Emily
She had spend her entire life being what everyone wanted her to be. The
perfect daughter, the budding artist, the best friend, the first love. She
had been busy meeting everyone's expectations, in fact, it has taken her
years to remember exactly why it was all one big farce

in life u either succeed or u fail
is either u be u or u be others

recently im getting a little mental
in fact a little scary
a little suicidal
a little obessessed
a little up and down here and there
a little busy mtg expectations
a little busy trying to learn
a little too near the edge of the cliff

the tot of suicidal was scary as i looked back
simply just a few days ago, this week
first hopefully the last

too much stress to do well
too much stress to meet expectations
too much distractions
too much obessession

seriously im obessessed with losing weight
that im starving myself
to the extend where im feeling so fatigue and lifeless haha
but yet i cant get myself to eat more den one meal per day
haha
i can hear my stomach calling for food
but yet i dont feel like eating at all