!!!!!


byeee
off to play guitar haha



Thursday, October 16, 2008 8:38 AM

i have nth to say abt u
period.
i apologised 3 times
but u totally ignored me
did u tot abt how i felt too?
[btw i felt super bad cans
coz i nv meant it in the first place, bet u dont care]

i must get over it today
haha

anyways my buttocks hurts LOL
the side muscle there
coz played badminton today with classmates
now super pain le LOL!!

and 2 things i took note today
not to do any more aft today
1. stop being sucha joker...i think im super irritating
2. dont pon lectures le!!!
is only like the first wk 4th day
KILL ME!!

anyways went home lo
den go out ya
played pool
*im amazing rite*
hai
anyways
tmr will be a better day
i finished reading my sookie books!
and finishing without consent
so happy with myself
tmr shall go and borrow more^^

*bookworm nerd alert!!*

dinner time~



Tuesday, October 14, 2008 10:55 PM

KILL ME!!
haha
ok maybe nt
anyways post for yst
man!!!

was so tired yst
ok i was busy actually prac guitar^^ *happy* and talk to bestie *retard*
anyways yst was a DOWN DOWN day for me!!
monday somemore
so nicee to start my wk in that manner
1. in the morning woke up late took cab
2. bought breakfast damn hungry den go library eat kena CAUGHT!!
and jan called and i scolding in the early morning!! wth~
3. had really boring lectures that inspired me to read my sookie novels [i finish it!!!]
4. end at 4 FB nt in club rm eric nt ard..had to stand out side and rot and suppose to meet jan end up win cant and things with her i so scared cans!!!
5. den saw jan walking to our club rm there i quickly run away
6. go north canteen realised that had pharm tut nxt day haven do work den plus got cca and will go hm late!!
7. at library got a call frm eric ask whether got draw key end up i forgot and office close!!
8. go E309 ask jon for keys and tell him cant give him rm end up he say he really need it
9. VE had no where to sing so jon say will talk to librarian

by then my face was super BLACK!!! LIKE TOTALLY!!!
even though melvin was really sweet i just like diao him a little
melvin is real niceee [dont tell him i said it LOL]

10. librarian said cant noisy ma had to negotiate lo
end up yst we sang at the library discussion rm for only 2hours
and i had to shoo melvin and jon to go for prac since their concert on fri
want them to have their rehearsal

haha see how DOWN DOWN monday was!!!!
thks God i survived!!!!!
and was happy at the end coz got to eat dinner
hm early=play guitar
and talk to bestie

FAINTS



10:55 PM

HAPPY GLOBAL HANDWASHING DAY TO YOU!!
rmb to wash your hands according to the 7steps kays!
LOL
man i super bored as u can tell
was boredddd
rotting in club rm
kill me!!!

{pictures galore}


















6:31 AM

second day
and a vv long and tiring day
LOL
had mental health tut haha
den played a game-an icebreaker game haha

graceful GRACE, youthful YATASSHA, excellent ERLINA, fanatastic FATIMAH, talented TANG, jolly JAMIE, nice NORSHAHIRA, cheerful CHARMAINE, joker JOEY, beautiful BLYTHE, hungry HUIXIAN, lucky LUPING, marveleous MAYPING, fabulous FAM, happy HO YINGYING, magnificent MOE MOE, loud LIU YING YING, honourable HONEY, jubilant JS, radiant RABIA and MIGHTY MARIAM!!
LOL
super fun
MIGHTY MARIAM coz our new class leader!!
haha
den aft had break rite went swensens with fammy, charM, js, joey at bishan
SUPER FULL!! LOL
den so random b4 skill class
me joey mama fafa
decided to play badminton!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER FUN!

i hatee sch coz it makes me FAT!
coz food's so cheap and good
KILL ME!!

BUT im super happy now
COZ!
my freaking BAD breakout i had on sunday
is sooooooooo much freaking better now
thks to NESSA DARLIN!
thks alot haha
rmb eye face make up remover
cleaner [i recommand eucerin]
toner
pimple cream
haha
SO HAPPY!
tot i could just die there
LOL



Monday, October 13, 2008 9:17 AM

im upset
i dont know whether do u treat me like im nth
just use me for ur convience
i dont know
suddenly im not sure
but i just dont have the right to feel this way
coz i somehow expect it when we first got tgt as frens

KILL ME

sometimes it sucks
when u put someone first in ur heart
but u aint first in their heart
but no right at all



8:34 AM

lets start off with a super funny convo with a fren
was saying abt his/her smooth skin, how jealous i was
and scaring wont make it beautiful
but scar on man is sexy
den the reply came:
"i'm more sexy than them! smooth like silk, white like milk, hairless too"
*jawdrop*

LOL
joke of my day

anyways sch reopen
MAN!
my friday relaxation day has just officially been crushed REAL BADLY
haha
tot can end 10am
end up 5pm!!!!!!!11
KILL ME
tired tired

plus tmr 8am
KILL ME SERIOUSLY
haha

im hungry
go back sch sucks
coz gd and cheap food = GAIN WEIGHT!!!
JOEY AND DARLINGS!!!!!!! TIME TO JOG



Sunday, October 12, 2008 9:20 AM

i have a complacent spirit
KILL IT!
urgh
*stab stab*

i lovee nessa
i lovee lessons with nessa
can help one another out
with her nasal
and my diction
LOL
haha
i better start prac for my song for audition
MAN!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!PASS RD ONE AUDITIONS
I CAN DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT
GOD GOD
FOR GOD!!!^^

lalala~
say it again?
haha



7:57 AM

{UGLY BANG-FRINGE}



















I FREAKING LOOK WEIRD AND LIKE A LITTLE GIRL WHEN I TIE UP
KILLLLLLLLLL ME
seriously
><
anyways now i have REALLY UGLY LEFT FINGERPADS
but im so proud of myself
coz i now can play and sing a secular song
LOL
apologise by one republic
*clapss*
LOL

oh man!
asia conference showtime aud
WEDNESDAY
kill me too
haha

tmr sch start
kill me

forever
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Saturday, October 11, 2008 9:32 AM






















OH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
im now influenced by my cousin
that rugby players are coolnesss
{RUGGER}
coz he is also a rugby player for his school
and he really buff up alot [got moobs!LOL]
and he got stitch scar
damn nicee
ok i sound sick
but seriously!
haha SO COOLLLLL
but my sch no rugby team
sia la sadness
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways wah i tell u army really change boys haha
two cousins went
man they are super buff, muscular, and dark!!!!!!!!!!
oh man
haha



Friday, October 10, 2008 10:02 AM

201 posts haha *man i must be super free*
anyways today kevin preached
and i love a revelation he got from God
see the picture below^^
commonly know as the I LOVE U hand sign^^
but wat God showed him was
the thumb is a v impt finger-->is like prayer...our needs
the index is the believing portion that shows the direction u wanna go
and the pinky represent receiving from God
and in the middle got 2 fingers down rite is the waiting time..the testing time
and aft hearing i was like woah!! so true ^^




















Philippians 4:19 (New King James Version)
19 And my God shall
supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.



ppl ask: Why den is/are my need/needs not met?
den suddenly God brought to memory of eugene's blog post
tat i was reading yst
http://asakuradark.multiply.com/
and i was so convicted by his post abt KAIROS MOMENT
the God appointed moment
time for everything, in God's plan
not ours
man i dont see why i shld worry so much
God will provide^^
Psalm 50:15 (New King James Version)

15 Call upon
Me in the day of
trouble;

I will deliver you, and you shall glorify Me.”






















anyways today i guess we working i different ways
but doesnt mean its right or wrong
TLC TLC TLC
if it makes me sad, the more i wanna love
just like no matter how many times i get upset over u
i still love u the same
LOVE brings out everything
mixes everything
gets u confuse
but all i know is that love shld be unconditional and forgiving
time + TCL



9:32 AM

BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

















AFTER!!!!!!



















oh man!!!!!!!!! super random
i pull joey darling to cut hair
haha
firstly JOEY IS DAMN CHIOOOOOOOOOOOO NOWWWWWWWW
HAHA
second KILLLLLMEEEEEEEEEEE I HATEEEEEEEEEE MY FRINGE
I LOOK RETARDED
DONT KNOW WHY LEH;[
super sad, last time cut oso not like tat leh
anws the guy that cut joey's hair damn cute
and mine was so rudeeeeee
and the way he cut aiyo
so angry tat i dont care when the fringe is slanted
now kill meeeeeeeeeeee
*stab*

haha
had combine cg
man im sad
haha
not bcoz comb la but we are changing zone
!!!!!!!!!!!
SOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

kill me
[so addicted to this phase of nessa's]
LOL


bath
by the way
i look horrible now
and a lot of things gng through my mind aft today
at cell, fellowship and cab with Z
writing time^^



Thursday, October 9, 2008 8:42 AM

sometimes i wish i had a more drama mama past
during growing up
like was super lian
so bad relationships
and all
and how i came out from all this
and be who i am today
tat kind
LOL
but my life is undrama
but i guess every life changed by God
is always a testimony
i just gotta find my
to impact people

RAWRS



6:36 AM

im sooo gonna sing BECAUSE OF YOU by kelly clarkson
i know it like sooo over wat my voice can do
but i really wanna build up depth and power!!!!!!!!!!!
URGH!
so frustrating
i love my voice
but its not enough!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER ENOUGH
always room for improvement!!!

I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalala~



Wednesday, October 8, 2008 9:56 PM

what is a journey?
a journey is not a trip
is not a vacation

it's a process, a discovery
it's a process of self discovery
a journey brings us face to face with ourselves
a journey not only shows us the world
but how we fit in

does a person creates the journey?
or does the journey creates a person?

the journey is life itself
where will life take you?




9:23 AM

the world is too noisy
to start doing anything
we get too stuck inside the noise
to see that all the noisy are merely plans and excuses
tats human

and we fail to see
that we have become too comfortable
tats human

and we fail to forget how many million zillion times
we have been forgiven
yet we dont bother to offer a second chance to fellow Man


excuses.selfishness.judging
isnt it soo true?
tats human



Monday, October 6, 2008 8:58 PM

retardedly good
LOL
seriously
timetable
haha
keep praying friday will not have nite class
check thk God dont have^^
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~
but on fri i only have one hour of bio frm 9-10
see retarded anot LOL!!
machiam give us a four day wk la!!!
LOL!!
even better
the module are ok ok
but this sem more xiong-er modules
haha
still got bio, pharm and adult nursing haha
and tues is sucha longggggg day man hopefully wont be too tired for choir pracs
><

haha
shall do up my timetable now^^



8:40 AM

hha
me and pei are crazy!!!!!!!!
maybe i alittle crazier
but its just a joke
really
thou he really is vvv mesmerizing
*sparkles*
but he is taken
LOL
hai
haha
he is a pianist by the way
and i keep pestering him to play my fav song!!!
well aft he play is even nicer
LOL
im crazy

anyways super tired today lo
sectionals den prac
dead
shld slp early
and protect voice LOL



Sunday, October 5, 2008 9:20 AM

i think now i need God, a big big bear and a big lock
suddenly i feel so insecure
*SCREAAMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
*sobs*
so random feeling

yucks
cant think of it

*nua*

XP
you suck



8:58 AM

[candy galore]
haha















KILLLLL ME!!
lol
anyways have such fun during vocal class
with NESSA
means i got extra fellowship with nessa
LOL!!
yippeeee
i better start tidying my vocal notes
bel ask qns i cant answer cans
MAN!
><
den had super urge to extend hair
so go paya lebar lo
LOL!
and TADA u get wat u see in the candy galore
LOL
and im eating 12am dinner
and have to wake up at 7am
killl meee seriously


man u upset me
and i dont know why
i need more frens
haha
otherwise i can just jump down now
oh maybe nt i just did hair extensions and im only 18
LOL
BLEAH
PS: took train with nessa haha and read harvest time..finding partner tat series
and hai God make it so clear in the first para
that we ourselves have to look for our partners...is our responsibility..nt God..he simply guides
LOL
man haha



Saturday, October 4, 2008 9:43 PM


{CHANT} PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE!!
i seriously need peace and comfort now
haha
im too worrisome.......worry over so many things till i get a headache myself
><
must always remind myself not to worry abt the nxt day abt things of life!!
anyways
i cant believe this!!
until now
a wk b4 sch starts and the timetable aint out yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna know when is night class
pray for me not on friday!!!!
><
URGH!!!!!
haha
nvm i know that i wont have nite class on friday
^^

i have no idea why a part of me says i dont care abt that
yet im worrying and being bothered by that
why God?
mmmm
this have to stop
is nt heathly
i want to led my life to the fullest
not just wanting to worry all the time
;[
BLEAH



11:55 AM

MAN!
my heart is still beating fast
and im too excited to sleep
LOL!!!!!!!!!
just watched EAGLE'S EYE with jie wei and bestie
MAAN!!!! the best movie [ besides batman ] i ever watched this year!!!!!!!!!!
recommend to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha

today had so much fun
from svc to fellowship

went changi as usual
thks JIE!!! today super bless by him LOL food and movie !!!^^
and he was super funny today
dancing at airport T3
super funny
den on the way down the grp of us laughed soooooooo much on the train
pray i wont lose my voice tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
coz i realised im sucha an amplifier
wanna talk softer oso cant
LOL!! ><
den had soo much fun with bestie too
haha
dare me again luh!!!
LOL
anyways super tired

oh today had date with nessa
and i super enjoyed it we talked abt life and frenships
and laughed loads
and went library to borrow the sookie stackhouse novel or true bld book!!!
LOL we are crazy tgt LOL
love nessa

tmr got vocal class with bel!!!!!!
WOOTS

PS: by the way share an adver by louis vuitton is super meaningful!^^




Friday, October 3, 2008 9:04 PM

you are one of those i care alot for
if i dont
i wont even bother to worry over u

i dont wanna control ur life
i want to give u freedom too
coz i loveee freedom

just do ur way
but dont stumble

im always there^^



9:43 AM




MAN!!! I SERIOUSLY FEEL SO HAPPY
HAHA
maybe on my way walking home
sing too much le
if ppl walk pass me will think im crazy
JUST FEEL LIKE REJOICING NOW
though super long day
really thk God for strength
morning had to be in sch by 9am
for mtg with jan
die man now i pray that the vendor we went to will get the business
otherwiseee
haha
GOD!!!!!!!!
anyways LOADS to do
dead fish
better pull up socks
anyways den went for CD recording
man sooo super tired!
but it was quite a good experience!
LOL
when the recording ended
decided that sx hair super nice
me and win tied plaits and pony tails for him
damn chiooooo
haha
look like girl from the back
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
den off to cg haha
super tired by den but i was SUPER DUPER! blessed today
haha
and a new cg at a new location
a new start a new chance
to grow and mature
i think jian feng super funny
all his army stories he shared during fellowship was HILARIOUS!
jianfeng is hilarious haha !!!!
super funny
haha
den bus ride home with bestie lo
boring
feel like slapping him
man
call just call
haha
i dont see it lo
so pek chek
LOL
watever i dont care
TRUE BLD AND MIDNITE SUN marathon
LOL
byeeee