ANNABEL BLYTHE TAN SU EE
im everything you want!HAHA
vampire lover
miss chatterbox
miss retarded
miss bimbo with brains
child at heart
silly
PARAMORE FAN!!
happy-go-lucky
sing, photography, jog, music, guitar
chill, pool, shopaholic, coffee,cakes
random, loud, ticklish, irritating
books, clouds, artyfarty
student, NYP, christian N337, ex-GT, MZ
spongebob's my BF
wishlist
my own sweet bedrm
hair extensions
makeup set
makeups
la senza bras
zara heels
camera phone
river island flat shoe
verawang perfume
sponser vocal classes
pedicure vouchers
guess wallet
topshop/perkin shopping vouchers
oh man i cant believe im will be missing the most impt svc of the year building fund svc
am in a delimma plus no reply
Thursday, October 30, 2008 8:41 AM
i realise i can be quite mean and rude haha if i say drop and when i meant it i really drop all the way and can get irritated easily haha mean rude haha oh man
fool
5:29 AM
ok ok a proper and better post today had sch as usual oh meet cheryl tang [sec sch mate] on the way to sch chatted abit and realised a lot ppl frm my sec class 3E1 n 4E1 are in nyp melissa,peishan,waisum,rachel,amelia,cheryl,jolene,adeline den aft tut went jogging with joey! oh man dieeesss haah coz suddenly the leg bone pain is back!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO~ den anws went to the playgrd with maine, fam, mama, rabia and played swing!!! LOL super fun den xan and fafa joined ltr!!^^ took real retarded fotos [when i get them shall upload]
anws i really like the way dorothy ng teaches is vvv rare to get this kind of teachers makes learning more fun and fruitful rather den plain talking talking talking and scolding scolding seriously in this generation the second method doesnt and WONT work no more rite! haha
den decided to pon abnormal psycho *ssshhh* to go sem to register for muay thai btw if u wanna join anything in CC must pay either CASH or CHEQUE LOL coz i didnt know ended up had to take bus back to sun plaza which btw i waited 20mins for 882 kill me i almost died LOL! *ok i didnt*
SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!MUAY THAI!! to lose to tone and to defend tats my purpose for learning they didnt have pilates on a nice time slot LOL so YEA
note: to do pharmaco bk, bulletin board, stop procrastinating, and stop over eating=spend lesser money *bang bang*
5:01 AM
haha happy happy soul cfm joining muay thai le LOL!! WOOTS! nxt thurs start and with addie CANT WAIT! but im kinda broke already *bang*
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 12:16 AM
ok just like a few mintues ago i blogged that i feel like joining muay thai but no one go with me right guess wat I GOT MY MUAY THAY PARTNER LE!!!!!!!!!! thks addie omg and now left registering! oh man only 9 spaces left !! CHIONG haha
im on cloud nine 9
12:16 AM
haha RANDOM POST: I WANNA GO LEARN MUAY THAI! IS LIKE 830 AT SEM CC can totally go aft sch LOL shld i? im like so afraid to go alone haha
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:04 AM
and i still haven change blogskin i hate the black backgrd coz i cant find the one i want *fool* haha and im sucha a bimbo and im so use to talking bimbo ! haha i know i know im irritating i cant help it ><
5:15 AM
and this is where i need to be
i need to find peace
i need to find God
right now
in this period
everytime i decide to step out
i struggle at that very first step
and it sucks the most
coz u urself dont even know wat this emotion/feeling is
and u cant tell anyone abt it
know wat i mean?
it sucks
i need comfort and peace
right now
i just need to be alone
without u around me
but at the same time it hurts
thou we didnt have anything bt us
*FIGHTING!!*
5:04 AM
oh man i seriously shld stop moaning abt how pathetic i am right now haha and stop blogging redundant things i have been slacking sooo much better start my pharmaco today! and i seriously hate this blogskin so aft i bath i shall change watch out! LOL ;[
Monday, October 27, 2008 8:34 AM
oh man GOOOODDDDDDD!!! pull me away like now! i decided but now im struggling to continue pulling away!!!!!!!!!! *faints* i have no idea why im missing like hell even when itsNTH AT ALL! *melts* chants: GOD GOD GOD GOD save me frm myself sia haha thou i hate now i guess theres always a reason for everything done be it good or bad now innocence is tested! ROARS! I CAN OVERCOME IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6:47 AM
im sure 8 out of 10 people they are able to sing so wat makes singing a talent now? wat makes it unique!
today had vocals with bel i had loads of fun singing with emotions feeling the song and the lyrics the difference between a normal singer and a excellent singer is by the emotions put into the song everytime they sing music definately moves our emotions, feelings, moods, thoughts remind us of things that happen...good or bad happy times, sad times that wat music lyrics does was prac BECAUSE OF YOU by kelly clarkson man i tell u is like sooo difficult right now need feelings, diction, breath i almost die today haha but was so fun coz i really broke through today AND IM SUPER GLAD my voice may nt be like nessa's or bel's but im glad i broke through of my rigidness and im soo gonna move on 2 yrs wait and see kays!!!
singer with feelings
Sunday, October 26, 2008 8:50 AM
I gotta say what's on my mind Something about us doesn't seem right these days Life keeps getting in the way Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me You'll be okay
I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here; I hope you understand We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way. Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime Another color turns to gray And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away. I'm leaving today cause I've gotta do what's best for me, You'll be okay
I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here; I hope you understand We might find our place in this world someday, But at least for now, I gotta go my own way.
I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY
the only reason im doing so is cause i dont wanna waste away my youth been struggling a little recently cause of u and i know i just didnt want to let u go i just decided to live on in denial tat i can change u and make u a happier person but im soo wrong is not me who will change u but God and yourself u must understand how painful it has been maybe u dont see coz ur heart is too full of other ppl and all this time i tried my best but i know i wanna be who i am now
it took today for God to smack it right in my face wat i have been denying all this while so i know that now is not the right time right place is just not right and gwyn said what belongs to u will eventually return to u no matter wat i know i have to leave it behind i need to put it down is really difficult for me but i just have to
i know u have a bright future ahead of u and i just wanna see u reach it in ur youth not wasting ur time dwelling in ur weakness move on u gotta leave ur past if u want a better or even the BEST! from God in His plan....not urs^^
jia you always love u my fren
oh man seriously sounds like im breaking up BUT IM NOT!! coz nt even in any r/s LOL come on lets wake up and face life boldly why waste time doing things that has no purpose like our frenship..if ur purpose is just play and treat me hot/cold whenever u like! im sorry to say i dont want it anymore!!
today aft talking i feel soooo much lighter still pondering over it here and there overall i know wat im suppose to do le haha i gotta go my own way for a better future ahead!!!!!!
anyways i was just thinking abt why qns sometimes i qn myself why was i even born into this world? [when i was younger] why cant i be as pretty as her? why cant i sing as well as her? why cant i be born into a better family? why cant i be richer? vwhy VWHY VWHY!! haha but i know and i know i may nt be the best now but wait and see im still on the MOST! EXCITING JOURNEY EVER!!
lalala~ better go bath LOL
Saturday, October 25, 2008 12:38 PM
i just had the WERIDEST taxi cabby LOL damn funny
yes i spend money again *melts* watched THE COFFIN with cell and w/o bestie [sad] so nt use to it anyways if u planned to watch the coffin and u think it will scare the hell out of u i tell u as a hater of horror shows the coffin sucks is not horror! and its only rated PG! nt even NC16!! LOL so ya if u insist on watching watch like on mon-thurs at cathy if u are still a student !! LOL seriously we were all like slping during the show i laughed quite abit coz of the girl sitting near me LOL *evill~*
i know that theres sth up theres sth u are thinking abt super distracted cans u think i didnt notice? but i dont know what *pull hairs* is times like this i wish im like sookie! LOL but ya... reality says its impossible anyways leave u to be... just tat i hate this HOT/COLD frenship we have makes me sick and pekchek !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u make me love u yet feel scared of u dont know when u will turn ur back on me *sobs* i was told i had bad countance [first time in a looonngg loonnnggg time] melts
Thursday, October 23, 2008 7:42 PM
can anybody tell me WHY I FREAKING CANT FIND THAT FREAKING BLOGSKIN sooo pek chek now haha btw if u are thinking why is suee blogging now is cause im slacking in sch comp labby with joey darling suppose to do pharmaco bk but haha ssshhh anyways i was thinking abt myself i just cant freaking seem to understand myself why do i feel a certain where when i already told myself that i can get over it i can break away from it!!! PEK CHEK! can anybody tell me WHY? it is like sooo freaking irritating coz it seems like im the only party feeling so upset im sure he doesnt BOTHER TO BOTHER AT ALL!!! *screammmmmmmmmm* mmm haha woman are such weird creatures i sometimes wish i was a guy ahah and be blur and grow up slower and be less sensitive less emotional LOL!!!! *melts*
7:42 PM
guess who made my day with a smile LOL a random guy and his funny tee it said HOTMALE try it its free
LOL damn cuteee
8:15 AM
SCREEEEAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
LOL
5:38 AM
SCREEEEAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!! avenged sevenfold i know i know im like super slow but who cares! LOL
IM LIKE SUPER IN LOVE WITH AFTERLIFE song now la!!! *man all my crystals are gone!* LOL
anyways yes again! AGAIN! can u believe it LOL yes same thing went out with bestie cant blame him rite i wanted to pon in the first place FOOL FOOL!!! GOD HELP! LOL anyways i just have to say something abt my class grp 22 is like the BEST LUH having sooo much fun now thou clique here clique there we still can click v well haha super funny la we all!! will upload loads of fotos soon! man i love my class LOL
i seriously lovee pei haha super funny VEC!! u know u know it~ we are crazy!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 6:02 AM
seriously i have no idea how or why somethings work out while others dont
i hate my freaking life now its cramped up with things that i dont why shld be cramping up my life!!! everything requires time and thats the sad truth sometimes things i do i feel like its against wat i really wanna do but den again somethings are just essential like sch URGH
im like on a trackmill tat runs the same day in day out i need my breakthrough today!!!!!!!!
btw, i shld stop being sucha jealous bitch coz i nv had the right! ROARS now i feel bad being one *stab* [dont mind the language]
5:06 AM
btw avenged sevenfold afterlife RAWKS and now my singing inspiration is not just bel but lead singer from PARAMORE HAYLEY WILLIAMS she abt my age but her voice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!haha and shes damn funny!
4:34 AM
now how it feels standing up on the stage to perform and u only have that ONE SINGLE chance to do ur best and u end up with trembling lips, stiff body, forgotten lyrics and you know that this one chance to a bigger stage has just been screwed up within that 1 min yet u have no choice but to finish the song
so pek chek cans hah prac real hard and pray end up my body system failed me i think i sounded as usual TOO AIRY which i have been on the process of improving!!!! REAL but today hai sian diao
nvm ATTENTION!! seriously i just need more opportunity to build my confidence lvl!! AND OVERCOME STAGE FRIGHT!!!
HA! oh wells nvm i seriously enjoyed it plus in the toilet meet ally i said hi and she was really friendly! she wished my all the best haha awww so sweet and she look real young like mid 20s haha!
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i need a singing breakthrough!!
PS: some of us aint just born to be on the stage!!! BUT!! really desires to be on the stage
what do you see of this picture? to me i see process, i see changes, i see challenges
now lets blog abt contentment and satisfaction people always tell you dont be greedy if have le den stay with le why want more? out of the three GOOD, BETTER, BEST which would you settle for?
if u think now u have everything that falls under BEST be it grades, relationship, career, family, ministry den i tell you you are wrong esp for youth like us a little bit is like the BEST already
we just dont see way more or simply we dont thinkthat we have that sort of potential which is super sad because we den miss out on wat LIFE really is im talking abt going of things with are good not evil stuff like drugs etc u know those but im talking abt relationships, dreams, character, grades, career basically our FUTURE!! the older ones always say to treasure your YOUTH and i now come to realised that it is soo impt to do so dont waste time crying over BGR that aint working out, always thinking u wont make it only because there are others ard you who are better, that you cant acheive much as a youth but seriously now is the time to do all you wanna do do the crazy biggest dream that you ever see yourself in make mistakes and learn [must learn and move on]
i always always believe that THE BEST HAS YET TO COME that at 18 i know what God has in stall for me has yet to come that at 18 i know that what i see myself as is not how God sees me to be that at 18 i know that my future may seem so uncertain but God will definately lead me on
just rmb not to stop for good or better things but continue on for things that are BEST!
6:00 AM
the next big thing in town is ASIA CONFERENCE!!!!!!!!! man in abt one month's time!! EXCITED!!! and the next big step for me in singing!! OH GODDDDD pls i believe i will pass the audition^^ i need this breakthrough!!!!!!
sing sing sing sing!!
^^
Saturday, October 18, 2008 10:44 PM
i have never felt so happy for soo long until yst during zone prayer mtg i have never laughed so happily and nv felt so much presence, so much peace is sucha long time and i truely believe that this change is gonna be soo good soo good!!! was so much, so much im simply awestruck by wat i experienced really unforgetable !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAN im excited! haha for everything that my life has set me for and im gonna make room, a every impt room in my soul coz i dont intend to miss out on wat life is abt to bring i dont intend to have such a small mindset and lose the opportunities i dont intend to look down One who is greater den he who is in the world and i dont intend to look down on His creation that he fearfully and wonderfully made!
thou in the first wk of sch i made mistakes le but nvm is the past now i better pull up my socks start now or never!!
I LOVE DADDY GOD
Friday, October 17, 2008 9:54 AM
oh man!!! u know how it feels once u are in love with something say instrument or ur passion if u dont prac u feel so uncomfortable like guitar kill man i have super BIG itch to play more but everyday i return hm at nite and nxt day got sch man !!!!!!!!!
byeee off to play guitar haha
Thursday, October 16, 2008 8:38 AM
i have nth to say abt u period. i apologised 3 times but u totally ignored me did u tot abt how i felt too? [btw i felt super bad cans coz i nv meant it in the first place, bet u dont care]
i must get over it today haha
anyways my buttocks hurts LOL the side muscle there coz played badminton today with classmates now super pain le LOL!!
and 2 things i took note today not to do any more aft today 1. stop being sucha joker...i think im super irritating 2. dont pon lectures le!!! is only like the first wk 4th day KILL ME!!
anyways went home lo den go out ya played pool *im amazing rite* hai anyways tmr will be a better day i finished reading my sookie books! and finishing without consent so happy with myself tmr shall go and borrow more^^
*bookworm nerd alert!!*
dinner time~
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 10:55 PM
KILL ME!! haha ok maybe nt anyways post for yst man!!!
was so tired yst ok i was busy actually prac guitar^^ *happy* and talk to bestie *retard* anyways yst was a DOWN DOWN day for me!! monday somemore so nicee to start my wk in that manner 1. in the morning woke up late took cab 2. bought breakfast damn hungry den go library eat kena CAUGHT!! and jan called and i scolding in the early morning!! wth~ 3. had really boring lectures that inspired me to read my sookie novels [i finish it!!!] 4. end at 4 FB nt in club rm eric nt ard..had to stand out side and rot and suppose to meet jan end up win cant and things with her i so scared cans!!! 5. den saw jan walking to our club rm there i quickly run away 6. go north canteen realised that had pharm tut nxt day haven do work den plus got cca and will go hm late!! 7. at library got a call frm eric ask whether got draw key end up i forgot and office close!! 8. go E309 ask jon for keys and tell him cant give him rm end up he say he really need it 9. VE had no where to sing so jon say will talk to librarian
by then my face was super BLACK!!! LIKE TOTALLY!!! even though melvin was really sweet i just like diao him a little melvin is real niceee [dont tell him i said it LOL]
10. librarian said cant noisy ma had to negotiate lo end up yst we sang at the library discussion rm for only 2hours and i had to shoo melvin and jon to go for prac since their concert on fri want them to have their rehearsal
haha see how DOWN DOWN monday was!!!! thks God i survived!!!!! and was happy at the end coz got to eat dinner hm early=play guitar and talk to bestie
FAINTS
10:55 PM
HAPPY GLOBAL HANDWASHING DAY TO YOU!! rmb to wash your hands according to the 7steps kays! LOL man i super bored as u can tell was boredddd rotting in club rm kill me!!!
{pictures galore}
6:31 AM
second day and a vv long and tiring day LOL had mental health tut haha den played a game-an icebreaker game haha
graceful GRACE, youthful YATASSHA, excellent ERLINA, fanatastic FATIMAH, talented TANG, jolly JAMIE, nice NORSHAHIRA, cheerful CHARMAINE, joker JOEY, beautiful BLYTHE, hungry HUIXIAN, lucky LUPING, marveleous MAYPING, fabulous FAM, happy HO YINGYING, magnificent MOE MOE, loud LIU YING YING, honourable HONEY, jubilant JS, radiant RABIA and MIGHTY MARIAM!! LOL super fun MIGHTY MARIAM coz our new class leader!! haha den aft had break rite went swensens with fammy, charM, js, joey at bishan SUPER FULL!! LOL den so random b4 skill class me joey mama fafa decided to play badminton!!!!!!!!!! SUPER FUN!
i hatee sch coz it makes me FAT! coz food's so cheap and good KILL ME!!
BUT im super happy now COZ! my freaking BAD breakout i had on sunday is sooooooooo much freaking better now thks to NESSA DARLIN! thks alot haha rmb eye face make up remover cleaner [i recommand eucerin] toner pimple cream haha SO HAPPY! tot i could just die there LOL
Monday, October 13, 2008 9:17 AM
im upset i dont know whether do u treat me like im nth just use me for ur convience i dont know suddenly im not sure but i just dont have the right to feel this way coz i somehow expect it when we first got tgt as frens
KILL ME
sometimes it sucks when u put someone first in ur heart but u aint first in their heart but no right at all
8:34 AM
lets start off with a super funny convo with a fren was saying abt his/her smooth skin, how jealous i was and scaring wont make it beautiful but scar on man is sexy den the reply came: "i'm more sexy than them! smooth like silk, white like milk, hairless too" *jawdrop*
LOL joke of my day
anyways sch reopen MAN! my friday relaxation day has just officially been crushed REAL BADLY haha tot can end 10am end up 5pm!!!!!!!11 KILL ME tired tired
plus tmr 8am KILL ME SERIOUSLY haha
im hungry go back sch sucks coz gd and cheap food = GAIN WEIGHT!!! JOEY AND DARLINGS!!!!!!! TIME TO JOG
Sunday, October 12, 2008 9:20 AM
i have a complacent spirit KILL IT! urgh *stab stab*
i lovee nessa i lovee lessons with nessa can help one another out with her nasal and my diction LOL haha i better start prac for my song for audition MAN!! I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!PASS RD ONE AUDITIONS I CAN DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT GOD GOD FOR GOD!!!^^
lalala~ say it again? haha
7:57 AM
{UGLY BANG-FRINGE}
I FREAKING LOOK WEIRD AND LIKE A LITTLE GIRL WHEN I TIE UP KILLLLLLLLLL ME seriously >< anyways now i have REALLY UGLY LEFT FINGERPADS but im so proud of myself coz i now can play and sing a secular song LOL apologise by one republic *clapss* LOL
oh man! asia conference showtime aud WEDNESDAY kill me too haha
tmr sch start kill me
forever LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008 9:32 AM
OH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha im now influenced by my cousin that rugby players are coolnesss {RUGGER} coz he is also a rugby player for his school and he really buff up alot [got moobs!LOL] and he got stitch scar damn nicee ok i sound sick but seriously! haha SO COOLLLLL but my sch no rugby team sia la sadness LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways wah i tell u army really change boys haha two cousins went man they are super buff, muscular, and dark!!!!!!!!!! oh man haha
Friday, October 10, 2008 10:02 AM
201 posts haha *man i must be super free* anyways today kevin preached and i love a revelation he got from God see the picture below^^ commonly know as the I LOVE U hand sign^^ but wat God showed him was the thumb is a v impt finger-->is like prayer...our needs the index is the believing portion that shows the direction u wanna go and the pinky represent receiving from God and in the middle got 2 fingers down rite is the waiting time..the testing time and aft hearing i was like woah!! so true ^^
Philippians 4:19 (New King James Version) 19 And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
ppl ask: Why den is/are my need/needs not met? den suddenly God brought to memory of eugene's blog post tat i was reading yst http://asakuradark.multiply.com/ and i was so convicted by his post abt KAIROS MOMENT the God appointed moment time for everything, in God's plan not ours man i dont see why i shld worry so much God will provide^^
Psalm 50:15 (New King James Version)
15 Call upon Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify Me.”
anyways today i guess we working i different ways but doesnt mean its right or wrong TLC TLC TLC if it makes me sad, the more i wanna love just like no matter how many times i get upset over u i still love u the same LOVE brings out everything mixes everything gets u confuse but all i know is that love shld be unconditional andforgiving time + TCL
9:32 AM
BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
AFTER!!!!!!
oh man!!!!!!!!! super random i pull joey darling to cut hair haha firstly JOEY IS DAMN CHIOOOOOOOOOOOO NOWWWWWWWW HAHA second KILLLLLMEEEEEEEEEEE I HATEEEEEEEEEE MY FRINGE I LOOK RETARDED DONT KNOW WHY LEH;[ super sad, last time cut oso not like tat leh anws the guy that cut joey's hair damn cute and mine was so rudeeeeee and the way he cut aiyo so angry tat i dont care when the fringe is slanted now kill meeeeeeeeeeee *stab*
haha had combine cg man im sad haha not bcoz comb la but we are changing zone !!!!!!!!!!! SOBSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
kill me [so addicted to this phase of nessa's] LOL
bath by the way i look horrible now and a lot of things gng through my mind aft today at cell, fellowship and cab with Z writing time^^
Thursday, October 9, 2008 8:42 AM
sometimes i wish i had a more drama mama past during growing up like was super lian so bad relationships and all and how i came out from all this and be who i am today tat kind LOL but my life is undrama but i guess every life changed by God is always a testimony i just gotta find my to impact people
RAWRS
6:36 AM
im sooo gonna sing BECAUSE OF YOU by kelly clarkson i know it like sooo over wat my voice can do but i really wanna build up depth and power!!!!!!!!!!! URGH! so frustrating i love my voice but its not enough!!!!!!!!!! NEVER ENOUGH always room for improvement!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lalala~
Wednesday, October 8, 2008 9:56 PM
what is a journey? a journey is not a trip is not a vacation
it's a process, a discovery it's a process of self discovery a journey brings us face to face with ourselves a journey not only shows us the world but how we fit in
does a person creates the journey? or does the journey creates a person?
the journey is life itself where will life take you?
9:23 AM
the world is too noisy to start doing anything we get too stuck inside the noise to see that all the noisy are merely plans and excuses tats human and we fail to see that we have become too comfortable tats human and we fail to forget how many million zillion times we have been forgiven yet we dont bother to offer a second chance to fellow Man excuses.selfishness.judging isnt it soo true? tats human
Monday, October 6, 2008 8:58 PM
retardedly good LOL seriously timetable haha keep praying friday will not have nite class check thk God dont have^^ YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~ but on fri i only have one hour of bio frm 9-10 see retarded anot LOL!! machiam give us a four day wk la!!! LOL!! even better the module are ok ok but this sem more xiong-er modules haha still got bio, pharm and adult nursing haha and tues is sucha longggggg day man hopefully wont be too tired for choir pracs >< haha shall do up my timetable now^^
8:40 AM
hha me and pei are crazy!!!!!!!! maybe i alittle crazier but its just a joke really thou he really is vvv mesmerizing *sparkles* but he is taken LOL hai haha he is a pianist by the way and i keep pestering him to play my fav song!!! well aft he play is even nicer LOL im crazy
anyways super tired today lo sectionals den prac dead shld slp early and protect voice LOL
Sunday, October 5, 2008 9:20 AM
i think now i need God, a big big bear and a big lock suddenly i feel so insecure *SCREAAMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* *sobs* so random feeling
yucks cant think of it
*nua*
XP you suck
8:58 AM
[candy galore] haha
KILLLLL ME!!
lol
anyways have such fun during vocal class
with NESSA
means i got extra fellowship with nessa
LOL!!
yippeeee
i better start tidying my vocal notes
bel ask qns i cant answer cans
MAN!
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den had super urge to extend hair
so go paya lebar lo
LOL!
and TADA u get wat u see in the candy galore
LOL
and im eating 12am dinner
and have to wake up at 7am
killl meee seriously
man u upset me
and i dont know why
i need more frens
haha
otherwise i can just jump down now
oh maybe nt i just did hair extensions and im only 18
LOL
BLEAH
PS: took train with nessa haha and read harvest time..finding partner tat series
and hai God make it so clear in the first para
that we ourselves have to look for our partners...is our responsibility..nt God..he simply guides
im too worrisome.......worry over so many things till i get a headache myself
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must always remind myself not to worry abt the nxt day abt things of life!!
anyways
i cant believe this!! until now a wk b4 sch starts and the timetable aint out yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna know when is night class pray for me not on friday!!!! >< URGH!!!!! haha nvm i know that i wont have nite class on friday ^^ i have no idea why a part of me says i dont care abt that yet im worrying and being bothered by that why God? mmmm this have to stop is nt heathly i want to led my life to the fullest not just wanting to worry all the time ;[ BLEAH
11:55 AM
MAN! my heart is still beating fast and im too excited to sleep LOL!!!!!!!!! just watched EAGLE'S EYE with jie wei and bestie MAAN!!!! the best movie [ besides batman ] i ever watched this year!!!!!!!!!! recommend to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
today had so much fun from svc to fellowship
went changi as usual thks JIE!!! today super bless by him LOL food and movie !!!^^ and he was super funny today dancing at airport T3 super funny den on the way down the grp of us laughed soooooooo much on the train pray i wont lose my voice tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! coz i realised im sucha an amplifier wanna talk softer oso cant LOL!! >< den had soo much fun with bestie too haha dare me again luh!!! LOL anyways super tired
oh today had date with nessa and i super enjoyed it we talked abt life and frenships and laughed loads and went library to borrow the sookie stackhouse novel or true bld book!!! LOL we are crazy tgt LOL love nessa
tmr got vocal class with bel!!!!!! WOOTS PS: by the way share an adver by louis vuitton is super meaningful!^^
Friday, October 3, 2008 9:04 PM
you are one of those i care alot for if i dont i wont even bother to worry over u i dont wanna control ur life i want to give u freedom too coz i loveee freedom just do ur way but dont stumble im always there^^
9:43 AM
MAN!!! I SERIOUSLY FEEL SO HAPPY
HAHA
maybe on my way walking home
sing too much le
if ppl walk pass me will think im crazy
JUST FEEL LIKE REJOICING NOW
though super long day
really thk God for strength
morning had to be in sch by 9am
for mtg with jan
die man now i pray that the vendor we went to will get the business
otherwiseee
haha
GOD!!!!!!!!
anyways LOADS to do
dead fish
better pull up socks
anyways den went for CD recording
man sooo super tired!
but it was quite a good experience!
LOL
when the recording ended
decided that sx hair super nice
me and win tied plaits and pony tails for him
damn chiooooo
haha
look like girl from the back
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
den off to cg haha
super tired by den but i was SUPER DUPER! blessed today
haha
and a new cg at a new location
a new start a new chance
to grow and mature
i think jian feng super funny
all his army stories he shared during fellowship was HILARIOUS!